"Hey, don't stare at us with such compassionate eyes. Our couple is a little poorer, and luckier, but our son is very healthy. He is now in the second year of junior high and the second year of the exam. One, it’s the ancestor of Guangzong, sometimes my daughter-in-law says, is it because her mouth is broken, and her son is dying? Haha!"
"Furthermore, we are lucky this year. For farmland that could not be sold before, what kind of ecological park development is the city going to do? The land occupied to give us enough money to marry a son and a wife, we will save it for him. Now, I get some interest in the bank for a year, and the money earned by the restaurant is just right to eat and use every year..."
As the parties, Lao Yang and his wife were calmer than Cao Xinmin who was indifferent. They laughed a few times and looked at each other. One eye was not dragged down by resentment and complaint, and the other grinned contentedly.
Laughing, always smiling, always smiling, seems to be mocking the painful destiny with a smile from the heart, and it seems to be ridiculing the unfair life with comfort and ease.
Is it so easy to say that life is ridiculous, sad to the heart, even without the strength to breathe, where is the courage to laugh right
The smiles of Lao Yang and his wife were bitter smiles that were unable to change the status quo, but after time, they would always find that time can make things unimportant, and then gradually forget them.
They sometimes forget why they moved from the countryside to Honglin City, why they opened a home-style restaurant, why they have to go to the hospital for rechecks when they are busy every day, and why they can’t get better when they are dumb
Whenever I forget, I always become more relaxed. After a long time, I am used to forgetting, or subconsciously remind myself that I should forget, so that it will not be too hard and too painful.
"Old Uncle Yang, you praised all the money for your son to marry a wife, but your aunt's illness is ignored? Or you can take your aunt to the provincial hospital, where the medical level and doctors must be better than Honglin City. And my aunt has friends there, so I can do a thorough inspection for you..."
Shen Dapeng’s suggestion was kind, but Lao Yang directly declined the kindness, “I have discussed with your aunt, and there is no reason for this strange illness anyway. Instead of wasting money and time, it’s better to focus on your child’s schoolwork. After waiting for the new year, we will sell the old house in the country and buy a building in the city to take care of the children."
Poor parents in the world, even if they are already seriously ill, they are still considering the future marriage of their son who has just entered junior high school. In the eyes of parents, the future happiness of their children is even more important than their lives.
This is the love that parents do not expect in return. It is unique and incomparable.
"That said, we won't be able to eat such delicious pimple soup and pickles in the future? No, I have to eat a few more bowls today..."
Li Zeyu was heartless and feasting, but the people next to him fell silent, especially Liu Fengxia and Wang Yuying, who belonged to women and sentimental. The spoon in their hands stirred the pimple soup boredly, but looked at Lao Yang's wife from time to time. From that picture, there was a deep smile. A touch of loss and helplessness can always be seen on his face.
Life is such a reality. If it can be wonderful, who would be willing to be unremarkable? If it is safe and healthy, who wants to taste failure and disease
It is a pity that there are not many ifs in the world. It is just a vision-like assumption in my heart when I am in pain and failure. It is possible to imagine alone and persist in my own consciousness to change the status quo of embarrassment.
"Everyone has the right to choose their own life. You feel that Lao Yang and his wife are working hard. In their hearts, they may be considered lucky. When people reach middle age, they are not only living in the present, but also the future of the next generation. Ecological The demolition funds for the land in the park are enough for them to live in the future. Contentment is also a kind of luck.
Cao Xinmin was expressionless and tasted the taste that will no longer be there in the next few years, as if he was telling the luck of Lao Yang couple, but he didn't even dare to look at Lao Yang couple, more like he was expressing feelings about life for Lao Yang. unfair.
The land acquisition of more than one hundred and two hundred thousand is an astronomical figure in the eyes of a simple peasant like Lao Yang. He does not understand economic development or macro-control, but Cao Xinmin understands it. Cao Xinmin knows that two hundred thousand For rural people who want to live in the city, they don’t have to buy a house. How can they continue to live
It's just that Lao Yang's family is full of hope for life, how can he break the beautiful picture of the future? He has that ability, but not that power, so in his opinion, Lao Yang being content with the status quo is tantamount to a kind of rare luck and happiness.
For a meal, both Shen Dapeng and Cao Xinmin had an unpleasant meal!
The disappointment of everyone in Shen Dapeng was not only because of the embarrassment of Lao Yang's family, but also because of the failure to negotiate the construction of the airport. Fortunately, Cao Xinmin did not say anything, and there may be opportunities in the future.
Cao Xinmin is not disappointed, but helpless for his inability to change reality. There are too many poor people like Lao Yang. He can still see it from Qingshu County, to the provincial capital, to Honglin City, and even in the capital. People who wear stars and moons, wake up to the dark and work hard to make a living, but he can only watch them quietly, but can't change anything.
At the time of checkout, it only cost 56 yuan for six people to eat a meal. Li Zeyu felt that Lao Yang's family was pitiful and had to leave after one hundred yuan. As a result, Lao Yang refused to ask for it and held the remaining money all the way down. Chasing it out in the wind, it must be returned to Li Zeyu, and only fifty yuan was charged for the meal.
"This old Yang, don't need more money, and wiped us six dollars. He doesn't make money and doesn't live anymore? Or he has the demolition fund and it is not bad." Li Zeyu held it in his hand and was wrinkled by the old Yang. Looking at the back of Lao Yang holding his shoulders trembling and jogging back, he sighed incomprehensibly.
"Exchanging the mercy of others for money is what beggars do. Old Uncle Yang is a simple farmer with a down-to-earth and honest temperament. By doing so, you are insulting him and lowering your own vision."
Shen Dapeng patted Li Zeyu on the shoulder with the back of his hand, and signaled him to collect the money. "The society is complicated and everyone lives in it. Everyone has his own track and method. You are not strong enough to have the qualifications to be compassionate to others, let alone in my opinion. Come, Old Uncle Yang is much stronger than us."
Hearing this, Cao Xinmin looked at Shen Dapeng seriously, and the admiration he hadn't seen for a long time turned his eyes again, "Dapeng, you are right. We are not strong enough to show mercy to others, and we are not qualified to be without the consent of others. We will help subjectively, but we can make the living environment easier."