Suqin nodded silently, "Actually, I really envy the relationship between you and Shaojun. The love is sincere and vigorous, but the relationship between Yu Ning and I is like a trickle. Although I know the other side’s intentions, no one I dare to take a step further, and I have never even said a more intimate word. Although I know that he is a son of the world, his responsibility is very heavy, and he must be cautious in everything he does, but I hope he can impulse me once, even once. I always think that he really loves me, but he still doesn't. I know that I am asking too much, but maybe this is how I feel as a woman."
Jielan knew the feelings between Suqin and Yu Ning, but didn’t know how they got together, so she couldn’t help but ask: "If Sister Suqin doesn’t mind, you can tell us about the relationship between you and Yu Ning. How was it?"
Suqin is a little bit shy, but she hasn't had any friends in the past ten years, and there hasn't been anyone in Baihualou who can tell her about her concerns. Now when she meets Jielan and the others, she immediately feels that she has confidence in her heart. No longer so lonely as a person, she opened her lips lightly and said, "I and he were playmates when I was young. At that time, the first master was still alive, so we are not like this, because the first master loved me very much, so we often I was called into the city court to accompany Yu Ning. The two of them studied and practiced martial arts together. After a long time together, they had feelings. Until later I was taken away by the master to practice. The two people were separated temporarily, perhaps because of the separation, or perhaps because of the separation. I grew up day by day, and I missed Yu Ning more day by day than a day. When I got older, I realized that my miss for him was no longer like that of my childhood friend, but because I needed to follow it every day. The master was practising, so I couldn’t go back to see him. Until later, I heard that the first master was about to die. I was grateful for the love the first master had for me, so I said goodbye to my mentor and went down the mountain and returned to the city. , Yu Ning was imprisoned, my family was killed, and I was sold into the brothel. Fortunately, at that time, Yu Ning sent someone to buy me to keep me innocent. Since then, I have been in Baihualou every day. I have been playing the piano, and the love and longing for Yu Ning in my mind is better than a day, and Yu Ning will come to visit me every month, maybe because both of them have experienced mutations, they can no longer be like before. I live together in the same way. Every time I meet, I just play the piano for him to listen to, and he occasionally plays against me for a few games, so even now, I don’t know what his mind is, I know, even how noble my identity was before. , But after all, in the land of fireworks, it is impossible to be with Yu Ning, but I only hope that he can complete his great cause, and after his great cause is completed, I will go back to the mountains and forests and follow the master to continue cultivating Xi, forget these mundane things."
I thought that Suqin and Yu Ning were in love, but I didn’t expect that Suqin, who seemed to be so elegant and inviolable, had such a worrying side. It turned out that she was afraid of her identity and fear, just like herself. He can't match the other party, because he is afraid, so I want to escape.
"Then what's the matter with the jade pendant? Since he gave you the jade pendant, he must be affectionate to you, not what you think?" Jie Lan wanted to comfort Suqin.