Ta Yaryu frowned, almost letting out a sigh of near-frustration.
He had just found a manga journal in Fujimitsu's closet, just as he was about to put the dried and folded clothes in the closet.
Jinto is not at home. He has a chess-instructing job in a field and will not be able to return until tomorrow.
And Taya is thinking about whether to start a new round of Cold War tomorrow, or start this evening? When Shinto called back, that was, if he could still remember.
Shindo should know exactly what he thinks about comics like this - after they moved into this apartment, he lost almost all of Shindo's comic books and game software, and Shindou used to rant about it like a fire-breathing head Long, but in the end, he bowed his head and compromised under his firm will-, so he hid this comic in the closet, and he knew what he would face once he found out, and Kyo Taya was frustrated that, Even so, he would still do it.
Why does he never learn well? Taehyung thought with some displeasure.
Probably Shindou is acting too much like a spoiled child, free-spirited and disorganized, forcing Taya to mature himself quickly.
He's the one of the two who is in charge of stepping on the brakes, making sure their lives are on track. From the daily necessities of life, the nutrition of the diet, to the time limit for returning home late... At the same time, Ta Yaryo also found out what it is to want to put such basic rules of life into Fujimitsu's stubborn brain." impossible" thing.
He gradually started to get tired of talking to Shindou over and over and arguing with him over the same thing, which was completely ineffective. The youth's usual open-mindedness and informality have become his "enemy" at this time. Shindou usually turns his head and forgets what he has just repeatedly nagged and argued with.
Taya Ryo was deeply troubled by this, and at the same time had a feeling of being ignored like "Have you never heard what I said?".
So, when Shinto came back late again, he decided to keep his mouth shut and didn't bother to object to it again.
Unexpectedly, there will be unexpected results.
That night, the young man crawls and crawls under him, with a strange obedience and obedience.
When he entered and entered the boy's body, the boy's face turned pale in pain, but instead of protesting and twisting as loudly as before, he just bit the pillow tightly and choked the moan and moan in his throat.
He couldn't help but feel pity deeply, and at the same time, an inexplicable sense of satisfaction and accomplishment came into his heart.
That made him reach high, high tide almost instantly.
Taya began to find that what he wanted to get, as long as he was able to get it in this way.
Jindou couldn't stand ignoring him, and whenever he raised his face, he would succumb to himself - even if he did something that he had always resisted before, he used to spend too much money to appease him. So much energy, that I can't fully enjoy this unbearable pleasure.
And every time after the Cold War, Jinto will always be obedient for a while. Although he is still reminiscent of his old ways in the end, at least he doesn't take his words as seriously as he did at the beginning.
This is also an extremely civilized means of dealing with contradictions, at least the possible consequences are under his control.
Taya didn't want to fight with Shinto anymore. He had almost hurt Light because of losing control before, and he promised not to do the same thing again. —Although it was totally unreasonable for Shinto to say that he had influenced his Go! In Taya's view, what really affected Shinto's Go game was probably his inexorable fascination and love for anime games.
However, Taya Ryo always did what he said, and he never wanted to hurt Shinto no matter what. It was his lover after all.
So it's best not to argue, you won't be provoked out of control by Jin Teng, and you won't do unforgivable wrongs when you're angry.
So this should be the best solution to the dispute between the two: a cold war.
When Ta Yaryo was about to take the comic book out of the closet, he suddenly remembered the last seminar. Ogata was silent and thoughtful about his chess game, but when he left, he suddenly lost his mind. A sentence came out: "Xiao Liang, some things, the faster you hold on to them, the faster they will be lost. Be careful too much."
Because he was too surprised, Ta Yaliang completely forgot to fight back.
Being advised by Ogata is more unbearable than being satirized by him. This man has always been indifferent and never cared about other people's private affairs. Sympathy is definitely what he lacks the most. Ta Yaliang believes that even when he watched the car driven by others rushing towards the railing on the edge of the cliff, he was too lazy to shout: " drive carefully!". And when he reluctantly opened his mouth to give advice, that is to say, in his eyes, you are already quite pitiful, and even he can't help sympathizing with you, your life is worthless.
