That day, stimulated by the nurse, she impulsively removed the gauze on her head, took off the hospital gown that wrapped her body tightly, and faced her body in the mirror, which was injured after the car accident.
Xia Ruya is most proud of her appearance. She has consciously taken good care of it since she was very young. With her careful care, her 70% appearance has become 100%, enough to compete with Wen Xinya.
Her favorite part of her face is her left face. She thinks her left face is more perfect than her right face. So from childhood to adulthood, when she takes photos, she always points slightly to the side to highlight her perfect left face, and the photos taken in this way are indeed perfect.
She also pays great attention to maintaining her skin. Her skin, as white and delicate as jade, makes her the object of men's fantasies and women's envy and jealousy. This is what she is most proud of.
Her figure is delicate and light, like a willow swaying in the wind, with full and well-shaped breasts, a soft and slender waist, a perky and round sexy buttocks, and long and beautiful legs with perfect lines.
There is nothing about her that is not beautiful.
Those words of envy and praise seemed to still echo in her ears.
"Ruya, you are so beautiful!"
"Ruya, your skin is so good. How do you maintain it? Can you teach me?"
"Ruya, you have such a great figure, I really envy you!"
"Ruya, your..."
Whenever she heard these voices of envy and praise, became the focus of everyone's attention, and was the center of attention, her vanity would be greatly satisfied. This was the life she truly liked.
But now all of this was destroyed in a car accident.
After the car accident, because of the severe blow to her head, her beautiful long hair that she had kept for many years and carefully cared for and protected was cut off. On her bald head, the new hair grew short, so short that it stood up on her scalp like burrs.
The left side of her face from the corner of her eye to her chin was covered with pits and scars due to burns, and there was even a charred yellow patch. Because the injury was so serious, the charred yellow scar had not fallen off. It did not feel soft at all to the touch, but rather tough like leather.
However, the degree of burns on her body was even more serious. Her delicate and beautiful chin, full and proud breasts, slender waist, and long and beautiful legs were all covered with burns of varying degrees. There were deep and shallow scars after the scars fell off due to minor burns, brown and yellow marks left on the skin after moderate burns, and charred and burnt marks after severe burns. There were even brown-red marks left after the burns were too severe and eroded during the treatment.
The whole body was covered with wounds.
In the past, those envious looks and words of praise now seemed to have turned into sarcasm and ridicule towards her. The more satisfied her vanity was before, the more intense her inner collapse and despair was now.
"Ah ah--" Xia Ruya couldn't help but scream wildly on the spot, with a shrill and sharp voice.
The bumpy scars and the burnt and carbonized left face formed a sharp contrast with Xia Ruya's fair, soft, delicate and smooth right face. One side looked like a demon, terrifying and ugly, while the other side looked like an angel, pure and beautiful. The beauty made the ugliness look even more hideous and terrifying, and the ugliness made the beauty look even more weird and terrifying.
The extreme of beauty and ugliness is not the embodiment of beauty, but the setting off of ugliness.
Xia Ruya had only seen such ugly, weird, scary and frightening looks in horror movies. She was not mentally prepared for the moment, and her weak psychological defenses were stimulated in an instant. She was even frightened by her own appearance.
I couldn't help but find the terrifying scream coming.
"This is not me, not me, it's not me at all..." Xia Ruya covered her face, looking like a madman. Her mind was full of the ugly ghost-like appearance in the mirror just now. She felt like she had traveled through a horror horror movie and saw the appearance of a ghost with her own eyes.
This horrible look, it turned out to be her
She couldn't believe her eyes.
God must be playing a joke on her.
"It's not me, it's not me, this can't be me..." Xia Ruya pushed the mirror in front of her hard to the ground. The fragile mirror hit the ground with a "clang" sound. The crisp sound was endless. The whole mirror became fragmented, and the broken glass was scattered all over the ground.
She was completely immersed in hysteria, screaming incessantly. Broken glass flew all over her body, injuring her, but she didn't feel any pain.
The person in the mirror is a ghost! Not her!
Or maybe she was hallucinating and saw it wrong.
Or maybe there's something wrong with the mirror, that's why she looks so ugly!
After the frenzy, Xia Ruya felt as if she had lost all strength. Her cold body slid down the cold wall and sat on the ground. The cold and hard wall behind her actually became her only support at this moment, as if only the corner of the wall could give her the most real sense of security.
Her emotions were still mired in unbelievable madness.
She murmured to herself, "Haha, how could it be me, how could it be me, it can't be me at all, how could I become like this..."
She unconsciously repeated similar words in her mouth, trying to deny the appearance of herself after the car accident that she had just seen in the mirror.
She had imagined countless times what she would look like after being injured in a car accident, but every time she realized the extent of her injuries, she shook her head, drove away the thoughts in her mind, and forced herself not to think about it.
She thought that at least by running away, she could ignore the fact that she was disfigured.
But it was not until today that she realized that it was impossible for her to escape.
She even said that if she had known that she would become like this after the car accident, she would rather die on the spot.
"How could I become like this..." Xia Ruya seemed to want to prove that she was not this horrible looking thing, so she stretched out her trembling fingers and gently touched her cheek. The bumpy and hard touch like leather made her retract her fingers as if they were burned by a branding iron.
She widened her eyes in disbelief, her pupils kept shrinking in her empty and wooden eyes. Xia Ruya seemed to be experiencing the most terrifying thing in the world. Her strange face, a combination of beauty and ugliness, showed a strange distortion and hideousness, making Xia Ruya at this moment as terrified as a devil.
Feelings of horror, fear, misery, hatred, and resentment fermented in her heart.
"Ahh—" Xia Ruya finally couldn't help but broke down and burst into tears.
Wen Xinya, you actually ruined me like this—
You have ruined me to this extent—
Destroy me to this point -