Chapter 1771 Granted and Deprived
Yun Hua could say with dignity that she chose to be killed by Ouyang Mu in order to provide evidence to the public security side so that Ouyang Mu could be arrested.
But in fact, she knew that she really had no desire to live at that time, she really wanted to die...
Later in the hospital, Bao Siqing asked Zhou Shengbeiqian to chat with her, and told her a lot.
Yun Hua didn't ask, but she knew in her heart that Zhou Shengbeiqian came to give her a psychological evaluation. As for the result of the psychological evaluation, Bao Siqing didn't tell her, but she knew it herself, it was nothing more than depression.
Although she appeared very happy, positive and energetic, these appearances are not evidence of her mental health.
In fact, psychological depression has always put great pressure on her. The more she resists, the more she smiles happily to the outside world, and the more active she lives... The fear and turmoil in her heart become more frequent and more intense. is difficult to suppress.
Since when did her heart begin to settle down
After thinking about it, Yun Hua couldn't give an exact time, everything seemed so unreal.
seem…
It seemed that she started to struggle when she fell in love with Bao Siqing.
Then, Bao Siqing suddenly ignored her and even started a blind date. She couldn't suppress her restless heart.
Then, when she heard from Zhou Shengbeiqian that Bao Siqing deliberately distanced herself from her because he was worried about his own problems. After all, there was a 5-year age difference between the two of them, and she was still young at the time...
At that moment, she was ecstatic. It turned out that this liking was not her own wishful thinking.
Her biological age is young, but she was born again, her mental age is older than Bao Siqing!
Later, she really got together with Bao Siqing, and they talked about a platonic love...
Probably at that time, her heart gradually fell to the ground, like a plane circling in the air, unable to find its direction and about to run out of fuel, finally found the landing point, and finally landed safely...
He brought her an endless sense of security and cared for her fragile and sensitive heart.
Her uneasiness began to be dispelled continuously.
The haze in her heart also continued to dissipate.
The sun finally broke through the barrier and shone into her heart.
Yun Hua suddenly smiled slightly.
She thinks she understands.
Her "talent" comes with the haze. The more restless, violent, gloomy, and depressed her heart is, the stronger her "talent" will be, and she herself will be affected, and she will lose herself in this emotion , and even become like those perverted people. She has not forgotten that perverts such as Ouyang Mu, Shen Yang, and even Mi Yue once said that she is their kind, and one day, she will become like them, becoming a bloodthirsty The metamorphosis.
On the contrary, her heart is becoming more and more stable. When she no longer needs to face the world with fake smiles, when she can truly enjoy life as she pleases, it also shows that the haze in her heart has really been dispelled. The darkness also tends to be peaceful. At this time, her "talent" will weaken or even disappear...
Yes, that's it.
The more stable her heart is and the more complete her life is, the more her "talent" will be weakened or even disappear; on the contrary, the more turbulent and cloudy her heart is, the stronger and clearer her "talent" will be .
Yun Hua didn't feel sorry for losing this "talent". After all, she didn't really want to develop into a detective.
To some extent, her "talent" is similar to "mind reading". In fact, it is not a gift, but a burden.
Now this kind of "talent" is gone, which is also very good.
Yun Hua let out a long sigh of relief.
…
After Bao Siqing's wound was treated, he was still in a coma.
The beds of the two of them were next to each other, and Yun Hua was lying on the bed, holding his hand...
Not long after the anesthesia for the operation wore off, Bao Siqing woke up.
Yun Hua immediately offered a big smile.
Probably because she smiled so brightly, Bao Siqing was stunned for a rare moment.
Yun Hua took the opportunity to admire someone's rare stunned look, stretched out her hand wrapped in rice dumplings, and poked his forehead.
"Are you still uncomfortable?" Yun Hua looked at him and asked, with tenderness in his eyes.
Bao Siqing's stupefaction was destined to be only for a moment.
"It's all right." His voice was a little hoarse, the sequelae of a high fever.
Yun Hua looked at his hands, and without hesitation, he rang the bell to call the nurse over, poured Bao Siqing a glass of warm water, put a straw on it, and asked him to drink some water.
The nurse didn't dare to push him so hard. Hearing that Bao Siqing had woken up, she quickly asked the doctor to come over and give him some routine checkups.
He had just woken up, had just experienced an infection and a high fever, and Yun Hua didn't want to bother him with other things.
After another day, his infection didn't continue and he didn't have a fever anymore, so his condition has stabilized.
Yun Hua didn't want to say anything at first, but he couldn't be idle.
After a few hours of sleep, I wake up and have to work with my laptop.
Yun Hua heard from the nurse that he was here with her when she didn't wake up, but he still didn't forget to work.
Annoyed, Yun Hua asked the nurse to come over and take away his computer!
Concentrate on recuperating!
This is what he taught.
Another day later.
"Huahua, the doctor said it's all right, can I apply to get my computer back?"
Yun Hua snorted, "Of course not, you need to rest well. It's only been two days since the surgery, okay?"
"The doctor said it's all right..."
"Don't think I can't see it, the doctor was threatened by you!" Yun Hua refused to budge.
Bao Siqing sighed, "This kind of injury is really nothing, as long as it doesn't get infected, it will heal slowly."
"Then what do you mean by injury?" Yun Hua bit her lip.
She almost immediately remembered the injuries he had suffered in the past. To him, it was obvious that such injuries were not fatal, so they were not called injuries.
"Okay, okay, I'll take another day off." Bao Siqing was helpless, and he couldn't bear her to be sad.
Only then did Yun Hua breathe a sigh of relief.
She didn't just want to let him rest for a few more days, in fact, she was also worried.
The sulfuric acid had a great impact on his arm, and now the doctor is not sure how much his right hand will recover, but there is no doubt that it is always good to rest for a while, and it will also allow him to think about his right hand later.
But in fact, he was very clear about his physical condition, and his compromise was just to reassure her.
"By the way, I have something to tell you." Yun Hua said suddenly.
She told Bao Siqing what she inferred that her "talent" had declined or even disappeared, including her own inference.
(end of this chapter)