Taya Ryo didn't understand why he would mind because of Ogata's words.
Of course he knew what Ogata was referring to. The tighter he grasped it, the faster it would drain. It was sand, and for sand, he would not grab it with his hands, but would put it in a box.
Ogata didn't really think he was that stupid, did he
Ta Yaliang took out the comic book and threw it away, and at the same time dialed the telephone socket at home.
He loves Jin Fujimitsu very much, but that doesn't mean he will turn a blind eye to his shortcomings.
There was a connection tone on the phone, but no one answered; Shinto Mitsuru reluctantly dialed again, and it was the same situation.
Looking at his watch, it was just 10:03 when Jinto's face was wrinkled and he sighed, "Ah, it's only been three minutes, Ryo, don't be so strict!"
He fell into the bed face down, as if he wanted to just ignore it.
He didn't understand what was going on with him, why he made mistakes again and again, even though he knew it would make Liang unhappy. Is it really like Liang said, his personality is messed up and hopeless
Shinto was very frustrated. He could almost imagine Taya's expression at the moment: his lips were pursed, his eyelids were drooping, his face was like frost... He had seen this expression so many times recently that he would be stunned when he saw Taya pursed his lips. Couldn't help but be terrified, because that would mean he made a mistake again, and unless he climbed into Taya's bed, there was no way he would be reconciled.
Shindou couldn't be more disgusted with doing this than now, it had become more and more like a punishment and lost its original meaning.
But he had no choice.
It was always him who fouled, and Taya did not accept his verbal apology.
…But, if possible… Maybe, he could teach himself a better tomorrow night.
Shinto reluctantly cast his eyes on Ogata who had just come out of the bath, and began to consider the possibility of getting some, um, pointers from him.
After all, this man should also take some responsibility for his current predicament.
When today's chess guide ended, it was already very late. After the two returned to the room, they discussed the just-concluded Three Kingdoms Tournament.
In the Three Kingdoms Tournament, Hikaru Shinto passed the domestic preliminaries in a thrilling way, but was eliminated by his old friend Gao Yongxia in the first round of preliminaries; Ryo Taya lasted one more round of competition than him, and did not wait until the second round of preliminaries. defeated.
Ogata mercilessly criticized his chess game for nothing.
Shinto pouted unhappily, but couldn't refute it. After all, he was really not in good shape at the time... er, or he hasn't been in good shape until now. Despite this, it took a long time before he grumbled to admit that after the game, Gao Yongxia also criticized him for not being in shape, hoping that the next time the game could be played fairly.
That's it, Teach Shindoumitsu forgot that he should call back before ten o'clock.
"Hey, Mr. Ogata..."
He opened his mouth cautiously, secretly hoping that the man was still indulging in the eager atmosphere he had just discussed about the chess game, and had not returned to his usual detachment and indifference.
"Yes?" Ogata asked casually as he went to get his glasses.
"Well, have you... I mean," Shinto said hesitantly, "you have a lot of girlfriends, don't you?"
Ogata paused, his eyes showing the sarcastic look that Jindou was familiar with: "It's rare. Why do you care about this all of a sudden? How many girlfriends have I ever had, eh?"
"Um..." Shinto Hikaru smiled a little embarrassedly, "Well, do you have... do you have a same, a man... a same man..."
Ogata felt angry and funny again. Does he look a lot like a puberty, sexuality, behavior coach? Or maybe the teenager just wanted to extend the topic of discussion from Go to sex and affairs on a whim? He adjusted his glasses, his expression subtly silent.
Shindou Hikaru scratched his hair in embarrassment: "Hey, I don't mean to... interfere with your privacy, just... just, I want to know, if I do... with a man, is it- it hurts like this every time..." His voice became more and more Light, I began to feel that I wanted to get some constructive advice from this man.
Ogata raised his eyebrows slightly, "This is really... a strange question! I do know that some people need pain to awaken their desires, but since you ask that, I assume you are not in this case?" He asked Looking at Jindou.
Shindou looked confused by his words, and only had time to say "Ah...".
