Yu Shengan turned the box upside down, turned the black bag inside out, and tore all the foam into pieces, but still didn't find what he wanted.
"What's the use of these? What's the use of these useless things?"
Having gained nothing, Yu Shengan threw the gem, the box and the bag out together, like an angry trapped beast, kicking the torn foam everywhere.
After venting his anger for a while, he sat down weakly on the bed, staring blankly at the gems rolling all over the ground, his eyes slowly turning red again.
I deposited it a month ago. Have you really... Already...
Did you already have a premonition that you would...
"Why, why don't you tell me the truth, why don't you tell me the truth?"
"I don't want what you call 'for my own good'. I just want to accompany you through your most difficult days and walk with you. Why do you have to be so selfish and make decisions for me so selfishly?"
"You are so kind, why is it you, why is it you who has this disease, why not someone else."
"You are still so young, how could you get such a serious illness?"
Yu Shengan tightly grasped a ruby in his hand and lay painfully in a pile of messy foam, looking into the void, tears sliding down the corners of his eyes into his temples.
All he could think of was Su Qiao carrying him on her back, enduring the pain of waiting for death alone, gritting her teeth to endure the torture brought by the illness, yet still smiling calmly in front of him.
How miserable she must have felt at that time. She was still so young, yet she had to endure all that alone. How scared she must have been.
But while she was enduring all that alone, there were people outside who kept bullying her and adding to her pain.
Thinking of this, Yu Shengan suddenly felt a huge hatred in his heart.
His whole body seemed to be injected with a powerful force. He tightly grasped the ruby and suddenly sat up, his eyes revealing the ruthlessness of a lone wolf.
"I can't die!"
Those who hurt her are still laughing and living happily. I can't die.
She is gone, why do you still exist
You all deserve to die!
And there must be something wrong with my sister's illness. She is so young, how could she get such a strange and serious illness
Yu Shengan suddenly thought of the hospital where Su Qiao had been treated and the brain doctor.
He stood up hastily and strode to the door.
When he opened the door and saw the blood-stained money on the ground, he suddenly stopped.
He looked down at the hem of his shirt that was soaked in blood.
"I can't die... I can't die..."
Yu Shengan muttered nervously and turned back to the living room.
He picked up the ruby on the ground and put it in the bag, then went to the basement and put it in the safe in the corner. Then he searched the medicine cabinet for trauma medicine.
After treating his wound, he went upstairs, changed into a clean black sportswear, put on a black baseball cap, and went out.
Soon, the doctor who had treated Su Qiao was forced into a corner of the parking lot on his way home from get off work.
When he realized that the gloomy boy in front of him was here to ask about Su Qiao's situation, he cursed his bad luck and quickly told him the truth.
After getting the exact news and knowing that Su Qiao had actually contracted this disease before she met him, he almost collapsed again.
That night, the night they first met, it was raining so heavily, but he was not obedient at all and refused to go home with her, leaving her in the rain for so long.