"I don't know how she made me remember." Fang Qinsu recalled his own treatment process, but failed to understand Dr. Xie's move.
"It's impossible for a doctor to tell you the secret of treating a disease. It won't work."
"What do you know?"
"You have a mental problem." Wu Lixuan simply told the other party, "Hurry up and grow up."
grow up? Wu Lixuan has been paying attention to the news these days, and sighed and said to him: "You used to be a child, but now you are an adult, don't you know that you need to have a team spirit that considers others? If you really remember
Come on, don't be sick, go back to the orchestra, and don't let your colleagues shoulder your responsibilities for you. "
After his first performance, he hid in the hospital, and all the pressure of public opinion was on Lin Jiayin and the orchestra. Especially Lin Jiayin, if there is something wrong with the performance, it is expected that the scolding will only be heavier than him.
Although Wu Lixuan didn't see the news of Lin Jiayin's illness in the newspaper, she could understand that it was really not easy for this female musician to take charge of it alone in the storm of public opinion.
"I—" "You are still hesitating." Wu Lixuan probably recalled the past when she read these words, feeling pain and anger in her heart, somewhat resenting iron and steel, "Don't think that you are the only one who lives very well Hard work. Live harder than you
There are many more people who suffer. "You say that this person is talented in music and is the pride of heaven. Why do you think that you have to live a life that is more difficult than others? It is pitiful. The starting line is far higher than others. This person chose to be far behind himself. of
She and Wu Lixuan played together, as her godmother analyzed later, she must have other purposes.
Who told her that Wu Lixuan was a silly child back then.
"Don't you think I've always been stupid?" Wu Lixuan turned her head and questioned this person's memories of that year.
Fang Qinsu's complexion and lips became paler and paler.
Just looking at his expression, Wu Lixuan knew that her godmother was right, that the other party was really playing tricks on her back then.
"No." Fang Qinsu uttered a voice anxiously trying to save her, "I was wrong, and I later realized that I was wrong."
At first he was playing with her.
This refers to her selling fruit drinks everywhere to help her family after dropping out of school. Her real close contact with him started at this time, rather than the childhood sweetheart that was rumored outside.
His family was rich, considered the richest among the neighbors around her, and they must have spent a lot of money, so she had to go to his house to see if they could sell it.
The first box was moved to his house, his mother was away and he was alone, so he bought it.
This is the first money she has earned in her life, which is of great significance.
Then he kept buying from her, the second box, the third box, the fourth box and the fifth box...
The more she sold, the more guilty she felt towards him.
He can't finish so many boxes of drinks by himself.
She felt like she was cheating on him. The problem is that her family needs money and she has to sell it. It can't be sold in other places, only he and her buy the most.
When he asked her to go out with him somewhere, she agreed without thinking. The idea is very simple, to make up for the unjust money he spent on buying her drinks.
The two were underage at the time and were ignorant, not knowing what such a relationship meant.
Human nature does not distinguish between adults and children. I don't understand, but he found the pleasure of being a slave and taking revenge on his mother by spending money, and found an outlet. Because he was mentally abused by his mother at home to the point where he was about to become mentally ill.