However, she could never have imagined that this would be her last phone call to her mother, the last time she would hear her mother's voice, and the last time she would call her mother.
After her mother died, she regretted it so much that she slapped herself several times.
She hated herself for being ignorant and hated herself for ignoring her for such a small matter.
Her mother wanted her to study hard so that after graduating from college, even if she couldn't become a teacher, she could at least find a stable job. She worked part-time outside because her mother was afraid that she would delay her studies.
She should have understood her, but she quarreled with her for various reasons, which eventually led to her mother's death with regret, and she will regret it for the rest of her life.
After her mother died, she could not afford the tuition and living expenses, so she had no choice but to drop out of school and go out to work.
She originally thought that after a year, after earning enough for tuition and living expenses, she would continue her studies. However, while working, she met Gu Hualei and fell into an abyss.
Gu Hualei suddenly broke in when she was at the lowest point in her life, when she was most painful and decadent.
He is gentle, considerate and understanding. In order not to touch her sad memories, he would think of ways to comfort her subtly, divert her attention, take care of her sensitive and fragile nerves, give her a sense of security and support, so that she can feel the warmth from this world again after losing her mother.
In order to hold on to this warmth, to hold on to this man, and to live a good life in the future, she strictly demands herself to do everything to the best of her ability so as to be worthy of this man. She endures and compromises in every way and changes all her shortcomings.
However, she could never have imagined that this was exactly what Gu Hualei wanted the most.
In everyone's eyes, he is a first-rate, perfect boyfriend in terms of family background, appearance, temperament, abilities, etc. However, he is actually just a psychopath who uses the excuse of loving her and doing good for her to control her life and thoughts step by step through her clothes, preferences, habits, etc., in an attempt to turn her into the perfect white moonlight in his heart.
She was already sensitive and self-deprecating, and after meeting this man, she gradually became even less confident, even to the point of self-loathing.
After the man hinted at her imperfections time and again, intentionally or unintentionally, the silly girl thought it was his occupational disease and finally had the idea of plastic surgery.
It just so happened that her boyfriend was a famous plastic surgeon, and there was a large plastic surgery hospital at home. Plastic surgery was not a troublesome thing for them. They just needed to discuss what kind of plastic surgery they wanted.
Although the original body also felt that it was a bit strange to make her big eyes smaller, her lips perfectly shaped, and her mouth corners made into upturned smiling lips, but, firstly, she was already seriously doubting herself at that time, secondly, her boyfriend was a famous plastic surgeon and his aesthetics must be correct, and thirdly, of course, she habitually did things according to his ideas, habitually tried to please him, and compromised.
When it comes to plastic surgery, once it happens for the first time, there will be a second time. What's more, it's hard not to be tempted when you have a caring boyfriend who constantly hints at your imperfections.
However, after repeated plastic surgery and adjustments, the side effects gradually appeared because they were done too many times.