It is better to suffer a short pain than a long one. Just let him give up!
They have only known each other for a short time, but I believe he will be able to get over it and start his life again.
good…
444 was also helpless.
I could only follow her wishes, upload a message to Yu Shengan's phone, and then wait for death with her.
*
Live well. Sister is gone, and will be watching over you in another world.
As soon as the phone alert sounded, Yu Shengan almost jumped up from his chair and grabbed the phone.
However, this short message almost made him burst into tears and completely collapse.
What does 'left' mean
What does 'will be watching you in another world' mean
"What does this mean?"
"What on earth does this mean?"
Yu Shengan didn't want to believe what he saw, and even more so, he didn't want to believe the messy thoughts in his mind.
"No... No..."
She won't abandon me like this, no...
He tried hard to calm himself and drive away all the bad thoughts in his mind. He became more and more panicked and at a loss, and his hand holding the phone was shaking.
'Clang'
The phone fell on the chair and then to the ground.
Yu Shengan also fell to the ground weakly, his whole body dazed and the light in his eyes dimmed little by little, until he looked like a lifeless sculpture.
All that was in my mind were those days, when Su Qiao would fall ill from time to time.
She took handfuls of medicine, fell asleep while talking, took very little, often forgot things, and sometimes her reactions were a little slow.
With so many anomalies, he had to accept one thing: Su Qiao had been ill for a long time and was very seriously ill.
But he had no idea and believed like a fool that she was just weak and that was why she caught colds so often.
After a long time, a sharp roar suddenly sounded in the living room.
Yu Shengan held his head and curled up on the ground, roaring like a trapped beast. His throat made a sound like that of a wounded beast and tears flowed out like a spring.
"elder sister!"
"Sister, where are you? Where are you?"
"Why did you leave me alone? Why? Why?"
"Sister, I would rather rot with you in the dark stinking ditch, and turn into a pile of dust with you. Why did you abandon me and leave me alone? Why didn't you take me with you? Why didn't you let me see you for the last time?"
"Do you know how cold my world is when you're gone? Do you know how much my heart aches when you're gone?"
"Sister, if you leave, who will love me? Who will love me?"
Yu Shengan banged his head against the ground repeatedly. His heart ached so much and his whole body felt uncomfortable. He wanted to die and be with her.
The Yellow Springs Road was so dark and cold, just like the underground passage where he had stayed before, cold, damp and dark. How could she walk there alone
She must be scared, she must be afraid of being alone, and she must be eager to have someone to accompany her.
Yu Shengan's eyes were red, like a puppet under a spell, and he took out the small knife that he always carried with him from his pocket.
Touching the cold blade, he felt unusually warm.
"Sister, don't be afraid. Wait for me, I will come. Your Xiao An will come to accompany you. I will come to accompany you. Xiao An will accompany you to the underworld..."
The tip of the knife pierced into the flesh little by little, but he didn't feel any pain. The corners of his mouth rose little by little, and there was a smile in his eyes.
He felt himself getting closer and closer to her.