The room was in a mess, with broken glass all over the floor and bloodstains that had long since dried on the floor. The dark red blood was particularly clear against the transparent glass.
Three days have passed since Xia Ruya saw her true appearance after the car accident in the mirror.
The shock at that time caused Xia Ruya to completely collapse.
For three whole days, Xia Ruya locked herself in the room, refusing to eat or drink, and not allowing anyone to enter. Even the occasional footsteps passing by outside would make Xia Ruya feel scared, and she would even scream, covering her face and hiding in the bathroom.
She was afraid of seeing her own ghost.
She was even more afraid of letting others see her ghostly appearance!
She squatted in the darkest corner of the room, hugged her knees tightly with her hands, and buried her face between her arms. This is a self-protection posture that a person will subconsciously make when he is in extreme fear, anxiety, fear, and despair. With this posture, he resisted everyone's approach, rejected everyone's prying, and even felt insecure about the whole world, rejecting the self-loathing of the whole world.
Yes, self-loathing!
This self-loathing made her want to destroy herself.
Therefore, whenever her eyes accidentally fell on the broken glass on the ground, a bloody and crazy idea would flash through her mind. She picked up the sharp glass on the ground and put it on her neck more than once, trembling, imagining how gorgeous the blood would be when the sharp lens scratched the carotid artery, and how charming the fragrance of the blood would be.
She also once cut her wrist with a sharp lens, imagining the enchanting beauty of the blood flowing from the wrist artery at the moment of being cut.
But she didn't dare...
When the sharp lens cut the thin and tender skin on her wrist, and when the enchantingly beautiful blood beads burst out from the wound, the pain that penetrated deep into her soul and the dazzling red made her tremble with fear all over!
At that moment, she admitted that she was afraid of death.
Because she was afraid of death, she chose to linger on.
She hated herself for being cowardly, so she learned to hurt herself.
Xia Ruya's bony fingers trembled as she grasped a dark red lens with dried blood on it. She suddenly moved her trembling hands across her arm. On a piece of scorched yellow skin, bright and enchanting blood instantly gushed out of the skin. The pain that penetrated her bones, yet the extreme pleasure, made her very addicted.
Then, Xia Ruya slowly lowered her head and wiped the blood gushing out of the wound.
When the fishy and sweet blood slides into the mouth, the sweet and fragrant taste is simply intoxicating.
Only when the blood from the wound stopped flowing did she slowly raise her face. On her face, which was a combination of extreme beauty and ugliness, there was a smear of bright red blood on her pale and cracked lips. She looked more and more weird, hideous, bloodthirsty and terrifying.
"Knock, knock, knock." The door of the room was knocked. The sound of knuckles hitting the wooden door was dull and heavy, like a devil's sound piercing Xia Ruya's ears, knocking on her autistic heart, as if with just a little force, she could knock open her rotten, ugly, dirty and terrible heart, revealing her true inner self.
This feeling made her very scared, very afraid, and very uneasy!
"Miss Xia, you haven't eaten for three days. If you continue like this, your body won't be able to take it." The voice of a young woman came from outside the door. This voice was different from the cold and weird voice of the nurse. It was full of tenderness and meticulousness.
However, no matter how gentle and delicate the voice was, it could not comfort Xia Ruya's self-enclosed heart. Any voice outside her heart was a terrifying existence to her.
"Get out... Get out of here..." Xia Ruya screamed at the top of her lungs, grabbed the glass beside her and smashed it fiercely towards the door. The glass hit the heavy door and shattered in an instant. The transparent fragments hit the ground and flew everywhere, leaving debris all over the ground, which suddenly gave Xia Ruya a strange sense of pleasure.
"Miss Xia, you..." The noise in the ward obviously startled the person outside. Even the other person's voice trembled with fear in his tone.
“Get out, get out, get out…” Xia Ruya was in a very violent mood, and her voice was fierce and sharp, like a hoarse cry of exhaustion and madness.
Finally, the room returned to silence once again.
This is a kind of calmness that makes Xia Ruya feel a little safe.
However, Xia Ruya, who had not eaten or drunk for three days, was now very weak. After the recent violent outburst, she suddenly felt weak and blood deficient, dizzy, tinnitus, palpitations, and her body was weak. She collapsed to the ground, gasping for breath.
In just a moment, Xia Ruya was covered in sweat. The cold sweat stuck to her vest, making her feel cold all over and her body shivering.
“Hahahaha…” Xia Ruya suddenly laughed like a madman while lying on the ground. Her face, which was both beautiful and ugly, was twisted into a weird and terrifying hideous look, like an underground evil ghost or a demon from the abyss. The ugly madness had made Xia Ruya lose her mind long ago.
"Wen Xinya, you are so cruel, so cruel..." Xia Ruya screamed and roared at the top of her lungs. Her sharp and shrill voice was filled with crazy hatred, and her wide-open eyes were flashing with a bloodthirsty and crazy look.
At this time, Xia Ruya's hatred for Wen Xinya became more hideous and distorted because of the disfigurement in the car accident.
Xia Ruya suddenly got up from the ground. She was very weak as she had not eaten for three days. Even such a simple movement took all her strength.
Xia Ruya suddenly said in a broken voice: "Wen Xinya, you turned me into a real devil!"
After saying that, Xia Ruya stuck out her tongue and gently licked the blood between her lips. This blood-sucking action, when done by her, was even more terrifying than the horror TV dramas.
Then, Xia Ruya found her cell phone and called Mr. Z.
The phone was picked up quickly, and Mr. Z's voice was gloomy and strange: "Xia Ruya, have you thought it through?"
He knew that Xia Ruya had locked herself in the room and was mutilating herself these past few days, but he did not stop her. Although Xia Ruya was useful to him, if she could not even accept the fact that she was disfigured in a car accident, it would be better to abandon her as soon as possible.
Of course, only if Xia Rang Ruya is trapped in this extremely crazy and hateful emotion, and allows this emotion to continue to accumulate and ferment in her heart, can she become more ruthless, vicious and cruel. Only such a person can be better used by him.
Xia Ruya's voice was hoarse and cold, "I've made up my mind. I want to have plastic surgery."