Ogata looked at him with a faint smile on his lips: "Then, you need to teach the other party to understand your tolerance for pain. Doing this is for both parties to seek joy together. You must understand each other's needs and let them The other party understands you, so that you can enjoy it."
Shinto blinked and smiled a little embarrassedly to show that he still didn't understand what Ogata said, but a sentence slipped out of his mouth without thinking: "Hey, Mr. Ogata, it looks like this. , you may be a very gentle lover."
Ogata's eyes flashed, because the flash disappeared so fast that Shindou didn't even have time to catch it.
With a thoughtful sneer on the corners of his lips, he slowly repeated: "You must understand the needs of the other party, and let the other party understand yours... Before that, you must first learn to understand yourself..."
Jindou suddenly felt that the atmosphere in the room became a little different, the air was full of oppression, and the piercing eyes staring at him from behind the lens reminded him of the eyes of the beasts he once saw on the TV screen, dangerous, And aggressive, and before he could react, the man was very close. Their bodies were almost touching, but they didn't, and Shindou could almost feel the heat radiating from the man through the thin fabric of his shirt, which made his skin shudder involuntarily.
Ogata looked down, one hand on his head. He was almost completely shrouded in the shadow of a man. The difference in height alone made him feel that he was at a disadvantage, and because of lying in such a posture, it taught him to feel extremely weak.
"Mr. Ogata..."
"Have you listened to your body carefully? Understand it, what exactly does it need?" Ogata's expression didn't change, he was still sneering with a thoughtful sneer, his voice was low Yuu, when he opened his mouth, Shinto could feel the resonance in his chest. Their lips were only a few centimeters apart, and Jindou would kiss the man's lips as long as he raised his head slightly. He felt that his breath was choked in his throat, but it was slightly opened because the air was too thin, and he hardly dared to move.
"You have a very beautiful body. Beautiful and sensitive." Ogata stroked his cheek with the back of his hand, causing a slight tingling, like the feeling of a high-quality cloth rubbing against his body, soft and smooth slip. Shindou felt as if he was stuck there, and could only passively look at his face. The soft light was projected from his side, illuminating the right side of his face and leaving a shadow on the left. Jinto suddenly noticed that the man had a very clever and delicate arc.
"However, you can be morally taught to ignore and resist listening. What I'm saying is, don't do it. The brain sometimes misjudges, the mind sometimes gets blinded, and the body, feeling uncomfortable is that it must be There's something wrong. Any bit of neglect you do to your body will end up hitting you like a boulder, and at that point, you may not be able to take it. It's a huge treasure that we all have from birth , and it will accompany us until death."
Shinto stared at his lips as if bewitched. Ogata's lips are very thin, from which you can see his sarcasm, but what Shinto is thinking at the moment is, is it as soft and warm as it seems? He suddenly had the urge to lick it.
So he did so.
Licking on those thin lips.
Ogata obviously did not expect this at all, he raised his body abruptly, his brown eyes narrowed tightly.
Jinto couldn't help laughing, from smirking to laughing, laughing at the pure shock on the man's face. He rolled on the bed laughing, wiping away tears.
Ogata turned from shock to resentment. He stroked his forehead with his hand, as if trying to find his own sanity. But he failed. The dignity of an elder taught him to refuse to be an object of ridicule.
He jumped up, grabbed the boy by the shoulders, pressed him firmly against the sheets, and snorted coldly, "Boy, this is not funny at all!"
He leaned over and kissed the boy's lips. His kisses were as familiar and experienced as he had always been, sucking slyly with his lips, and teasing and teasing with the tip of his tongue, until Jindou couldn't help answering him, with his warm, earnest touch. It was only when they got tangled that his kisses started to become more aggressive.
God! Shindou felt that he was about to melt into such a passionate kiss, his mouth was so hard that it hurt because of the man's thorough exploration, but he still felt that it was not enough. He involuntarily raised his body so that the man could hold his back and deepen the kiss. The man's eyes were deep and warm, no longer the usual alienation and indifference, the arm behind him gradually tightened, Jindou felt that he was completely pressed into that soft and slender body, and this feeling was surprisingly wonderful!
