"There is a rule in the world of cultivation that cultivators and lay people cannot combine. However, I did not abide by it. I still violated the rules of cultivation and got together with Yuan Han, and then my father found out. However, although the world of self-cultivation stipulates that cultivators cannot combine with lay people. , but if it is violated, life will not be taken, and only the violator will be punished, and the result of the punishment is either to be tortured and then imprisoned, or to abolish the cultivation and then be expelled from the world of cultivation."
"I had already made a choice at that time, decided to abandon my cultivation and become an ordinary person. However, my father did not give me this opportunity. He felt that I had brought great shame to him, so in order to vent his anger , just to kill me. I was the one who caused Yuan Han to suffer. If it weren’t for me, nothing would have happened to Yuan Han..."
At this point, Jing Yunyao's eyes were blurred with tears, and she was feeling extremely painful and self-blame in her heart.
"Because my cousin found out that my father was going to attack me, so he chased me, but because he was a step too late, he could only save me. But after I was rescued, I also lost my memory, so I couldn't avenge Yuan Han. .Although I injured my father today, crippled his cultivation and his legs, and he will be a cripple from now on, I have not been able to kill him, so I cannot completely kill him. Revenge for Yuan Han. If it weren’t for Shao Ting, I really want to die to apologize..."
Jing Yunyao didn't just say this to Mr. Leng, because she did have such thoughts.
Although seventeen years have passed, for Jing Yunyao, it has only been more than a year. Because of the amnesia, after recovering the memory, the things before the amnesia seemed to have just happened, so until now, Jing Yunyao's heart It's still painful.
How many times at night, when she missed Leng Yuanhan, she would secretly shed tears.
"What nonsense are you talking about? Why do you want to die to apologize? Although this happened because of you, it was not your wish!" As soon as he heard the words of "dying to apologize", Mr. Leng scolded him. He could also feel it. Jing Yunyao This is no joke.
Although Leng Yuanhan was killed by Jing Yunyao's father because he was implicated by Jing Yunyao, it gave him a thorn in his heart, which made him feel very uncomfortable. There was also some blame on Jing Yunyao...
After all, the person who died was his son, his favorite son.
No matter how much he likes Jing Yunyao as his daughter-in-law, from a family perspective, no matter how good Jing Yunyao is, she is not as good as his biological son, so it is understandable that he blames Jing Yunyao in his heart.
If it’s not weird at all, then there’s something wrong! After all, that is his biological son!
However, she didn't hate Jing Yunyao. After all, Jing Yunyao didn't do it on purpose, and she also attacked her father for this.
Although Jing Yunyao did not kill her father, he was still her biological father anyway. If she really killed him, what would be the difference between her and her father
Although the other party wanted their names first, if Jing Yunyao really killed her father, from an ethical point of view, Jing Yunyao would be condemned by humanity.
Now, seventeen years have passed since this incident, so many things have been settled.
If he had known the truth when the incident first happened, Mr. Leng would have angrily accused Jing Yunyao, and there would have been a gap between them.
But now, Jing Yunyao has also experienced life and death. She is also a victim, and she has tried her best to make amends.
Mr. Leng is not a stubborn or unreasonable person. Therefore, although Mr. Leng blames Jing Yunyao a little now, the estrangement has not been born.
And no matter what, Jing Yunyao is the mother of his grandson, and of course he hopes that she can forget the pain and live a good life.
If something happened to her, wouldn't it be another serious blow to Leng Shaoting? Will Leng Shaoting suffer again? "Dad, I'm sorry. I don't know what to say now except I'm sorry. I've let you down..." Jing Yunyao said, feeling full of sadness and guilt. She didn't know how to face the coldness. Old man.
"Well, even though I feel uncomfortable after knowing the truth, things have already happened, and there is no point in worrying about it anymore. I don't blame you for this matter, so don't blame yourself or feel any psychological burden. Okay, so as not to worry Shao Ting," said Mr. Leng.
Even if he blames Jing Yunyao in his heart, he won't say it directly. He hopes that Jing Yunyao will stop blaming himself and feeling psychological burden. He still needs to live a good life in the future.
If you continue to blame yourself and have a psychological burden, how can you have an easier time in the future
Despite this, Jing Yunyao still couldn't help but blame herself, and the fact that Mr. Leng didn't blame her made her feel even more guilty.
But when it came to this, Jing Yunyao didn't know what to say.
Then they came out without saying anything else.
Because Jing Yunyao had cried, her eyes were a little red and swollen, but in order to prevent others from seeing it, she used spiritual energy to restore her health before coming out.
After coming out, Jing Yunyao and others also said goodbye, because they knew that Mr. Leng was in a bad mood and needed to calm down.
Yes, Mr. Leng is in a bad mood right now and needs some quiet time. If Shangguan Yang wasn't still in the living room, he wouldn't have planned to come out. But because Shangguan Yang was there, he couldn't neglect him, so he still came out to see him off. He did.
After sending Jing Yunyao and others away, Mr. Leng went directly back to the study. Leng Yuanzhen and others also noticed that Mr. Leng was in a bad mood, but they didn't ask any more questions.
Gu Ning and others heard what Jing Yunyao and Mr. Leng said in the study, and they all knew that although Mr. Leng said he didn't blame Jing Yunyao, he still felt a little strange in his heart.
But this is normal. I just feel sorry for Mr. Leng and make him sad.
But things have happened, and there is nothing they can do. They only hope that Jing Yunyao and Mr. Leng can let go and live the rest of their lives well.
When Jing Yunyao and the others went back, of course they took Jing Yunyan with them, but they left him halfway and had no intention of finding a place for him to rest.
Since he didn't plan to kill the other party, there was no need to keep him. However, before letting him go, he severely injured him and lost one of his hands. This was the price for his plan to attack the Leng family.
If Jing Yunyan succeeded in his attack, the result waiting for him would be death. However, Jing Yunyan did not succeed in his attack, so he did not take his life.
(End of chapter)