In this life, the two of them haven't had many experiences of hanging out together.
Logically speaking, Xu Xiuwen wouldn't know.
Not even Tang Weiwei knew.
This is difficult to explain clearly.
Xu Xiuwen thought for a moment and said, "Because you are very beautiful, I want to take a picture of you and keep it for later. Whenever I miss you, I can take it out and look at it anytime."
Shen Minyao was a little surprised by this answer, but more happy.
"Do you really think so?"
Xu Xiuwen nodded: "Of course, can I still lie to you?"
Shen Minyao said: "Why don't you come to see me if you want me? Why are you looking at photos? It's unnecessary. In the end, you are just trying to trick me. Do you think I'm as easy to fool as Weiwei?"
Xu Xiuwen explained: "I didn't lie to you. Because I can't control when I miss you. Sometimes I miss you in the morning, sometimes I miss you at night, I miss you when I eat, and I miss you when I wake up in the middle of the night. If I miss you in the middle of the night, do I have to break into the girls' dormitory to look for you? Many times, due to practical factors, I can't go to find you. Photos are a substitute that can make me miss you when I see something."
Shen Minyao saw that Xu Xiuwen was sincere and affectionate.
I felt more and more moved.
She murmured to herself: "I often think of you. During the day, at night, every day..."
"What did you say?"
"I said, you are not allowed to take ugly photos of me today!"
Xu Xiuwen smiled when he heard that. "How could you be photographed ugly? You are so pretty, you will look good no matter how you are photographed."
"Do you really think I'm pretty?"
Shen Minyao used to be very confident about her appearance.
But after getting to know Tang Weiwei, I realized that there is always a mountain higher than yours.
Later, I met Cheng Lu and Xiao Youran successively.
Self-confidence was hit again.
These three people are all a little better looking than her, but it’s hard to say exactly how, it’s just a feeling.
If she is the kind of girl you never get tired of looking at.
Tang Weiwei, Xiao Youran and Cheng Lu are the kind of girls who will still amaze you even if you see them a thousand times.
therefore.
Shen Minyao was actually worried that Xu Xiuwen would think she was not as pretty as the other three.
Now I hear Xu Xiuwen praising her beauty.
She couldn't help but want to confirm whether he really meant it or was just saying it sweetly.
Xu Xiuwen didn't know that Shen Minyao had doubts about her appearance.
If he knew, he might tell Shen Minyao.
Even if it is the same girl, different men will have different opinions when seeing her.
Some people may find it beautiful.
But some people feel that it does not conform to their aesthetic taste.
Because there is never a fixed standard for aesthetics.
Tang Xiaocheng is good looking.
But in his heart, Shen Minyao is no worse than them.
Xu Xiuwen didn't care too much, he just smiled and said: "Minyao, if you say that, I will think you are a little hypocritical."
"I'm hypocritical?" Shen Minyao was stunned.
"Yeah. You're so pretty, don't you know that? You even asked me if I really think you're pretty. You should know that I'm a face-obsessed person. Do you think I would like an ugly girl and go out with an ugly girl?"
Shen Minyao said with some resentment: "No wonder you liked Weiwei and didn't like me at first. It turns out it's because I'm not as pretty as Weiwei."
Xu Xiuwen didn't know whether to laugh or cry when he heard this. "Are you sick? You don't understand what I'm saying, right? I'm praising you for being pretty, pretty!"
Shen Minyao pouted and said, "That's right. I liked you first, but you liked Weiwei. Even when I took the initiative to ask to be your girlfriend, you refused. Isn't it because Weiwei is prettier than me?"
Xu Xiuwen recalled the military training during his freshman year. In order to get him to perform his talent, Shen Minyao told him that she would be his girlfriend as long as he went up.
Xu Xiuwen had almost forgotten about this matter.
I didn't expect Shen Minyao still remembered it.
(Shen Minyao thought: Of course I remember. This beautiful lady took the initiative to ask me to be your girlfriend, but I was rejected. I must remember this for the rest of my life!)
Xu Xiuwen leaned back in his chair, closed his eyes helplessly and said, "Do you know why I rejected you at that time?"
Shen Minyao said: "Because I'm not as pretty as Weiwei."
"Bullshit! I had only known Weiwei for a short time at that time, how could I know she was pretty? I only found out about that later."
Xu Xiuwen told a white lie.
Actually, it was when I sent Tang Weiwei to the school hospital.
He squatted in front of Tang Weiwei and found that the girl was very beautiful, a real treasure.
But at this moment, Shen Minyao obviously cannot know.
"Then why did you reject me?"
Xu Xiuwen remained silent.
Shen Minyao didn't urge him and just looked at him quietly.
After a while.
Maybe one minute, maybe ten minutes.
Xu Xiuwen suddenly asked: "Do you really want to know?"
"Um."
He suddenly opened his eyes, looked at Shen Minyao and said, "Because I had a dream."
"Dream?" Shen Minyao was stunned.
"Yes, we got married in the dream. We lived together happily, but one day you fell ill and I had no way to cure you. In the end, I could only watch you leave me. You don't know how much I wanted to be the one who died, but I couldn't do anything. I was really scared and didn't dare to experience the separation of life and death again, so I retreated and became timid."
As Xu Xiuwen was talking, tears suddenly started to flow.
Shen Minyao has been listening.
She didn't know why, but she suddenly felt very sad.
My eyes started to feel sore.
She reached out and touched the corner of her eye.
Wet.
It's tears.
It's just a dream, isn't it
Why am I crying
Why is she so sad too
It was as if it wasn't a dream, but something that really happened.
"So you're afraid that I'll leave you, so you don't dare to accept me and keep hiding from me?"
"right!"
"Then why aren't you hiding from me again?"
Xu Xiuwen said affectionately: "Because I really can't suppress my love for you. I can't go against my heart. I can't pretend to be normal in front of you, I can't not care about your every move, I can't not care about you. Especially when I knew that Liu Zhihao was pursuing you, I was almost going crazy!"
Shen Minyao suddenly laughed.
There were still tears in the corners of his eyes.
There was a smile on the corner of his mouth.
This scene looks both weird and reasonable.
Shen Minyao said softly: "It was just a dream. How can you take a dream seriously? And I'm in good health, how could I be sick? What a fool!"
She lowered her head to rummage through her bag, found a tissue, and moved closer to help him wipe his tears.
Xu Xiuwen suddenly laughed, "Yes, it was a dream. How could I take it seriously? I am so stupid."
Shen Minyao was amused by him.
Xu Xiuwen suddenly reached out and hugged her.
Hold me tight.
He whispered in the girl's ear, "Minyao, I know I'm a playboy. I will do everything in my power to make it up to you. Please never leave me, okay?"
"Hmph, it's too late. I took the initiative at the beginning, but you ignored me. Now I have to think about it carefully."