The heat between the two can't be higher! Shindou felt as if a flame was burning in his body, and the man's knees subtly spread his legs apart, rubbing his hot, hard core and heart quite slyly and patiently, with a bump or two. He moaned and groaned uncontrollably. The man's kisses are deeper and deeper, his love and caresses are everywhere, and Shindou desperately wants more.
The sudden high tide, high tide, and tide slammed into his body, and Jindou slumped into Ogata's arms, feeling dizzy, as if his whole body had lost a bone, and he couldn't even move a finger.
Ogata seemed to be able to fully understand what he was feeling at the moment, and his palms were gently stroking up and down against his back. Contrary to this gentle gesture, it was his usual indifferent and sarcastic tone: "You are a very, very naughty person. Little boy. But I'm assuming you've learned your lesson? Now, go and clean up like a good boy."
Shindou felt that his brain had completely shut down, and he couldn't even squeeze out a reply. He watched almost sluggishly as the man put him back on the bed quite gently, then went back to his own bed, pulled the covers off and lay down, still feeling sore in his legs when he stood up. How did it all start? How did you get to this point step by step? He watched it happen and had no idea about it. He only felt tingling in his lips and uncomfortable cold and sticky trousers and pants, but it was still the best experience of his life.
When he heard the sound of the bathroom door closing, Ogata rolled over and lay on his back, pressing his hand on his hot forehead, smiling slightly.
The little accident just now revealed more emotions than he had allowed. Ogata couldn't help but face it. Perhaps, the initial attention to the boy was only due to the mysterious connection between him and the Internet chess god SAI, but to this day, he already has a strange emotion for this boy. When exactly this happened, even he couldn't know for sure.
In this regard, Ogata could only smile bitterly. He has always believed that loving someone is the most invaluable thing, ranging from injury to death in the light of severity, and loss of life in any case. Even more outrageous than this, I am afraid that the person who wants to give up the control of his life is actually such a hairy boy!
Could he be sure it wasn't another hormonal rush of puberty? Can he be sure that what the boy wants from him is not just beauty, sex, etc.? The thirsty body of the juvenile seems to have been a long time ago—or never? — Having been comforted, every inch of his skin seemed to be screaming at himself begging, begging, love, pity.
But it's at least a good start. Although the boy's previous relationship hasn't officially ended yet - it probably won't be too long. Ogata has been following their relationship until today, and both of them are exhausted, like a house made of paper, broken with a poke of a finger.
Although burying an old one with a new one would be quite a foolish move. The client is often still affected by the aftermath of the old relationship, and has no time to calm down and listen to his own heart, what he wants in the end. Even if they choose, they are blind, and the truth is that they often regret it soon after. But Ogata didn't want to miss this opportunity. This child was a priceless treasure, and people around him wouldn't realize it unless they were blind.
Ogata smiled quietly and stretched out his limbs on the soft bed.
Since Ta Yaliang can't seize his opportunity, then he will take over, how about it
If Shinto ever thought he could see something from Ogata's expression, then he was destined to be disappointed.
Whether it was his demeanor or his tone of voice, even though he stared into his eyes for a long time, Jindou couldn't find the slightest escape from anywhere, as if it was just a spring dream under his surging passion.
But Shindou had been thinking about the kiss, the caress, the touch all night... He never imagined that this could be so wonderful, and what he had experienced in the past, compared to last night's, was not only Lost color, simply lost color.
He felt a little dazed, and then he felt annoyed at the man. Why would he do such a thing to himself? Plainly disturbed his mind... But then he remembered that he originally wanted to get some pointers from the man, and couldn't help but mentally beat himself a few times for his stupidity.
He returned home with a full heart in this way. Ta Yaryo was sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper, ignoring Jindo's "I'm back".
Shinto shrugged, feeling a little restless in his heart. He didn't like Taya fighting him coldly, it was like unilaterally convicting him and not allowing him to defend himself, except to plead guilty, or not.
Did Taya realize that they had grown apart a lot during this time? When there is no Cold War, there are few conversations, Taya has always been a little talker, and he is afraid of saying the wrong thing.
