From a very young age, Yanlu could feel that he was not welcome in that family, and the only person who made him feel a little affectionate was his grandfather.
When Yanlu was born, his mother passed away, so his father didn't like him very much.
Before the age of five, he thought so.
When he was five years old, he remembered it very clearly. When he came back from school, he found that there were many people in the family. Before he entered the door, he was taken by the nanny to the back door.
"Little Master, there is a guest in front of Mr., you should do your homework here first, and wait for the guest to leave. You are in the past, okay?" That's what the nanny told him.
Yan Lu nodded blankly, and asked in a tender voice, "What kind of guest?"
The nanny gave him a deep look and rubbed his head, "Young Master, you are still young, don't ask, just do your homework obediently."
At that time, Yan Lu didn't understand that that look was called pity.
He stayed behind for a long time, but no one came to tell him to go back. He was cold and hungry, and sneaked into the living room from the kitchen.
The living room was very warm, and Yan Lu carefully looked for his father in the crowd.
His father was wearing a straight suit, standing in the middle of the crowd, next to a young woman, the woman took his father's arm, pursed her lips and chuckled, and the two looked very close.
And the woman is holding a child in her hand, who looks about the same age as him...
"Little young master... why did you come here?" The nanny saw him before, picked him up, quickly entered the kitchen, and brought him back to the room just now, "Little young master, you are here for a while, Qian Qian Don't you want to go out, do you know?"
"Why?" Yan Lu asked inexplicably, "Who is that woman beside Dad?"
The nanny sighed, "Young master, don't ask."
She turned and left the room, Yan Lu heard the sound of the lock, he ran to pull the door, and sure enough the door was locked.
Yan Lu waited in the room until it was dark, but it was getting quieter and quieter outside, and there was no one...
He tried to knock on the door, but no one answered him.
The nanny had been tired all day, and after finishing packing, she couldn't open her eyes for a long time, and she forgot her rhythm.
Yanlu was locked up for one night, and the nanny only remembered the next day and hurried to find Yanlu.
Yanlu was locked up for one night and had already started to have a high fever. He was sent to the hospital and was almost given a critical illness notice. In the end, Yanlu survived.
"Where's Dad?" Yanlu was lying on the hospital bed, "Why didn't he come to see me?"
The nanny put the soup down, not knowing how to answer Yanlu, so she could only be silent.
Yanlu continued to ask, "Did Dad not want me anymore?"
The nanny couldn't bear it in her heart, "It's nothing, young master, don't think about it, Mr. is just busy, and he will come to see you when he is busy."
"Really?"
The nanny nodded with difficulty, "Really."
But until Yanlu was discharged from the hospital, he never saw his father.
On the day he was discharged from the hospital, his grandfather came. Yanlu was a little afraid of this grandfather. He always felt that he was serious and serious.
"Xiao Lu, are you healthy?"
"Okay... much better." Yan Lu shrank in the corner of the car and replied with his head lowered.
Suddenly there was a little bear in front of him, Yan Lu looked up at the old man opposite.
The old man still had a stern face, "I saw it on the way here just now."
"Give it to me?" Yan Lu asked cautiously.
"Well, for Xiaolu."
Yan Lu seemed to see the old man smile, but when he looked closely, the old man still had that serious face, he must have been delusional just now.
Yanlu took the bear, "Thank you, grandpa."
The old man sighed, touched his head, and stopped talking.
When Yanlu returned to the villa, he saw the woman standing beside his father at a glance, holding the boy out of it.
She looked at him condescendingly, disdainfully, "Xiao Song, do you know how to stay away from him in the future?"
"Mom, is he my brother?"
"What brother, he is also worthy." The woman snorted coldly and took the boy away.
Yanlu squeezed the bear in his hand and went back to his room.
Yan Song was the child brought by the woman, and said it was the child of her ex-husband. Later, Yan Lu found out that it was not at all. It was his father and her child. Saying that is just to hide people's eyes and ears.
He was fourteen when he knew this.
Since that woman married his father, his life in Yan's house has been even more difficult.
Yan Song could talk and make his father happy.
He had tried it before, but every time his father looked at him with disgust, like he was some kind of filth.
Speaking of Song and that woman bullying him, his father would just turn a blind eye.
Yan Lu learned to be a transparent person at home, ignoring their cynicism. The more he ignored them, the more they made progress, but if he resisted, his father would definitely be angry, and he could only bear it.
That night, he came back late, for fear of being found by his father and the woman, he deliberately lowered his footsteps, and then he heard the incident.
Yan Song was his father's biological child, and that woman was the one his father really loved.
His mother was just a woman who married into the Yan family by means. His father hated her very much, so he hated him too.
Yan Song heard this from somewhere, and ran to mock him.
At the age of fourteen, he was full of vitality, and when he was impulsive, Yan Lu beat Yan Song.
It wasn't the first time Yanlu beat someone, but it was the best time for Yanlu to beat someone.
But he was also beaten by his father and lay in bed for a month.
That's how his feud with Yan Song ended.
Usually at school, Yan Song led people to surround him, and a group of people beat him alone.
He didn't want to be beaten, so he learned to resist.
But he still lost.
"Little bastard, bah!" Yan Song kicked Yan Lu with a face full of disgust, "Don't look at your identity, dare to be right with me."
Yanlu remembered, but he couldn't, and his whole body was in pain.
He could only watch Yan Song lead people away.
That was also the first time Yan Lu saw her.
She rode a bicycle and passed by him. After a while, she slowly backed away. After observing for a while, she seemed to be checking if there was anyone nearby. After a long time, she walked over and helped him up.
The voice was very thin, with a bit of panic, "Are you all right?"
He was beaten like this, and she asked herself if she was okay. At that time, Yanlu felt that there was something wrong with the girl's brain and didn't want to care about her.
"Hey, talk to me."
"I'll help you up first..."
Yanlu didn't want to speak, no matter what the girl called him, he didn't respond.
The girl took him to a clinic, and after rummaging in her bag for a long time, she collected a hundred dollars. The people at the clinic seemed to know her and didn't care too much.
He heard the doctor call her Jane Yin.
Yanlu didn't take this little episode to heart. As soon as she left, he left. When he left, he left money for the doctor and asked him to pass it on to her.