The sorrow of the wind tree!
The son wants to support but the relative does not wait. When the wanderer returns, he doesn't see his father and mother. Life and death are separated. Where can we talk
Ye Fan burst into tears, all his efforts were in vain, he came back desperately, crossed the boundless star field, but could not pass the river of time, after all, it was a step too late.
He was trembling slightly, reciting the scriptures of saving people, what kind of pain it was, and tearfully recited Taoist scriptures for his parents, hoping that they would die.
Ye Fan bit his lip, blood dripped down, and whispered over and over again, every word was stained with blood, the whole room was covered with runes, and the void was branded.
For more than 20 years, his goal in life has been to come back, meet his parents, reunite with them, and let the smiles reappear on their aging and sad faces. For this reason, he was born and died, just to return. However, his parents were gone... In one day, his life had no purpose, and the whole world collapsed.
"Dad, Mom..." Ye Fan murmured, tears kept falling, trembling, and silently recited the Sutra, never expecting to see his parents off like this.
The greatest pain in the world is nothing more than this.
He has a lot to say, to tell about his longing for the past twenty years, but he is gone, what else can he do? Only choked up, tears kept rolling down.
Ye Fan felt pain in his heart. All his efforts were turned into nothingness in front of the years, and everything could not be repeated and could not be changed.
The paleness of life, the ruthlessness of the years, he is so sad and helpless, reaching into the void, he can't catch anything!
He felt that he was so ridiculous, thinking that one day as long as he was invincible in the world, he could smash everything and change everything. But now, God directly gave him a blow to the head, making him so weak that he knelt on the ground and didn't want to get up.
"Dad, Mom, I'm back, I see you are here." Ye Fan knelt there, crying out over and over again.
"I really miss you all, but the road is too far away, so far that I worked hard and went through hardships before I came back... It was too late. Why is this... I would rather die by myself!" Ye Fan growled.
It was too late to say anything now, he grabbed his hair and felt the aura left by the two old men, why he couldn't even see each other, he was unwilling and regretful.
In the end, Ye Fan was dejected and could only cry silently, sitting on the ground, leaning against the edge of the bed, he suddenly felt that life had lost all meaning.
What practice, what slashing the way, what holy body, what invincibility, everything is empty, what's the use even if parents can't keep it!
He felt that he was ridiculous, all his efforts were in vain, and it was too late in the end to throw everything away, and he was in vain, unable to do anything.
He was crying and laughing loudly, coughing, and blood appeared at the corner of his mouth. He suddenly felt that he was nothing, sad and ridiculous.
"I can't change anything, I haven't even seen my parents for the last time, I'm useless!"
Ye Fan cried for a while, laughed for a while, all thoughts were lost, he lost any nostalgia for this world, and felt that life was boring, suffering outweighed happiness.
He was crying and laughing, and fell to the ground powerlessly. There was no sound, only tears streaming down silently. He didn't want to move, and wanted to sleep forever.
The aging faces of his parents appeared in front of his eyes from time to time. Ye Fan was dazed and slowly lost consciousness. He was exhausted, physically and mentally exhausted, and passed out.
"Xiaofan... you're back." The soft call rang in his ears.
"Don't be sad, don't cry, we don't blame you, we just miss you very much, we are more than happy to see you safe." Soft whispers, full of doting.
"Your mother and I always believed that you were still alive and would come back one day to meet us. We waited for a long time, but we were really tired and couldn't hold on anymore. Now, it's good to know that you are safe, and everything is fine. Don't worry." The words are old, there are relief and comfort, but it makes people feel sad.
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It was like a dream, Ye Fan was in a coma, tears were streaming from the corners of his eyes, he seemed to see two balls of light, and tried hard to hold their hands, but he couldn't do it.
"We're leaving, you have to live well, and you have to take good care of yourself alone..." The words weakened, the two clusters of light slowly dissipated, the aging face faded, and then turned into light rain, completely disappearing.
Ye Fan yelled, struggling desperately, trying to catch up and leave them behind, but he couldn't catch anything.
"boom!"
He woke up suddenly, there was nothing in front of him, lost the warmth just now, lost the breath of his parents, and was empty.
"you're awake."
Xu Qiong sat beside him, handed him a glass of water, and said, "Sad, people have joys and sorrows, and the moon waxes and wanes."
"What did you see just now, did you hear it?" Ye Fan grabbed her hand and shook it vigorously, all the water in the cup fell to the ground.
Xu Qiong frowned, Ye Fan's strength was so great, even though she was controlling it carefully, she still felt the pain, and said softly: "You miss them so much, your mind is too tired, don't think too much, take a good rest."
"You really didn't see or hear it?" Ye Fan stood up, releasing his consciousness, trying to find out the familiar aura that moved him and made him close.
Everything just now was too real, like a personal experience, right in front of his eyes, he was not sure if it was a dream or real.
Open the curtains, the night is very dark, a meteor shower is fading, disappearing into the sky.
Ye Fan was shocked suddenly, it was like the light rain dissipating in a dream, his body couldn't help shaking, tears flowed down, staring at the dark night sky.
"Strange, there's no forecast of a meteor shower." From another window, Xu Ye rested his chin, blinked his big eyes curiously, and looked at the sky.
