half year ago.
Before An Xin left without saying goodbye to go abroad to the far side of the ocean, she once left a letter.
Almost everyone else in Lin Feng's small circle knew about the existence of this letter, but no matter who it was, even Tang Bingyao, who was in charge of transferring the letter to Lin Feng at the time—
No one knows what Baozi wrote in this letter.
So only Lin Feng knew about it.
Time has passed so quietly without knowing it. Half a year is a blink of an eye. It is not long but not short. It seems that half a year is enough for everyone to gradually seal the shadows of certain things and people in deep memory. It was enough to make the original sadness slowly fade away.
Even everyone felt that perhaps Fuko had slowly come out of the low state at the beginning.
But only Lin Feng knows that—
something.
some people.
No matter how long or how long, it is impossible to forget the slightest.
Opening his eyes again, Lin Feng lowered his head and put his hands in his trouser pockets as if he was fumbling for a while.
The phone case was bought by him half a year ago.
Frosted texture, the back is a colorful pattern of League of Legends elements, printed with four sturdy characters "Demacia".
At that time, Ouyang, Lao Yang, Arou and Tangtang were still curious. They never thought that someone would suddenly buy a LOL-style mobile phone case with such interest, but it was not convenient for them to go there at that time. When I asked the reason, I just forgot about it for a moment.
Gradually, I got used to it, and even later Ouyang encouraged Ren Rou to buy two similar couple-style League of Legends mobile phone cases together. Zeriel, in the end, Ren Rou decided to buy a big crab Urgot quite aggressively, and Ouyang protested for a long time and finally was ruthlessly suppressed.
Anyway, it is also a show of affection and love to sprinkle dog food.
but…
Compared with the intended use of other partners, Lin Feng bought this mobile phone case for an unknown reason.
"Crack-"
A clear sound.
The frosted phone case printed with the words "Demacia" was gently removed from the phone by Lin Feng, the phone was thrown aside, and the inside of the phone case came into view clearly and unmistakably.
It was a small piece of letter paper folded by Fang Fangzheng.
No one would have thought that in the interlayer between the mobile phone case and the mobile phone bought by someone, there was always such a piece of graph paper quietly sandwiched in it.
A full half a year.
The letter paper was still white and pressed extremely flat.
It is folded, as if it is also faithfully and silently keeping a secret.
Lin Feng was silent.
Then he slowly stretched out his hand and took the letter paper folded into small squares out of the phone case, reopened it a little bit, and the unrolled letter paper slowly showed the text inside, as always, the familiar graceful handwriting, written at the beginning of half a year ago The faint scent of ink in the next moment is still retained at this moment and diffused again, making people's thoughts seem to be pulled back to half a year ago.
The scent of ink remains.
The words on the letter are still the same.
Even if it has been too long, he has not re-read the letter, but for Lin Feng, he can easily recite all the contents of the entire letter without re-reading it at all.
half a year.
Time dilutes a lot of things.
A letter does not seem to carry many heavy emotions at all.
But in such a time of scouring and passing, it exists quietly in the gap between the mobile phone and the mobile phone case, and slowly and silently precipitates a moving perseverance.
He said that he would not forgive and ignore it.
In fact, the heart can never deceive itself.
His gaze slowly swept across the first line of words on the letter. Even though he had already been able to recite it by himself, when he really saw these familiar handwriting and content again, Lin Feng's chest still couldn't help but heave slightly, reflecting him. The mood is not calm at the moment.
…
"By the time you read this letter, I'm probably ready to get on a flight to Manchester."
"Yeah, I'm leaving."
…
"So, there is no way to take the college entrance examination with everyone, I'm sorry."
"I've been hiding these secrets without telling you, I'm sorry."
"I can't continue to accompany you, I'm sorry."
…
"And thank you for being with me on the rooftop that night."
"That hug... It's a little privilege and selfishness of the birthday star."
"There is no way to say goodbye to you face to face, but that hug should be regarded as a farewell instead."
…
"It's just that apart from these friends and partners, you still have to work harder and be stronger yourself."
"Otherwise, when I first transferred to another school, I saw that you were about to die, and I couldn't help but feel distressed and wanted to hug you."
"In the future... I can't hold it anymore."
…
"That's the only way, even if it's not in the same city, not in the same country, across the distant ocean—"
"Under the Manchester sky, I'll still laugh for you."
"I hope you do too."
"Okay."
…
Memories came slowly like a tide.
It seemed to soak the slightly trembling heart, and it also seemed to wet the eyes.
The words written in Juanxiu's handwriting, even after half a year, still vividly and unreservedly presented the emotions expressed by the original writer.
Lin Feng subconsciously squeezed the letter.
Then.
He raised his head and closed his eyes again.
His eyelids were tightly pursed, but they couldn't stop shaking rapidly. If someone else was present at this moment, he might be able to easily notice that someone's eye circles were slightly red at this moment.
Take a deep breath.
Take another deep breath.
After repeating this cycle for several times, he finally seemed to be slowly regaining his senses. Lin Feng reopened his eyes and carefully folded the letter paper back to its original state. Then, instead of rushing to put it back in the phone case, he was stunned. She stared blankly at the folded letter in her hand.
Manchester.
Bun, right there.
So when he was in Sister Xue's bedroom just now, when he saw that the first-round group stage of the S6 World Finals was also in that picturesque city in the UK, he almost did his best to keep his face from showing. There were too many strange changes, but if the former had paid attention at that time, he would have found that his hands were clenched into fists and almost plunged into his palms at that moment.
Manchester, Manchester, Manchester…
The eyes in Lin Feng's eyes flashed rapidly.
if it is possible-
He can't wait to be able to replace Sister Xue's job, or this year, he has already led the new team to the World Finals of the S series, and then he can personally fly across the ocean to the other side to meet the childhood sweetheart girl who has been away for half a year. .
Or to be more realistic, in fact, when he was still in Su Xue's room several times, he couldn't help but want to take the initiative to mention this matter with Sister Xue.
perhaps…
Ask Sister Xue to help meet her
Bring yourself a word
Ask her if she's been doing well in the last six months, has she thought about him, and if so, why can't she send him a message or even write a letter, or how long will she have to stay in that hellish place in England? return.
There are too many questions.
There are too many words.
There are so many things I want to talk about and share.
In fact, all these problems are very simple to solve, because you only need to pick up the mobile phone, send a message or make a more direct call across the ocean, and you can restore the connection that has been broken for half a year.
Lin Feng picked up the phone and clenched it subconsciously.
The palms of my hands were slightly sweaty.
That was the nervousness and anxiety that he probably never had even in the S1 world finals.
The solution is at hand.
within reach.
But it still made him retreat and timid subconsciously at this moment.
At this very moment-
"Ding!"
The phone suddenly sounded a pleasant tone.
Someone sent a message.
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The update is sent, the next chapter will be around nine o'clock, thank Feng Zewutongqi for the 6 yuan reward~ continue to work hard for red envelopes.