The atmosphere in the living room suddenly became a little quiet with Su Xue's words.
Behind the sofa, the light gauze curtains by the window edge fluttered slightly with the cool night breeze that came in through the half-opened window door, and the moonlight like water diffused in and fell on the faces of the two people beside the sofa. Lin Feng lowered his head slightly and remained silent. He didn't speak, the faint moonlight reflected on the side of his face, and he couldn't see the real expression at the moment.
He knew what Sister Xue said in front of him.
Knowing more clearly... In fact, the reason the other party has found so many is actually deliberately avoiding a real suggestion.
Going to… England
The venue for the first group stage of the first round of the S6 World Finals.
Manchester.
When these words flashed in his mind, the eyelashes on someone's eyelids trembled slightly, and ripples like the water of the emotional lake that was stirred to the surroundings rippling.
Maybe it's not just Su Xue.
In fact, it should include everyone around him who is familiar and close to him, everyone who knows about it, probably expects him to untie that knot and really get back on his feet, and to do this... The most direct way is undoubtedly to meet the girl face to face once again.
It's just... Maybe it's because he's been worried about his situation and mentality all the time, so even if anyone around him is like Tangtang, Sister Xue, and Ouyang Laoyang Arou, even if they look forward to it, they will always hold back some words. I can't bear to never really say it directly...
"There are some knots in my heart that should be solved, right?"
Suddenly, Su Xue's voice sounded again, breaking the silence in this living room.
When Lin Feng heard this, his body froze slightly, then he raised his head blankly and looked at Su Xue in front of him. He didn't expect that some secret words that seemed to be tacitly understood by everyone would suddenly be spoken to directly at this moment. A word broken.
suddenly.
It's also too unpredictable.
Let his mind go blank for a moment at this moment, but he doesn't know how to react in the first place.
But Su Xue seemed to be serious, and also seemed to think that tonight's words had already been said for this sake, and it was time to explain the problem thoroughly to the big boy who was regarded as his own brother, and immediately did not hesitate. Staring at Lin Feng with shining eyes, he continued to say:
"Of course it's up to you to make your own choice no matter what."
"But... it's been so long."
"Even if it was unacceptable before, thinking about it now, it shouldn't be so difficult to accept."
"You think so yourself, don't you?"
"Being a man, sometimes you should take the initiative. It would be too bad if you were immersed in meaningless knots and couldn't get out of it all the time."
"But..." Lin Feng murmured subconsciously, but was interrupted by Su Xue shaking her head again before she could finish her sentence: "There is nothing good."
Then she looked at Lin Feng seriously and solemnly:
"Actually, you already have a choice in your heart, don't you?"
"Ask your own heart."
"Really... do you just want to keep running away like this?"
There are very few times like this. Su Da, the anchor of Su Da, who has been joking with someone on weekdays, will give such a lesson to the former in such a serious and even serious manner.
But it's just such a rare occurrence...
Effect.
also significant enough.
Lin Feng lowered his head again, but never said a word, and Su Xue, who was sitting next to him, had just finished a long talk and was in a good mood, but now seeing someone still unresponsive, he couldn't help feeling a little apprehensive... This kid Why hasn't there been any movement yet? Did she speak a little too hard just now? Well, if I knew it earlier, I should have been more euphemistic...
Just when Su Xue couldn't help but feel a trace of regret in her heart, Lin Feng suddenly took a deep breath, then raised his head to look at the former, his eyes fixed:
"I will think about it."
"Oh, I just..." Su Xue, who was feeling uneasy, subconsciously blurted out a sentence to make up for it, but when she heard Lin Feng's answer in the first half of the sentence, she was forced to hold it back, and she couldn't help but widen her eyes: "Ah ?"
"I said, I'll consider it."
Someone seriously repeated his words again, with clear eyes and solemn sincerity:
"Sister Xue, give me some time to think about it."
Although it wasn't a direct and positive answer, it was an unexpected good thing to get such a response from someone, Su Xue was overjoyed and nodded again and again: "Okay, don't worry, don't worry, think about it first, it's okay-- "
But after speaking, she couldn't hold back and urged one more sentence:
"Eh, but don't think about it for too long... I'm going to hand in the materials tomorrow... "
"Why don't you think about the result now?"
After he finished speaking, he blinked and looked at someone with anticipation on his face.
Lin Feng: "..."
Su Xue regretted: "Okay okay, then think about it again..."
…
The night is getting darker.
Lin Feng, who returned to his bedroom, sat beside the soft Simmons bed, but had no plans to go to bed. He lowered his head and stared blankly for a while, but his mind still flashed back to what Sister Xue had just said on the sofa in the living room. That solemn and earnest persuasion.
"Ask your own heart."
"Really... do you just want to keep running away like this?"
Your own... inside
Lin Feng subconsciously took out the phone from his pocket, looked at the "Demacia" shell of the League of Legends fan element outside the phone, and unconsciously clenched the phone slightly.
Even without taking the phone case apart again, he seemed to be able to perceive that there was a small note that had been carefully folded many times in the central interlayer that was close to the inside of the phone case.
That one... a letter that was kept for half a year.
So, in fact, his heart has never changed.
Otherwise, when I took the handed-over letter from Tangtang half a year ago, I probably should have thrown it away after reading it. How could it have been meticulously preserved to this day, and I can still tell the contents of that letter even now. Every sentence and every word is memorized so clearly that it can be recited.
Lin Feng's eyes drooped slightly:
only--
It was he who was confused and timid.
The more time passed, the more timid he felt in his heart, which made him more and more not sure what attitude he should take to face that childhood sweetheart girl again after half a year.
He is too timid...
He knew that everyone around him was actually caring and worried about him, and he knew what everyone was expecting and even what he was expecting, but he never really had the courage to take that step.
but…
What Sister Xue said was right.
Since you can clearly recognize your own mind, other difficulties should not become difficulties, and you should not even think about what the other party will do and how, after all--
as a boy.
In this kind of thing, it should be more proactive, right
Lin Feng took a deep breath.
Then, as if he had finally made up his mind, he took the phone in front of him, opened the lock screen, and clicked on the text message window. Almost without thinking about the memory, he quickly and easily entered the string of phone numbers that had been imprinted in his memory.
And then.
In the input field of text information, a few words were typed:
"How is it going?"