However, the truth is the same, but the hurdle in my heart is difficult to pass, and I just feel very uncomfortable.
Somewhat uncomfortable.
This emotion seems to be called jealousy.
"What does she look like?" Kong Muqing asked, "Why did you break up?"
Gu Xun frowned slightly, "Why are you asking this again?"
Kong Muqing bit her lip and stared straight at Gu Xun: "Gu Xun, is her name Mu Xuechu?"
Gu Xun's eyes darkened slightly, "Who told you?"
His reaction had already told her the answer.
For a split second, Kong Muqing felt as if there was a block in her heart, which made her very uncomfortable.
"You don't care who told me that." Kong Muqing pursed her lips, "Who told me, does it matter? It doesn't matter, the important thing is... You like her, why don't you marry her? Why do you have to marry me? Just because Do I look like her?"
Every time Kong Muqing uttered a word, she felt her heart ache even more.
"Gu Xun, I asked you why you married me before. You are so determined..." Kong Muqing took a deep breath, "If you married me just because I and her are like you, then there is no need, right? You can marry Me, who can stop you from marrying her? You can definitely marry her! Instead of asking for a substitute like me. "
Gu Xun frowned even tighter, "What else? Did Mu Xuejun tell you? What else did she say?"
"Gu Xun!" Kong Muqing was a little angry.
She looked at Gu Xun with burning eyes, with resentment in her eyes: "Gu Xun, it doesn't matter who told me, what matters is what she told me!"
"Gu Xun, if you really have a reason why you can't marry Mu Xuechu, if you must marry me as a substitute, I have no objection."
Kong Muqing said word by word: "Really, don't think of me as weak. I am willing to agree to marry you in order to keep my grandfather's company, which means that it makes no difference whether I marry you or marry someone else." , the purpose is the same!"
"Qingqing." Gu Xun finally spoke, his voice was deep and cold.
Kong Muqing didn't seem to hear it, and continued: "Gu Xun, I married you because of the company. And you married me because I look like Mu Xuechu. It's okay. It's absolutely okay! After all, I don't love you, so of course I don't have the right to ask you to love me, our marriage is originally an exchange."
"But Gu Xun, why didn't you tell me?"
Kong Muqing blinked, trying not to let her tears fall from her eyes, "Why did you marry me? You should tell me! This way I can concentrate on being Mrs. Gu and completing our exchange of interests. I won't have any illusions about you... about you, let alone you... about you... "
"What to me?" Gu Xun asked while supporting her shoulders, staring at her.
Kong Muqing pursed her lips tightly, tears still fell uncontrollably after all, "If you tell me the truth, I won't have unrealistic expectations of you, I won't... I won't let myself fall into your gentle trap, I don't want to be Mrs. Gu for the rest of my life, and I don't... "
"I won't let go of my feelings for you!"
Kong Muqing broke down in tears, "Gu Xun, this is unfair! Obviously no one should like anyone, but you don't say anything, you use me as a substitute, treat me well, let me indulge in your favor, let me Unable to extricate myself, let my feelings for you become deeper and deeper, make me... make me care about every detail... "
(end of this chapter)