The vast majority of human behavior can often be explained by character.
A person with low self-esteem will be speechless in the crowd, envious of the brilliance of others but can only bow his head silently, unwilling to approach nor dare to approach; a conceited person, there is no room for anything better than himself in his eyes. , looking at anyone with contempt is like scrutinizing a ridiculous ant.
Li Shiyi is a proud man.
Although his character appears to be calm, reserved, gentle and polite on weekdays, he is proud in his heart.
Because he has enough e-sports strength to make him proud, and on the road of the e-sports dream he once pursued, this strength is enough to make him bloom with the brilliance that countless people are amazed and envied by.
But it all ended in the s1 season.
From entering the Alpine Clan Club in the s2 season, to being brushed off the main lineup in the s3 season and becoming a second-team player, and then to becoming a substitute in the club that everyone can look down on, the pride and persistence in his heart are all there A little bit by the cruel reality.
Now if you want to ask anyone in the Gaoshan team club to mention that "Old Li", no one can't help but let out a sneer:
"Oh, that guy?"
"It's just a piece of shit, what else can I do other than help a takeaway and carry some luggage?"
"Oh yes, and cleaning, tsk tsk saved a cleaner."
"The club still pays him a monthly salary? I don't know how this guy can stay in the team with shame.
Even with such indifferent eyes and sneering voices, for the meager but at least stable salary, Li Shiyi still squeezed his face every day, bowed his head and bowed his head and worked hard in the club to do what any professional player should not do. Cumbersome chores that won't be done.
Anyone who sees such a person will no longer associate him with the invincible top jungler "Li Shiyi" in the S1 World Finals that year.
The rest is just the most humble and insignificant substitute Lao Li in the club.
Even Li Shiyi has gradually forgotten who he was back then.
Not wanting to forget.
must.
The more he remembered it, the more painful the memory became. He only hoped that Li Shiyi, who had a brilliant and amazing record back then, would be buried in dust during that time, and he didn't want to let his current self tarnish the perfect image of that year. .
Pride or something is not important anymore, everything is for life and survival, in order to allow his sister to continue to study and go to school in a safe and secure way, he feels that he can continue to live like this even if he gritted his teeth.
It's just that even if the pride in his heart is worn away, it has never completely disappeared.
In the deepest part of his heart, he still retains that last dignity.
It was the proud figure of him and four other teammates fighting side by side in the s1 world finals, and it was something he was not willing to forget in the end.
This is also the reason why he suddenly felt his teeth and made a decision after hearing the news of Lin Feng's return from Tian Tian.
He couldn't see Lin Feng.
To be precise, he couldn't let Lin Feng see himself as he is now.
In the minds of several former partners and teammates, he should have been the world's top jungler Li Shiyi with astounding and unparalleled strength.
With this thought in mind, he forced Tian Tian to agree to his request, and after getting Tian Tian's promise, he finally felt relieved, because he knew Tian Tian's character, as long as he promised one thing He won't go against it easily, so at least he can continue to maintain his original image in front of Lin Feng and several other partners—
He thought that everything would continue to return to calm like this.
He just didn't expect that the peace he was trying to maintain was completely broken tonight because of such an unexpected encounter.
…
"eleven!?"
Almost at the moment of hearing this call, Li Shiyi froze and stood motionless, and then his body began to tremble little by little, trembling violently, but he refused to turn back.
There was no need to look back at all, this voice was too familiar to him.
Familiar enough that even if you hear it again after a few years, you can easily recognize it for the first time.
Li Shiyi's lips were trembling, and his whole body was trembling uncontrollably, but his legs seemed to be petrified, frozen in place, unable to turn around.
Do not.
It's that he can't turn his head.
Don't dare to turn your head.
He knew that when he turned his head, he would meet the familiar face he had missed for years, and that was his closest friend. If he could, he would like to turn his head and rush to use all his strength. Give each other a hard hug.
But at this moment, he could only desperately control his trembling body, his eyes were red, and he desperately refused to turn his head or even make a sound.
He doesn't deserve it.
Now he is not the Li Shiyi of the year, but a humble substitute in a domestic second-rate professional team who will never be able to play.
What qualifications does such a waste have to face his former partner
His teeth clenched, and a strange, deformed sound came out of his throat. In the end, Li Shiyi turned his back to Lin Feng and spoke in a hoarse voice:
"You got the wrong person."
Yes, I was wrong.
I'm not the Li Shiyi that you are familiar with.
That Li Shiyi is a world-class top jungler who can fight side by side with you in the s-series world finals, not the guy who will meet you inadvertently in the worst match of the lspl league.
Please, let me keep the last meager and pitiful pride and dignity, how can such a waste now recognize you, you are wrong!
It was extremely difficult to start again, and Li Shiyi staggered forward without looking back.
Behind him, Lin Feng, who was standing in the same place, was dumbfounded.
Tang Bingyao, who was beside her, panicked when she saw Lin Feng like this, and hugged someone's arm tightly without any hesitation, and her eyes turned red:
"Fengzi, what's wrong with you, Fengzi?"
"Don't scare me-"
The shock in Zeng Rui's heart was also unbearable. He had never seen Lin Feng look like this, just because of that person, who was that person, and Fengzi seemed to have called out "Eleven" just now
eleven, eleven...
Wait a moment!
Suddenly, as if he had come to his senses, the expression on Zeng Rui's face suddenly changed dramatically, and his eyes suddenly looked at the figure who was staggering away from the distance, his eyes were full of unbelievable violent shock:
It's him!
It was him!
How could it be so coincidental in such a place! ?
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