Lin Feng was stunned by Dawn Chenxing's words.
Because for him, in fact, although he himself has been in contact with the e-sports game League of Legends since the S1 season, and has been immersed in it at a very fast speed, he has even obtained countless honors and achievements since then. Speaking of what esports means to him…
He seldom really thought about such issues.
Because the word "meaning" seems too vague, and it is too laborious and troublesome to think about it seriously. With his temperament, he has never been too lazy to waste too much time on this somewhat illusory issue.
Or according to the ideas and concepts of most ordinary gamers-
"Happy and it's over!"
But Lin Feng also knew that the answer that Dawn Morning Star in front of him was expecting and waiting for was not such an answer. Answer:
"In the beginning, it was probably just because I liked it."
"I came across it by chance, I found it interesting, I liked it, and then I became addicted."
"For me, that's a happy thing."
"Whether I win or lose, I can see my improvement and growth every step of the way."
Speaking of which, it was basically just a very ordinary answer, and then someone paused again and continued:
"However, it may be different later."
"Because I lost to that guy Han Shihao in the S1 finals - he was hit and suffered badly."
"So, at the beginning, I really have only one thought in my head. I must compete with that guy again, and then I have to win."
A certain person looked at the morning star in front of him seriously. At this moment, he did not shy away from his most frank and true thoughts:
"It sounds a bit utilitarian."
"But that's when I realized I hated failure so much."
"For me, e-sports is the most suitable battlefield for me. I may be able to care about many things in my life, but if it is in this field that I am best at - I don't want to lose."
"I don't want to lose once."
"But you have already lost once, so to make up for your regrets, you have to win again."
"Oh, of course, if you make up for your regrets, there are other things too—"
As if he suddenly remembered something, someone scratched his hair again and smiled a little embarrassedly:
"If it is the level of the Four Emperors, then I have already reached it back then, and now I'm just returning to it, but even so, there is actually a lot of room to continue to improve."
"So many legendary predecessors of the previous generation have not reached the realm, and now that guy Han Shihao is constantly trying to break through the bottleneck."
"For two entire generations, only Senior No. 1 has done it alone."
"So, it always makes people tickle and curious-"
Lin Feng breathed a sigh of relief and looked at the night sky in the distance, with a slight glint in his eyes:
"If you can."
"I also want to see the scenery above the Four Emperors."
…
If you want to be strict with faults, then in fact, Lin Feng's answer just now is a little off-topic.
Dawn Morning Star asked about the meaning.
And someone's answer seemed a bit broad, as if he would say whatever he thought of, it was more like a kind of ordinary babble.
But Dawn Morning Star still listened carefully and attentively from beginning to end.
Not even blinking an eye.
He listened attentively to every word someone said, and at the end, nodded slowly.
But shook his head again.
"very nice."
This is a sincere evaluation made by the single captain of the God team after listening to it.
Then he paused and spoke:
"my words."
"The initial mentality and ideas are similar to yours."
"It's just a chance encounter with League of Legends, and then it's interesting, and I'm also interested in professional e-sports."
"Every victory or defeat, every growth."
"It's all something to be excited about."
"Back then it wasn't as high as it is now, but every day was indeed simpler and happier."
Dawn Chenxing spoke slowly, as if caught in the memories of his thoughts, with some yearning and emotion, but then he stopped again, but shook his head again:
"But then, it became a little bit different."
"later-"
"For me, eSports starts to mean more responsibility."
"Then... it's not that simple and pure anymore."
Lin Feng listened silently, and when he heard this sentence, he couldn't help but take a deep look at Du Xiaochenxing in front of him.
Yes.
Such a mentality is understandable.
Because whenever the word "responsibility" is involved in something, it inevitably becomes a little heavy.
In those days, Dawn Morning Star was probably just an ordinary rookie professional player with outstanding talent. He only needed to think about how to become stronger by himself, and strive to show his prominence in the professional arena where there are so many strong players. I know it well, or maybe I just look forward to being able to leave the bench to become a second team player, and then come on to become the main first team player in the team.
At that time, you don't need to think about others, you only need to think about yourself.
Just concentrate on rushing forward.
But that was Dawn Morning Star, an ordinary professional e-sports player.
But now he is the captain of the God team.
so.
Everything becomes different.
As a captain, you have to shoulder the burden of an entire team.
As the captain of God-Hand of God, as the core leader of the strongest team in the LPL division of the national server, he even has to bear the expectations of all players and fans of the entire national server.
With great power comes great responsibility.
Compared with anyone else, perhaps in so many years, Dawn Morning Star is the one who can directly and deeply understand the heavy weight of the word "responsibility".
"It's been hard work-"
Lin Feng let out a sigh.
He can understand the mood of Dawn Morning Star very well. When the career he pursues and loves has become a heavy responsibility, this kind of change is definitely not a good thing that makes people feel relaxed and happy.
Dawn Morning Star was silent for a moment, then nodded slowly:
"Um."
"it is really hard."
Perhaps this is also the first time that the first mid laner in the LPL division and the ace captain of the God team has revealed his sincerity in such an unabashed manner in front of people.
Under the rainy night sky in London, the air is refreshingly cool.
It also seems to have an invisible magic that makes people willing to talk and confess.
"So many times I envy others."
"I envy you too."
Dawn Morning Star said this to Lin Feng.
"I also want to just be a pure pro, just be a mid laner."
"Go and fight without fear."
"The goal is single and clear only for one's own victory and pleasure."
"Regardless of other people's expectations and hopes."
"I also want to go and see the four emperors, and even the scenery above the four emperors, just for myself."
Lin Feng squinted his eyes, and his eyes fell on the face of the morning star:
"Perhaps, you should do it."
Dawn Chenxing gave a soft "um", and looked far away at the little stars hidden behind the clouds under the night, his face became a little calm at this moment:
"Yes."
"So, this time—"
"If... not responsible."
"Actually, I want to fight the last time just for myself."
"Win or lose."
"No matter the cost."
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The update is sent. The latest update status is really shameful. I apologize to my friends.