Grandpa woke up completely. Although the test results were not out yet, his health was no longer serious. Wen Xinya stayed in the hospital for four or five days, and finally returned to the Mo family to rest after being persuaded by Si Yiyan and Zhang Ma.
At the hospital, Uncle Zhang and Aunt He were there, so she felt relieved.
However, I don’t know how painful it must be for my grandfather to think that once he wakes up, he will be forced to accept the truth about my mother’s death and accept that his granddaughter had hidden some facts from him.
She could understand her grandfather's dejected mood. He had always thought that his daughter's death was just an accident, but he never expected that his daughter was murdered. As a father, he failed to protect his daughter, causing her to die inexplicably for more than 20 years, and allowing the real murderers who killed his daughter to go unpunished for so many years.
One can imagine the pain, self-blame, guilt, sadness and anger in one's heart!
It was as if she had always believed that her grandfather’s death in her previous life was an accident, but two days ago her grandfather suffered a sudden myocardial infarction, which caused a ruptured heart and left him critically ill. She suddenly discovered that her grandfather’s death in her previous life was also closely related to Xia Ruya, Ning Shu Qian and the HZ International Alliance.
At that time, the raging anger and hatred in her heart almost burned her reason. She wanted Xia Ruya to die without any hesitation!
It seemed that only Xia Ruya's death could quell the bone-gnawing hatred in her heart.
“Yan… was I wrong? If I had told grandpa about this when I realized there was another story behind my mother’s death, would grandpa not have…” Wen Xinya’s heart was filled with self-blame. She always felt that it was her fault that her grandpa was critically ill and almost died.
"Why do you think like that?" Xinya has been in a gloomy mood since returning from the hospital. Her pale and haggard face is filled with deep self-blame and guilt, which is heartbreaking to look at.
Everyone has a vulnerable side in their heart.
Xinya’s most vulnerable part is family affection.
Having known Xinya for so long, she has always been persistent, calm, rational and intelligent. It seems that no matter what happens, she can handle it with ease, except this time when she is facing Mo Gong's critical illness.
In an instant, it seemed as if all the strength in her body was torn away, and she became fragile and vulnerable.
"Mom is grandpa's only daughter. Grandpa has the right to know about Mom, but I kept it from him because I was worried about his health. This is actually a disguised deception. How disappointed and sad he must be. I am sorry for him."
Wen Xinya thought of her previous life.
Although she now knows that her grandfather's death in the previous life was closely related to Xia Ruya and the others, and although they were the main culprits who killed her grandfather, she, his granddaughter, was the one who hurt her grandfather the most!
If she hadn't wrongly trusted outsiders, misunderstood her grandfather, distanced herself from him, and had a weak relationship with him, causing him to live a lonely life, her grandfather wouldn't have been so disheartened!
In both of her lives, she failed to be a good granddaughter.
In both lives, she hurt grandpa!
"Xinya, I am the one who concealed the secret of your mother's death. You and Mr. Mo are blood relatives, but Mr. Mo and I are teachers, friends, and family members. I respect and love him no less than you do. If you think this behavior is wrong, then I am as wrong as you are. I am the one who caused all this."
He knew better than anyone how good she was to Mr. Mo and how much she depended on him. He did not tell Mr. Mo that there was a hidden story behind Mo Yunyao's death out of consideration for Mr. Mo's health.
In addition, the HZ country Sun Alliance organization has complex roots and is too deeply involved. They are also unwilling to involve Mo Gong, who has been indifferent to fame and fortune and has a cold temperament all his life. At such an old age, Mo Gong has to bear the death of his daughter and is deeply trapped in those treacherous calculations and conspiracies.
This is obviously for Mr. Mo's good.
However, Xinya insisted that it was her fault and that she was the one who let Mr. Mo down!
She pushed all the responsibility onto her own body, as if that was the only way she could bear it better.
He didn't know why she thought so.
But he could more or less guess that this was somewhat related to her extreme reaction when she was in the hospital and faced Mo Gong's critical illness.
Wen Xinya was speechless for a moment and stared at Si Yiyan in a daze.
Si Yiyan hugged her into his arms and sighed softly, "Silly girl, don't push everything onto yourself. The matter of the HZ International Alliance is of great importance. Sooner or later, Mr. Mo will find out that there is something else behind your mother's death. Regardless of whether this matter is right or wrong, it has already happened. Mr. Mo was able to survive this disaster this time because you have taken care of his health for so many years. You have done well enough!"
The doctor had said before that although it was not a miracle that the patient could survive such a serious illness, it was quite rare in medicine. In addition to the level of the doctors involved in the rescue, it was also closely related to Mo Gong's own strong will and physical fitness.
“But I did hide it from grandpa… I hope he won’t be angry with me!” Wen Xinya felt a little resentful when she thought of her grandpa closing his eyes and not wanting to talk to her.
"You are Mr. Mo's only relative, how could he be angry with you? Stop thinking about it." The little girl insisted so much, but she was so fragile when facing family affection. He also knew that this was related to her life experience of wandering outside for fifteen years, and he felt indescribable pain in his heart.
Wen Xinya hesitated for a moment, but finally nodded!
She really shouldn't have let her imagination run wild anymore. Grandpa was fully awake and was in good health. She shouldn't have been sobered up in those gloomy emotions any longer.
Si Yiyan held her hand and said, "Xinya, believe me, everything will be fine in the future."
Now they are no longer helpless against the HZ International Alliance as they were before. They have found too many breakthroughs from the entertainment city project, Mo Yunyao's masterpiece, the sales strategy hidden for the next generation, and Wen Haowen's suspicion of Ning Shuqian. As long as they plan well, it is only a matter of time before Plan S is perfected.
In addition, although there was no good news from the Zhou family, there was no bad news either. With Zhou Tianyu mediating, their chances of winning were still quite high.
So, everything will be fine in the future.
Wen Xinya whispered, "I believe you. I just feel bad for grandpa. I feel bad when I think about how much pain he has suffered in his life."
Thinking of the scene when her grandfather closed his eyes tiredly in the hospital, she couldn't help feeling sad.
Grandpa is tired not only physically, but also mentally and psychologically!
Throughout his life, my grandfather's heart was always suffering from all kinds of torment.
Si Yiyan kissed her cheek and whispered, "Then from now on, we should be more filial to grandpa and stay with him more often."
Wen Xinya nodded and said "hmm".