Each has its own strengths and weaknesses.
As far as Dawn Morning Star is concerned, during this period of time, he has tried to break through the threshold of the realm of the four emperors. He is trying to find those qualities that he has lost in Lin Feng to make up for it, and further start to find his own as a pure the path of a professional mid laner.
Correspondingly, the characteristics and strengths of the God team's mid-single captain are precisely what Lin Feng lacks the most and needs to make up for—
sense of responsibility.
It sounds broad.
But in fact, just as the previous No. 1 and other seniors have commented, including Lin Feng himself, he is very clear in his heart that as early as the S1 season of that year, if at that time he could have the consciousness and sense of responsibility of Dawn Morning Star. , then the final BO5 battle of the World Finals at that time, the outcome of the final peak battle, the outcome is really unpredictable.
At that time, he just put all his thoughts on himself too much.
Too much focus on the mid lane matchup between himself and Han Shihao.
However, he ignored the heavy responsibility of coordinating the overall situation that he himself was also the core captain of the team.
Even after the end of the final, it was also because of the lack of sense of responsibility that he made such an irresponsible choice decision only because of his own guilt and depression.
So his fault back then was never in the strength of his strength, nor in the battle between him and Han Shihao.
It's just his attitude and choice.
But if it is someone who is familiar with and close to someone, they will feel the gradual change in someone very clearly in the past year or so, becoming calmer, more reliable, and becoming More able to take on the responsibilities and burdens that were previously unbearable.
The lessons of the year have been learned.
Lin Feng is growing little by little.
Others can make the conclusion without hesitation. As long as there is more time, this talented young man who once amazed the entire world professional e-sports circle in the S1 season will truly grow into a brighter and more dazzling top. The star-level professional player, and even once again became the only legendary mid laner who could compete with Han Shihao in that arena.
However, the same sentence that has been repeated countless times—
Time is running out.
Lin Feng has done a lot, but not enough.
He has been working hard to shoulder the burden of his own responsibilities, but the progress is still not fast enough.
Even, perhaps only Lin Feng himself knows this thing most clearly, that is, even if he understands all the problems, even if he has made up his mind to face everything and accept everything, but in fact... Until now, in his heart The depths are still subconsciously reserved, even withdrawn and fearful.
He can do his best to train and improve, he can help the three LPL teams to prepare with the highest intensity, and he can make a firm promise to several seniors that he will shoulder the heavy responsibility in the upcoming new season.
But there is only one thing, he has not yet figured out how to face it.
That's a few former teammates.
…
Indeed, Lin Feng now has found many partners who can continue to fight side by side in the new season, whether it is Zeng Rui who is the support, Tang Bingyao of ADC, or Dou Zi who is still in China at the moment, the original jungler position is also bad. Li Shiyi was retrieved to fill the vacancy again, and it might even be possible later that Tian Tian would have the opportunity to come over and take charge of the unit.
But a new beginning does not mean an old end.
Some chapters are not so easily debunked.
The mistakes that have been made and the responsibility that should be taken should never be ignored or let time be diluted and buried.
As early as a few months ago, Lin Feng had actually made up his mind to find several other former teammates. Whether it was admitting his mistake and apologizing in person, asking the other party to forgive or even inviting the other party to come back, there should always be an action.
And this kind of thing is complicated to say, but it is not difficult to do.
If you want a contact, you can always get in touch, even if it’s not in person, after such a long time, at least a phone call or some contact information on the Internet should be able to pick up the news that has been broken for so many years.
However, the fact is that Lin Feng has not made even half an attempt during this period of time.
The so-called busy training and helping the three LPL teams prepare for the battle are just excuses.
The real reason is that Lin Feng still has a retreat in his heart.
Because he didn't know how to face the remaining two partners.
It was precisely because he had already experienced the extreme guilt and sadness when he faced Li Shiyi before, which made him even more unaware of what to say when facing the other two former companions. What, and whether it can even speak.
What kind of life are Aqiu and Amo living now, and what kind of mood are they carrying
Is their situation better or worse than that of Eleven, who was sitting on the bench at the Alpine Clan Club earlier
When the two former bot lane teammates saw him, how would he react
do not know.
Lin Feng didn't dare to think about it.
On the field, he never lacked the courage to face difficulties and challenges, but under the field, when he needed to consider how to face his once closest partner and teammate, someone was extremely timid.
And if you look further down, then for Lin Feng, perhaps if the first person to face is A Qiu, who was a former support member of the team, the most popular companion, the situation is probably even better—
Because he could roughly guess what kind of attitude A Qiu would have. In some cases, the black face directly rejected him, and in the worst case, he scolded and mercilessly ridiculed him.
But even so, he should be mentally prepared to bear it.
On the contrary, Amer, who had the most gentle and calm temperament in the former team, was the companion who really made him wonder how to deal with it the most.
The night is darker.
The night wind blew through, bringing a bit of a chill.
Lin Feng's thoughts returned to reality, he shook his head, took a deep breath, slowly stood up from the steps, and walked back into the hotel, but his footsteps were heavier than when he came out.
These are the things that really bother him the most.
And there is no one around him who can let him talk to him, because no matter A Zeng, Tangtang, or Eleven, and a few seniors, they can't give him enough advice or effective help in this matter.
He can only bear it by himself, face and solve it by himself.
Walking to the elevator, pressing the button, the elevator door opened, Lin Feng walked in with his head lowered, and just as the elevator door slowly closed and closed, suddenly there was footsteps not far from outside, and one seemed a little bit. A familiar and pleasant voice sounded:
"Hey, wait!"
Lin Feng raised his head subconsciously.
Then I saw a slender and white palm slamming the elevator door that was about to close decisively.
The elevator door slowly opened again.
In front of the door, a beautiful girl who seemed to be carrying a suitcase came into someone's field of vision.
"What's the hurry, wait for someone to die?"
After taking a breath and breathing evenly, An Xin still had a bit of blush on her face, An Xin scolded someone in the elevator who was stunned and looked at her.
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