Xu Chenyu watched Wen Xinya break down and cry in Si Yiyan's arms. Xu Chenyu felt very complicated.
Thinking of how Wen Xinya looked like she was drowning in the car just now, he felt a little relieved.
Just cry it out!
It’s good to vent your emotions!
It's really worrying to keep this in my heart.
But, somehow, he felt inexplicably irritated when he saw Wen Xinya crying so hard. From the moment Wen Xinya received the call from Zhang Bo to the moment he sent her to the hospital, she felt isolated and helpless, as if she was drowning in the sea. She was trapped in despair and pain, and she endured it all alone. She used a solid shell to protect her fragility, and even he found it difficult to get close to her heart.
Until Si Jiu appeared.
She felt like she had found a solid piece of driftwood in the ocean, a place to lean on. She felt like she had escaped death and let out all the pain in her heart!
That’s because that person is Si Jiu.
It was Si Jiu who she could rely on without reservation!
Not him!
Xu Chenyu couldn't explain clearly what he felt at the moment. He only knew that he was very angry.
Whenever he gets angry, he wants to smoke.
He wanted to smoke, so he took action. He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out a cigarette with trembling fingers, put it in his mouth, and was about to light it.
"I'm sorry, sir. This is a hospital and smoking is prohibited. Please put away your cigarette." A cold voice suddenly sounded above his head.
Xu Chenyu suddenly raised his head and saw the nurse standing in front of him, looking at him with disapproval, her eyes full of condemnation and warning.
"Sorry!" Xu Chenyu then remembered that he was in the hospital at the moment, and he quickly put away the cigarettes and matches.
Seeing that he was very sincere in his apology, the nurse's expression softened: "If you have a craving for cigarettes, you can smoke in the bathroom in the west area of the doctor's office."
The nurse took a look at the emergency room in front and heard that the patient in the VIP emergency room was a respected figure. The condition of the patient was very critical when he was sent in. All the authoritative doctors in the cardiology department were in the emergency room. This person should be the patient's family member.
It's normal to feel irritated and want to smoke a cigarette when you're worried about whether your loved ones are alive or dead.
"Thank you!" Xu Chenyu glanced at the two people leaning against each other on the bench diagonally opposite. The harmony that seemed to be born between them stung his eyes for a moment. He suddenly couldn't stay there anymore. The urge to smoke a cigarette became stronger and stronger.
Xu Chenyu hurried to the bathroom in the west area, leaned against the snow-white, cold wall, took out his cigarette and put it in his mouth. He struck the match on the gunpowder paper, and a faint blue flame rose up, dancing hotly in front of his eyes.
The tobacco was inhaled into his lungs, and the satisfying feeling gradually calmed his irritability. He grinned at himself and said, "As expected, I lost miserably."
When Mr. Mo was rescuing Wen Xinya in the emergency room and she was so sad that she could hardly control herself, when he was feeling lucky that he could accompany her when she was most vulnerable and helpless, and when he was helpless about what he could do about it, what was Si Yiyan doing
He used his connections and means to find the best doctor for Mr. Mo and performed a life-saving rescue for him.
This is Si Jiu!
This is Si Jiu, whom Wen Xinya loves deeply!
Si Jiu was able to provide a support and hope for Wen Xinya when she was in despair. Si Jiu was able to give Wen Xinya real comfort and hope!
"Be careful not to hurt your lungs if you smoke so hard!" Gu Junlin appeared behind him at some point and looked at him, who finished a cigarette in just three puffs. He couldn't help but remind him.
Xu Chenyu puffed out smoke and asked in a hoarse voice, "Why are you here?"
Mr. Mo was sent to the hospital not long ago, and few people know about it. Logically, Gu Junlin and the others would not have received the news so quickly.
Gu Junlin said: "Si Jiu called Tian Yu!"
He and Tianyu were both shocked when they received Si Jiu's call. They thought Si Jiu was talking about the HZ International Alliance, but it turned out to be news that Mr. Mo had a sudden myocardial infarction, causing his heart to rupture and was in critical condition.
After thinking about it, he and Tianyu understood Si Jiu's intention. They, the friends, knew better than anyone how important Mo Gong was to Xinya. Xinya must be very sad about what happened to Mo Gong. Calling them to come and keep her company would make Xinya feel better.
Such detailed arrangements made Gu Junlin sigh with emotion.
Xu Chenyu bit the cigarette butt and took a deep puff. There was still half a cigarette left, but he finished it. The tobacco shredded his throat, causing him to feel extremely uncomfortable. His voice became hoarse, and he said in a painful voice, "I... deserve to lose!"
Xu Chenyu finally understood something.
Losing to a man like Si Jiu isn’t because you’re not good enough.
But it’s because this man is better than you and more excellent than you.
After saying that, Xu Chenyu couldn't help but choke and cough.
"Cough cough cough cough..." The pain of the smoke choking my throat was like drowning, and the mucous membrane in my throat felt like being scraped by a knife.
Gu Junlin looked at his painful appearance and felt bad: "Xu Er, don't be like this..."
Xu Chenyu seemed not to have heard anything. He choked and coughed while laughing: "Hahahaha... cough cough... It's not unfair for me to lose. I lose with all my heart!"
But that smile was uglier than crying.
That hoarse laughter, mixed with choking sounds and a strong nasal tone, was even more unpleasant than crying.
Gu Junlin didn't know how to persuade him. After learning that the Wen family was also shrouded in the shadow of the HZ International Alliance, and that the HZ International Alliance controlled Xinya's fate, and that Xinya had been living in the conspiracy of this organization and was in great danger, Gu Junlin already knew that only a man like Si Jiu could protect Xinya.
Xu Er, you will never have a chance again.
But because of Wen Xinya, he couldn't tell all this to his good friend.
Xu Chenyu laughed so hard that his heart broke: "Little Gu Zi, do you know that I have never been so convinced of a defeat in my life, really... I am so damn convinced!"
After realizing this, although he felt sad inside, he felt a sense of relief for no reason. The heavy emotions that had been weighing on his heart suddenly became much lighter.
Gu Junlin suddenly said: "This... is actually a good idea!"
Being able to admit defeat to himself and Si Jiu and let go of the so-called pride in his heart, Xu Chenyu has finally matured. As a friend, he should be happy for his friend, but he can't be happy at all, because the price of forcing Xu Chenyu to "grow up" is too heavy.