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With the silence of the two, an unspeakable depression fluctuated between them, as if breaking through the distance between them, connected with the mobile phone, and passed on to each other.
Even if Silent and Meijiu can't see what kind of expression is on the face of the person on the other side of the phone at the moment, perhaps because they don't need to face each other, the guardianship between each other has weakened a lot.
Therefore, after waiting for a long time, it was silent until Meijiu's somewhat sad words.
"No... now, I only have one voice left..."
"Is it...?" He sighed speechlessly and disappointedly.
"what a pity…"
Hearing this sentence, Meijiu was silent for a while, but this time of silence did not last long. Soon, a sentence containing some emotions, sounds very complicated, from the other side of the phone. , Passed into the silent ear.
"Why are you so enthusiastic about my previous voice? Is it because my voice is not good?..." Although you can't see Meijiu's current appearance, judging from the lowness of her voice, Meijiu should be pursing her lips and squeezing hard. It came out of such a sentence.
"Obviously, compared with the previous voice, the current voice has more fan support, and it is also appreciated by more upper-class people in the entertainment industry. Why do you want me to sing with the previous voice?..."
"Ask this question..." Silently shook his head, and dropped the clothes in his hands. Sit down and mutter for a while. Asked: "Then I ask you, why do you want to sing in this voice now? Don't you hate your previous voice so much?..."
"How could it be disgusting!" Mei Jiu's voice became excited. "That's my voice! The only thing left from my childhood! How could I hate it?!"
"Then why don't you use it to sing?..." Silently closed his eyes. "Obviously that is also your voice, isn't it?..."
"Because it's gone! It was taken away by those dirty humans!" Meijiu's excited voice began to carry resentment.
"No matter how good it is?! The result hasn't disappeared! It has disappeared! I can't help it!"
"Is that so?..." Hearing Mei Jiu's voice of excitement, resentment, and bitterness, her silent heart calmed down strangely.
"The so-called psychogenic disease refers to a disease caused by mental or psychological factors. The specific manifestation is that the patient suffers a certain impact in life or mentality. The fragility of the aspect is directly reflected in the body..."
"The same is true for psychogenic aphonia, it just reflects the fragility of the heart directly on the body..."
After clarifying his inner emotions, the silent voice suddenly became gentle.
"So. Meijiu, your voice has never been lost. It is in your body. As long as you can become stronger, it will wake up..."
"Strong? Are you trying to say that I am fragile?" Mei Jiu smiled, ironically.
"What if the previous voice comes back? Will anyone listen to me sing?..."
Without waiting for a speechless answer, Mei Jiu raised her voice.
"Impossible. If there are people who are really obsessed with my singing, why are they confused when there are rumors? Why do they believe when there is a scandal? They don’t like my voice, they like me. Song? What does my voice have to do with those scandals?!"
"Therefore, those fans would not believe me before, when I was in pain. There was no one to help me..." Meijiu's voice turned into a deep depression, full of self-deprecation.
"Even if I have that voice again, then, when that happens again, I will still be betrayed..."
"If you have this voice now, others will believe me..."
"If you lose even this voice now, then I..."
"So~~Say~~" Meijiu hadn't finished her words. Without words, he prolonged his tone, and spoke to her with extreme dissatisfaction.
"I've been talking since the beginning, I want to listen to the songs you sing, using your original voice, why do you think no one likes your songs? Am I right here?!"
"You..." Meijiu's voice trembled violently, and she gritted her teeth.
"Do you think that I will believe you when you say that? You just said that because you wanted to seal my spiritual power. I wouldn't believe it..."
"Perhaps there is also a reason for that. I really haven't heard the song you sang before..." he said quietly.
"But if you say that when you are in pain, there is no one to help you, then I have no way to agree!"
Meijiu was startled.
"There is a girl in a painful state in front of you. A man would want to help you. Your previous fans didn't help you when you were in pain. That's because they are not men at all!"
He laughed silently and unceremoniously. "You just wiped out all the men because of the betrayal of a group of rubbish wearing men's masks, thinking that they are all filthy existences, then please forgive me, I can't agree with your statement!"
"Say... it sounds good..." Mei Jiu gritted her teeth tightly, resisting the tremor in her heart.
"Just like you said, you want to overthrow my previous cognition with this sentence, then please forgive me, I can't agree with your statement!"
Hearing this, there was no words to speak suddenly...
Just as Meijiu said, no matter how good she said, she is just a single sentence after all, there is no evidence at all.
It is said that there are unexpected surprises who give full marks to the net!
It can be used to prove that what I said is correct.
On the contrary, Meijiu's previous experience is indeed there, which has always proved the ugly side of men and also proved that what she said is correct.
Although there was a suspicion of exhausting the net, in fact, at that time, none of the fans chose to believe in Meijiu and offered her a helping hand.
Meijiu has seen the dark and ugly side of this society, but she hasn't shown her the bright and hopeful part. How can she convince her? …
How about to save this poor girl who has been hurt and still has a huge scar in his heart. It has not been healed until today and has been living a lonely, mistrustful, and poor girl? …
Suddenly, a thought flashed in his silent mind.
Is it precisely because of this that Meijiu truly hopes that someone can listen to her words, listen to her complaints, and let her vent her past pains? …
Isn't it because of this that since that contact, the self who has left a deep impression on Meijiu has received calls from Meijiu every day? …
Meijiu, is it because she is so lonely that she wants to talk to herself and keeps calling herself? …
Is what she wants is an object who can tell the pain in the past? …
Thinking of this, he took a deep breath and laughed.
"Hey, Meijiu..." At this moment, the silent voice was very soft, but extremely soft.
"When you have psychogenic aphonia, there must be a period of time with hope in your heart, waiting for someone to help you, that's why you say the phrase'when you are in pain, there is no one to help you', right?... "
Meijiu's heart beat abruptly, and her eyes fluctuated, causing her to reflexively open her mouth, and immediately wanted to refute.
But before she could refute, the silent voice resounded in her ears and in her heart.
"Okay! I've decided!" With a speechless laugh, he said this loudly.
"From this moment when you have not chosen to believe me, I will always have hope, waiting for you to believe me!"
As he talked, his silent smile brightened up.
"So, Meijiu, you must give me a helping hand..."
"You...you..." Meijiu's voice trembled suddenly, and her heart became chaotic.
Because, there, a closed place, is constantly shaking...
Maybe it was because she could hear Mei Jiu's inner emotions from her voice, she smiled silently, and her voice changed.
"When was the concert held?..."
Meijiu was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously replied: "A week later, at the central venue of the northern square of Tiangong City, at two o'clock in the afternoon..."
"Oh? Time is still enough..." Silently shrugged his shoulders.
"Understood, I will bring my family over and cheer for you at that time!"
"Huh?..." Meijiuhua was dumbfounded. "Didn't you say that you want to hear me sing in a real voice? At that time..."
"I really want to hear you sing in a real voice, but you still can't do it right now?..." Silently smiled and laughed...
"I will wait until you sing in a real voice..."
It is said that there are unexpected surprises who give full marks to the net!