Zhiwei sighed: "Master..."
Mo Qing didn't look at him, his eyes only fell on the beautiful body, "I kept asking myself do I regret it? Yes, I regret it, but I also thought about it, if I went back to the past, would I make a mistake?" Different choices, but I can't go back, I became a selfless hero in people's mouth, but time has passed, those people will die, I suddenly don't understand, what's the point of giving up the woman I love? "
Feng Guang couldn't help but said: "But you did save so many people..."
"These are meaningless to me now." Mo Qing walked to her side, stretched out his hand to cover her cheek, he lowered his head slightly, his eyes moved slightly, "Originally, we could be husband and wife, and you would accompany me Living in Xianmen, if you are bored, I will take you for a walk down the mountain, I know you like children, maybe in a few years, we will have another child... I have thought about many things in the future, this is in I never thought about it before I met you, but all my imagination, when I hold your cold body, there is nothing."
"Mo Qing..." It seemed that he had returned to the past, and he would look at him with such gentle eyes, but he wouldn't...have such heavy pain that he could hardly breathe.
He smiled slightly: "As time goes by, I have more and more things I can't understand, why I am the eldest disciple of Xianmen, why I have to bear so many responsibilities, why... I can't choose my love After you died, I killed more evil demons and ghosts, and there was more blood in my hands, and my body seemed to have a bloody smell that couldn't be washed away. Suddenly one day, the elders came to me together. They Saying that I have a demonic obstacle, that is... the first time I know that I am not a perfect person."
Feng Jing said slowly: "In this world, no one is perfect."
"No, I can be perfect only when I have you." Mo Qing hugged her slowly, and she didn't respond except for her body being slightly stiff. I have everything, and I want nothing but you."
With her, his empty heart seemed to be filled.
"But...why did I give up on you?" He put more strength on his arms around her waist, and finally there was pain that could be easily heard in his usual calm voice, "Why did I do that back then?" How about giving up on you? In Wuya, I kept thinking about this question, but no one gave me an answer, even... I don’t even have the courage to meet you, Feng Shuang, I’m a coward, I only dare to live in Linglong Pond Watching you, watching you sitting under a tree, counting the leaves boredly, watching you erect tombstones for the dead, and watching you slowly forget these people, and in the end...you put me Forgot too."
Mo Qing felt panic like never before, even more panic than when she saw Fengguang lose her life. For Fengfeng, if she forgot about him, those past memories would no longer exist, and he was just a stranger to her. But what about him? He can't forget anything, but as time goes by, those memories with her will appear more and more clearly before his eyes.
"Scenery once asked me, if the person I like dies, would I be willing to watch her reincarnate..." He whispered in her ear, "My answer is no."