In addition to work matters, Su Ruanruan really can't think of anything else that Xiao Chengjin needs to tell herself so solemnly.
When Su Ruanruan asked about it, Xiao Chengjin stopped mentioning going back to the house.
Coming from the house to here, and then from here to the house, it has nothing to do with the large number of people or the lack of mosquitoes. It's just that he wants to delay time.
But no matter how much you delay, you still have to say what needs to be said.
Xiao Chengjin nodded, "Ruanruan, I found a job, but I can't go to work right away."
"That doesn't matter!" Su Ruanruan said with a smile, "Don't be afraid of being late for a good meal. A good job always has to wait!"
"No, I mean-"
Xiao Chengjin looked directly into Su Ruanruan's eyes, and his expression became extremely serious, "I have to go to JJ first and come back in two years. But I haven't really made a decision yet. I'm just telling you to discuss it with you. If you If you don’t want me to go, I can’t go.
"go!"
Su Ruanruan interrupted Xiao Chengjin, "Why don't you go? Cheng Jin, no matter what time, don't stop in your own footsteps just to stay with me. We are both very young, and the days ahead will be long. Very long, only if we have a better ourselves first, can we have and protect a better each other, and we can be happier in the future!"
"I chose not to go to college and to work as a nurse in a hospital. These are things I like to do. And whatever you like, you have to do it. You can't give up what you like just because you worry about me."
"If you really stay for me, then you won't be you anymore, and it won't be good for you or me."
Only when two people help each other can they get better and better.
Asking the other person to think about themselves and give up some of their favorite things for themselves may be touching and self-motivated at first, but over time, it will turn into a burden and resentment.
Su Ruanruan didn't want herself and Xiao Chengjin to end up like that.
She hoped that both of them would get better and better, be together for a long time in the future, and always be as happy as they were together now.
"Cheng Jin, you can go with peace of mind. I will be waiting for you here. Don't worry about your parents and Sister Xiulan. I will help you take care of them. You should take good care of yourself when you are outside. Don't get hurt. Eat and wear enough. warm."
While Su Ruanruan was still giving detailed instructions, Xiao Chengjin held her in his arms.
Su Ruanruan's ears were pressed against Xiao Chengjin's chest, and through the thin layer of clothes, he could hear his heart beating violently and powerfully.
"Soft!"
Xiao Chengjin only said two words, and then it seemed that he had exhausted all his strength and could not say another word.
He had finished his business while it was still daylight, but he did not come back.
He walked around the county town and went to all the places he had been with Su Ruanruan. In those places, he seemed to be able to see himself and Su Ruanran back then.
He didn't know what Su Ruanran's reaction would be after he came back and told Su Ruanran, but he seemed to have expected this scene and knew that Su Ruanran would definitely let him go.
The complex emotions were pressing on his heart and blocking his throat, leaving him breathless and speechless.
Soft!
His softness!
Listening to Xiao Chengjin's rapid breathing, Su Ruanruan raised her hand, gently touched Xiao Chengjin's back, and patted her slowly, "It's okay, two years passed quickly, I I won’t run away, you can see me as soon as you come back!”
(2nd update)
(End of chapter)