Ye Fan pushed open the window, flew away, and quickly chased it down, turning into a golden light and sinking into the distant sky.
In the room, Xu Qiong opened his mouth wide in surprise, and the teacup in his hand fell to the ground with a crisp crackling sound, and the water flowed all over the floor.
She couldn't believe all of this. Although she was mentally prepared, she still couldn't accept the fact that Ye Fan pierced the sky like a golden-winged roc. Is this still a human being
Seeing Ye Fan's return suddenly, in her cognition, she thought it was related to extraterrestrial civilization, and the first thing she thought of was UFO kidnapping, etc., but at this time she was petrified. Is that... the civilization of gods and demons
In the other room, Xu Ye screamed, calling out to his mother, yelling that a meteor had crashed into the house.
Fearless, the girl ran into the room quickly and said, "Mom, did you see it just now? A shooting star seems to pass by our house. It's amazing!"
Xu Qiong put her hands on her chest and stopped trembling. She didn't want to lose face in front of her daughter, and tried to calm herself down. What happened was too shocking.
Xu Ye was sixteen or seventeen years old, lively and active, he ran to the window, looked out the window, kept looking with his head, trying to find where the meteor fell.
"Mom, why is your face turning pale? Did you get frightened just now? Don't be afraid. With your precious daughter here, I will chase away any monsters and ghosts. Hehehe." She made a lively gesture of Tai Chi The starting style of the fist.
However, when he saw that his mother's face was still not very natural, he quickly put away his naughtiness and said, "Mom, what's wrong with you, I'll go and get you a glass of water. Hey, that little uncle, why is he gone? where?"
Xu Qiong calmed down and finally calmed down, saying: "He left beforehand."
At the end of the sky, Ye Fan stood alone in the night sky, in a daze, he couldn't catch up with anything, the meteor shower had already disappeared.
"Why, is it you, where did you go?"
He felt that there might really be an inexplicable force in the world. Was it his parents saying goodbye to him just now
However, he shook his head again. He is a monk, especially when he is so powerful, he is the most sensitive to the primordial spirit and knows its essence.
What is gone is what is gone, it is impossible to reappear, it cannot be regenerated, this is the irreversible nature of heaven and earth, everyone is mortal, even the ancient emperor is no exception.
"Maybe, it's my own subconscious that is healing my heart." Ye Fan sighed and grabbed the night sky with his hands, but couldn't grab anything.
He doesn't believe in fate, he doesn't believe in reincarnation, there is no reincarnation in the world, but the experience just now is both real and illusory, which makes him puzzled.
He thought of what the old Taoist monk said when he went to the West Desert. In the afterlife, if you believe it, you will have it. , a flower blooms.
Whether it is the same flower is up to future generations to think about it, even the ancient Buddha can't say it clearly.
"Is my own subconscious lying to me, or are they really saying goodbye to me?" Tears fell silently in Ye Fan's eyes.
He would rather believe that it was the latter. After all, he was one step too late when he returned from crossing the star field. He didn't even see his parents. Were they trying to make up for his regret just now
Ye Fan murmured, no one could hear what he was saying, he kept whispering, standing alone in the night sky, wanting to stay forever.
He didn't want to think about it rationally, because if he went deep into it, the ancient sages had already discussed it, recorded it in the manuscripts, and talked about reincarnation, so it couldn't exist.
Ye Fan walked alone under the starry sky, not thinking, not thinking, his heart was empty. At dawn, he landed on the ground. After the sun rose very high, he came to the Xishan villa area, and Xu Qiong welcomed him in.
"Wow, little uncle, why did you suddenly disappear yesterday? I don't remember seeing you go out." Xu Ye was sleepy and liked to stay in bed. He just got up with a big wombat in his arms.
"Hey, go wash your face, brush your teeth and have breakfast." Xu Qiong gave her a push.
Although Xu Ye was only sixteen or seventeen years old, she was as slender as her mother, almost the same height, so she nodded obediently and said, "Oh, all right."
This is the biggest blow Ye Fan has encountered in his life. He really wants to leave this place and avoid this world of mortals. Everything he sees makes him sad and painful.
However, it is impossible for him to leave just now, he wants to know the last time of his parents, and wants to know everything about the past.
"Eat something first, and I will tell you slowly in a while." Xu Qiong brushed her long hair and comforted softly.
"I can't eat, you go and eat, I'll wait for you, and then you take me to their cemetery." Ye Fan felt heavy all over, fell on the sofa and didn't want to move, his eyes were astringent, but the tears had dried up .
Xu Qiong sighed softly, she didn't have much appetite, so she took Ye Fan out, drove to a distant place, and arrived at the cemetery after more than an hour.
The cemetery is very large, planted with evergreen grasses in all seasons, built on the low hills, and there are some green pines and cypresses, which set off the solemnity and solemnity of this place.
"It's here..." Suddenly, Xu Qiong showed a strange look, because there was a bunch of pure white flowers in front of the tombstone, shaking with the wind, the petals rustled and fell, and there was a faint fragrance.
"Will anyone else come here to visit the grave?" Ye Fan asked.
"I don't think anyone else knows, it's a little strange." Xu Qiong was puzzled.