She just doubted.
After worrying.
Zhang Ruoshu felt a little complicated.
She has been a beauty since she was young and has remained beautiful all the way to adulthood.
Almost everyone who sees her will praise her for being beautiful.
She also knows that she is beautiful.
But with age.
She became less and less confident.
When I was young, I dared to go out without makeup.
Now I have to put on makeup before going out.
And I spend a lot of time on maintenance.
I only buy nice-looking clothes and spend a lot of time matching them.
Occasionally, when she ran into neighbors in the neighborhood, the men would glance at her from behind.
She could feel it all.
Angry... not much.
Instead, I regained a lot of confidence.
Until she suspected that Xiao's father was cheating on her.
She began to wonder if she was getting old and ugly, and if she was no longer attractive.
Otherwise, why would Xiao's father cheat on his wife
There was no evidence before.
Zhang Ruoshu can only worry from time to time.
But after overhearing the conversation between the father and daughter yesterday, I confirmed that Xiao's father was really cheating.
Her self-confidence was badly hit!
Xiao Xu is a very outstanding kid, young and handsome.
Rao has always had high standards.
Zhang Ruoshu also highly recognizes and appreciates Xu Xiuwen.
But now she knows that Xiao Xu actually has feelings for her.
Even if it's just a suspicion.
There is no definite evidence.
She still couldn't help feeling proud and complacent.
She is in her thirties and can still attract young and outstanding men.
If only I were a few years younger.
Wouldn’t you be able to confuse the other person
The confidence that he lost with Xiao's father seemed to be found again in Xiao Xu.
certainly.
She also knew that she shouldn't have such thoughts.
She is Xiao Xu's elder.
How can I find confidence from Xiao Xu
And it's only through suspicion and speculation.
She even blamed herself in her heart: Zhang Ruoshu, do you still have any shame
… (deleted)
Zhang Ruoshu thought about a lot of things that happened in the past.
But I don’t know when it started.
There was no trace of Father Xiao in her memories.
On the contrary, Xiao Xu appears more and more frequently.
In other words, she kept thinking about what Xiao Xu had done in the past.
Zhang Ruoshu really hates naughty little boys.
This is also why she never treated Xu Xiuwen well when he was naughty or made mistakes.
She even often instigated Ning Wanqiu to teach Xu Xiuwen a lesson.
Now think back to the mistakes Xu Xiuwen made in the past.
She no longer felt bored.
Instead, I find it very interesting.
It is hard to imagine that such a naughty little boy could become such an outstanding man.
As she thought about it, she couldn't help but smile.
Even if it was only for a moment.
But the smile really existed.
Zhang Ruoshu thought for a long time and suddenly felt thirsty.
She wanted to go to the kitchen to get some water.
But she was worried about running into Xu Xiuwen again when she walked out of the room.
But change your mind.
Probably not.
It's been so long.
Even if something was really done, it should have ended long ago.
I should be asleep by now.
Zhang Ruoshu got up and walked out of the room.
I went to the kitchen and poured a cup of hot water from the thermos.
The hot water was steaming and a little hot.
She walked into the room carrying a glass of water.
When you reach the door.
But suddenly he stopped.
She subconsciously glanced at her daughter's room.
He somehow ended up in front of his daughter's door.
She originally just wanted to make sure her daughter and Xiao Xu slept together.
As she reached the door, she heard her daughter's voice.
She was stunned at first.
I guessed something immediately.
Logically, she already knew that the two of them were still awake.
She should go back to her room immediately.
But Zhang Ruoshu had experienced too much today.
First, she suddenly found out during the day that her husband was cheating on her and suffered a huge blow.
Then I was sad for a long time.
I ran into Xu Xiuwen in the bathroom again by chance in the evening.
Suffered the shock again.
I just had a lot of random thoughts.
At this moment, she was already a little dazed.
Not as clear-headed and rational as usual.
She actually wanted to know what her daughter and Xiao Xu were doing
Why does my daughter make this sound
But there is a door between us.
There was no way she could see what was going on inside.