Sometimes, some things are really because of the slightest difference, which will cause infinitely regrettable regrets.
This is the case for Mu Qiu.
then…
Even if the time was just a little earlier, maybe the time when the various teams and clubs came to the door was a little earlier, and there would not be a situation where he refused directly without hesitation.
Because if it was just at the end of S1, a lot of things hadn't happened yet.
There should be room for redemption.
If he received such an invitation at that time, he would be able to directly persuade the former partner who fought side by side in the bottom lane to follow him, and the two would still be able to continue to play the ADC supporting partner combination in the new team, and continue to work together in the new team. The national service and even the world professional arena swept the Quartet.
pity.
At the time when the S1 finals ended, there were almost no other established mature teams or clubs in the national service, and they did not receive invitations or even lucrative contracts for the first time after the team was disbanded.
Relying on their own efforts to support S1 for more than half a year... At that time, all of them in the team had reached a situation where they were almost out of ammunition and food.
In the absence of other hopes and hopes, it is really difficult to persevere.
So at that time, his bot lane partner chose to leave.
Mu Qiu still clearly remembered what his companion said to him in a low and sad tone before the two finally parted:
"Aqiu, I'm leaving."
"The big city here... The cost is too high, and there is no way to make money, and it can't be sustained."
"There are also my parents and grandma at home who are not in good health. They can't be willful any more. I should go back."
At the time, he tried to speak up.
But when the words came to his mouth, he choked, and found that he could not organize any powerful persuasive words at all, as if all the words seemed pale and powerless in the face of the cruel and cold reality at that time.
And that word... also really hurts.
"capricious".
Yes.
For them at that time, or in the eyes of the vast majority of people at the time, they chose to spend half a year fighting for a so-called e-sports dream that had no way out and no value at all... Really It's just a random choice.
And willful, there is always a time to stop.
No matter how beautiful the dream is, it will eventually wake up.
This really can't blame any of them, because no matter who, or even everyone in the entire professional e-sports circle at the time, never thought that in just over a year after S1, the professional e-sports of the national server The field will suddenly usher in such a wave of explosive growth.
all of a sudden…
Professional e-sports has become the hottest topic.
In those days, the professional players who could only rely on their small savings to eat instant noodles in Internet cafes to maintain the training competition, and take the bus and subway to the venue to participate in the competition, suddenly became a hot commodity that can easily get high salary.
After that, there are even millions of teams signing contracts, and a game anchor can earn an annual salary of tens of millions, and open a Taobao store to make a lot of money.
And for Mu Qiu, who was looking at all of this, there was always nameless anger.
Not because of envy.
purely…
It is a kind of grievance and dissatisfaction.
He felt unwilling for himself and his colleagues back then, and even the few fellow travelers in the circle back then.
Because... Why did such an era of e-sports come so late, and why did it come so late after one of them was forced to leave
earlier.
If only earlier.
He had imagined countless times in the middle of the night that if the national service e-sports had risen faster and those teams and clubs had come to the door earlier, maybe everything would not have happened.
That partner will not be forced to leave because of reality.
The heavy tragedy that followed would not happen.
Everything will develop in a better direction from the end of the S1 season.
He and his partner... can also continue to fight side by side and shine on the arena, so why let the so-called support god Autumn in the current world e-sports circle come out on top and the strongest bottom laner The name is destined to belong to only the two of them.
But in reality there is no if.
Only the most cruel and cold ending is in front of you, already doomed and cannot be changed.
Mu Qiu also knew that he couldn't blame anyone. He couldn't force the rise of the e-sports era to come sooner because of his personal will, so naturally... He also couldn't blame those who appeared after the rise of e-sports. It was too late for the national service team clubs to come to the door.
It's all life.
Whether it's bad luck or not, it's the same reason.
However, he never really felt relieved.
because…
Maybe the others can't complain.
But the captain of their team back then, the guy who caused everything to fall apart... can never get rid of the responsibility for his fault, and is always the culprit of everything.
Mu Qiu subconsciously clenched her fists and nails almost forced them into her palms to bleed. Even the cigarette in her hand was almost burnt to the point where she barely noticed it, the cold light in her eyes flickered—
that guy.
No matter what, it was absolutely impossible for him to forgive.
Even if the later partner persuaded him earnestly and sincerely several times, saying that "Fuko also has his own knots" and so on... It is absolutely impossible for him to live here.
Are you under a lot of pressure
Under pressure to make such hasty and irresponsible choices
Why
Why can you make such a decision at will, even hurting other close friends who fought side by side back then
You must know that even in the end, his partner, even if he suffered such an injury and caused an irreversible bitter and bitter result, was still making excuses for you to say good things.
What are you capable of
In terms of conscience... don't you feel tormented and guilty at all
Thinking of his partner, Mu Qiu's clenched fist slowly loosened, thinking that his last contact with the former seemed to have been a long time ago, and he couldn't help lowering his head again.
It wasn't that he slowly became estranged from each other.
It's just that he often doesn't know how to face his former partner and friend.
especially…
It was when he saw the hands of the other party now with his own eyes.
It seems that from then on, even a simple sentence or a glance may cause self-esteem damage to that silent but sensitive companion.
So all he can do now seems to be to leave far away and not bother anymore.
Just let the old friend forget everything and live a new life quietly and peacefully.
only-
Even though he knew the truth, he still had concerns and misses in his heart.
Raising her head in shock, Mu Qiu looked at the night sky again.
under the same night.
I don't know... what my current friend is doing.
is it going well
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The update is sent, the third shift is done, go to bed, tomorrow will be Friday soon, will the weekend be far away~ I hope that I can write well without overtime this weekend.