Lin Feng has always had a heart disease in his heart.
That is his guilt for his former partners and teammates.
In the World Finals of the s1 season that year, he and several teammates made it to the final round of Bo5 finals, but when facing the Korean team led by Han Shihao, he reached the key match point of the last round of Bo5, but because of By a tiny margin, he missed the world championship trophy.
Countless national service e-sports people deplored, but he took all the guilt and responsibility on himself.
At the beginning, he felt that it was because of his own problems that he ruined the championship trophy and glory that he and his teammates were desperate for. Then he felt shameless to his teammates and was disheartened. He chose to retire and leave.
But this approach is too naive.
In the past few years, he thought about it again and realized that this might be the real irresponsibility.
He left as soon as he said it, and where did he put the other teammates who fought alongside him
So he understands that he has always owed a deep apology to those former partners, but he has never been able to really muster the courage to face those teammates again.
until today.
Completely unexpectedly reunited with Eleven. At that moment, his mood was originally ecstatic and ecstatic, but Eleven's unanswered words poured him into an ice cave like a basin of cold water, and he lost his soul for a whole night. , also made Su Xue, Tang Bingyao and Zeng Rui worry all night.
But Lin Feng is not stupid.
After the initial loss of soul and uncomfortable self-blame, he had been thinking silently while eating supper in the small restaurant.
He knows Eleven's character too well. Although he has infinite guilt and remorse in his heart, for the former jungler who fought side by side, he will never react like this after a long absence.
That's not an angry unforgiveness.
more like...
A feeling of unwillingness to recognize him.
After calming down and calming down, Lin Feng carefully recalled the scene in the gym before. The more he thought about it, the more he could perceive something wrong.
If Eleven is really angry or even angry, and has infinite resentment towards him, then with Eleven's character, he would have turned around to face him without reservation and said it happily and clearly, and taking a step back should be indifference and alienation. Attitude.
But Eleven at that time was not like that. Instead, the footsteps of leaving seemed a bit rushed and hastily, as if escaping from something.
It wasn't until he saw Eleven walking towards the crowd at the Alpine Club, and heard what seemed to be the club leader or manager rudely yelling at Eleven, did he vaguely grasp the truth of some issues .
So he needs to be sure of his guesses and judgments.
He couldn't ask Tian Tian for this kind of verification, because although Fatty might have an unparalleled understanding of Eleven's situation, he could tell from the tone and attitude of Fatty's recent conversations with him that he didn't know much about this matter. It is also very embarrassing for the fat man to tell himself the whole truth of the matter directly.
It is estimated that the old thirteen is the same situation.
Then, there is only one candidate left for the object of verification.
…
Chu Fangnan has also been very busy recently. Although the s6 season is coming to an end, their Shanghai E-sports Association branch has to hurry up and start preparing for the upcoming new season. The vice president of the association branch naturally couldn't relax.
It is precisely because of this that he suddenly received a phone call from Lin Feng in the big night, which made him a little surprised and pleasantly surprised:
"Xiao Feng?"
I haven't contacted Lin Feng for a while. He had met Su Xue at an lspl competition before, and he asked a few questions about Lin Feng's current situation before learning the news of An Xin's departure. I was a little worried, but then because I was too busy with things, I didn't bother to make a special phone call.
This time, I don't know why Xiao Feng suddenly took the initiative to find him.
"What are you busy with recently, the new semester of your university has begun, how are you-"
He was about to ask Lin Feng about the current situation enthusiastically, but the next moment the smile on Chu Fangnan's face froze slightly because of someone's words:
"Brother Chu, did you hide something from me too?"
Startled for a while, Chu Fangnan felt a little confused, but when he heard Lin Feng's extremely serious and even solemn tone on the other end of the phone, his expression became solemn:
"Xiao Feng, what are you talking about?"
"What do I have to hide from you?"
Indeed, Chu Fangnan himself has not thought of it now. Recently, he has not had any contact with Lin Feng at all. Could there be anything that he has concealed from Lin Feng
The other end of the phone was quiet for a while, and after a while, Lin Feng's voice sounded a little low:
"eleven."
These two simple words made Chu Fangnan's eyelids, who had always been calm and calm, jumped fiercely.
understood.
No need for more verbal explanation, just these two words can make him wake up in an instant. Lin Feng's phone call is indeed for an extremely important matter, and it is the only thing he has rarely concealed. Never told the former's secret.
This time, it was Chu Fangnan's turn to be silent for a while, before he gave a wry smile:
"You knew already?"
Lin Feng nodded and shook his head:
"I went to lspl to watch the game tonight, and I met Eleven."
"but… "
After speaking, he paused, and his tone became a bit difficult again:
"He won't recognize me."
Hearing this, his heart skipped a beat again. At this time, Chu Fangnan could feel Lin Feng's complicated and sad mood even through the microphone. He couldn't help but feel a strong sense of guilt, and said in a low voice:
"Xiao Feng, I'm sorry, it's really your brother Chu, I didn't tell you, and I'm also worried..."
Lin Feng shook his head:
"Brother Chu, you don't need to apologize, I understand your kindness."
"But now I want you to tell me the truth, okay."
Chu Fangnan took a deep breath and nodded decisively: "Okay, you ask."
"Is Eleven currently working for lspl?"
"Yes."
"Alpine team?"
"Yes."
"When did it start?"
"… s2 season."
The hand holding the phone trembled slightly, almost trying his best to barely control his mood, Lin Feng gritted his teeth and nodded slowly, and said in a harsh voice:
"Understood, thank you Brother Chu."
"I don't have anything else to do. Brother Chu, you are busy. Hang up first."
The phone hangs up.
The cold starlight sprinkled on the quiet and uninhabited street. Standing at the intersection of the street, Lin Feng lowered his head and remained silent. His right hand holding the phone was trembling uncontrollably, as if an anger that could no longer be suppressed was about to explode completely in the next second. come out.
When I got home, when I pushed the door and entered, I saw the lights in the living room were on. Su Xue sat on the sofa and saw Lin Feng, who was coming home, and quickly stood up to greet him:
"Where have you been, Xiaofeng?"
"Are you all right?"
Lin Feng shook his head, then looked at Su Xue, his eyes flashing sharply:
"Sister Xue, do me a favor."
Su Xue was stunned for a moment, then nodded decisively: "No problem, you say it!"
"lspl's alpine team—"
"How much do you know?"
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The update is sent. Keke was embarrassed last time. It turns out that tonight is Christmas Eve. I want to go out for dinner with my friends.