But deep down in his heart, he longed to take a look. Perhaps among those many comments, there was a small sentence that belonged to her, carrying the scent of her warmth, which would make his whole world bloom immediately.
He tried to restrain himself by holding his right hand tightly with his left hand.
But the alluring voice kept tormenting him, and his heart was in agony, as if it was burning in fire.
Finally, he couldn't help it and lowered his head.
However, the world was still like this to him, never showing him mercy, not even once.
Maybe he really is an unlucky person. Otherwise, why has God never truly favored him
His heart sank to the bottom, falling into the abyss of the sea, as if the sunlight could no longer penetrate, not even a trace.
He tried hard to control himself, not to cry and not to embarrass himself, but his eyes gradually became moist.
Staring straight at the camera, there is a light of expectation and longing in her eyes, and sadness stained every long eyelash.
Sister, only by walking the path you have walked, eating the food you have eaten, buying the bags you like, using my eyes and heart to feel the scenery you described, and breathing the fresh air you have spoken of, can I feel that I am still alive.
I always wanted to hug you, but before I could hug you, you disappeared from my world. I was panicking, do you know that? Can you feel it
Yu Shengan covered his chest and for the first time bravely said what he had always kept deep in his heart.
I am too timid and too cowardly. I wanted to hug you countless times, but I hesitated and I was afraid.
I'm afraid that you will be angry, afraid that you will dislike me, afraid that you will leave me, and say that I am wishful thinking, a toad wanting to eat the flesh of God.
You are so beautiful and so good, and I am afraid that someone like me will desecrate your beauty.
But now, I regret it. I hate myself for being so timid and why I don’t even dare to hug you. I am a complete coward and don’t deserve your kindness.
A deep sense of inferiority and uneasiness welled up in Yu Sheng'an's eyes, as if it had always existed and was only temporarily obscured by the warm and bright sunshine. Now that the sunshine faded, the tip of the iceberg of the incomplete world was revealed.
After a while, Yu Shengan gradually calmed down.
Sister, I know I have disappointed you, but I do not regret saying it today, because even if I said nothing, you still left me without giving me a chance.
You disappeared without a trace, like a drop of water falling into the sea. Even if I searched all the places we had been, I still couldn't find you.
Sister, you told me not to look for you and to live a good life, but I’m afraid I’m going to disappoint you again.
You once asked me what my ideal was. At that time, I was ignorant and confused, but now I can tell you clearly.
My only ideal in this life is to find you and live with you, no matter what kind of relationship we have, even if we continue our previous sister-brother relationship, I want to be with you.
So sister, you can't escape and you can't hide. I will definitely find you!
After saying this, Yu Shengan hung up the video without saying another word.
The fans who were ready to listen to the dry goods in front of the video were all confused.
After all this time, they were just fed a mouthful of dog food