But that's for later. Jinto walked back to his room. Before he went out, a college student who knew each other on weekdays was out of stock because the new issue of "Juvenile JUMP" in the district he lived in was out of stock. He asked him to buy it on his behalf. past.
Then, he wants to have a good talk with Taya.
When Shinto Hikaru rushed out of the room, Tayaya had just hung up the phone. It was from his mother, who had just returned home with his father, hoping that he could come home.
"Where's the comic book in my closet?" Jindou's question was aggressive, and those who didn't know might misunderstand what priceless treasure was hidden in that comic.
Ta Yaliang looked at him and didn't answer. He didn't forget that the two were in a cold war right now, and he didn't think Shindou would really be able to guess where that comic book went. Clearly it has only one destination: the dumpster.
"I lost it, didn't I? Well, I don't think I have to ask why." Shindou sneered, feeling an unprovoked exasperation and injury when he discovered that the comic book hidden in the closet had been flying. Emotions. It might be a bit of a fuss, and he could buy more comic books, but this time, Shinto was tired of admitting his mistakes again.
He gestured exaggeratedly, "Ta Yaliang is the only master here, as long as you don't like it, you can't exist here!"
Ta Yaliang sighed, bypassing him and preparing to go out. He doesn't want to quarrel, quarrel is pointless, both sides will say a lot of excessive words because of anger, hurting others and hurting others.
"Taya Ryo!"
Shindou misunderstood his actions, which made him even more annoyed. He hated facing such an expressionless and cold Ta Yaliang, which made him have the urge to smash something.
"Since you hate me so much that you don't even bother to talk to me, then it's better to break up!"
The door was pulled open a crack and pressed again. Ta Yaliang looked at him in disbelief, couldn't believe his ears: "What did you say?" Jinto wants to break up with him? Just for a comic book? !
"I said, I've had enough!" Jindou was also taken aback by the words he rushed out of his mouth, but he didn't want to be discouraged by the words, "You are always picking on me. It's not good, that's not right! Yes, I have many shortcomings, but you didn't just know about it today! When you knew me, I was like this! Since you find me so unpleasant, why did you want to do it in the first place? with me?!"
"Light..." Taya Ryo tried to distinguish something, but was interrupted by Jindou.
"If you want it, it has to be my everything! Don't try to remake me!"
He was just... unreasonable!
Taya was really angry.
Saying that he has been picking on his faults... Is he trying to turn a blind eye to his shortcomings? Does he want to watch him murder his life with that junk food and do nothing? Does he want him to let his bad habits go unreproached? ! Does he think he likes arguing and fighting with him over these trivial and boring things? Does it do you any good for yourself? Who are you doing this for? Not all for him!
Jinto completely denied his concern, turned a blind eye to his good intentions, and let his good intentions go to waste... This really gave him chills. Is there anyone in the world who is more ungrateful and ignorant than Jindou!
There was a momentary silence in the room. Taya's cheeks were flushed, his chest rose and fell sharply, and his body trembled as he struggled to control himself... Shindou couldn't help holding his breath and stared at him, feeling the rumbling sound of blood rumbling in his ears, and his heart was shaking. Hit his ribs vigorously: no, no, bright! Please, please don't give up on me!
However, he heard Ta Yaliang say, the deep hatred in his eyes almost destroyed him: "Okay, whatever you want!"
The door slammed shut before his eyes.
Shindou closed his eyes in despair, feeling his world crumble.
Ogata finally found Shinto Hikaru, on the hillside with the golden rain.
It was already dark, the rain was still falling, and the damp wind was blowing everywhere, and the surrounding scene was very bleak - if you ignore the fierce shouting at the flowering tree covered with dark-brown fruits: " Where are the flowers? Why haven't you bloomed anymore?" the boy's words.
Ogata coughed lightly to hide his almost uncontrollable smile, and then frowned at the strong smell of alcohol emanating from the boy's body: "Did you drink?"
Jindou was probably tired, he sat down on the wet ground, panting heavily: "Sake... er, it seems like..." He suddenly became a little nervous, grabbed Ogata who was approaching, fingers With a mysterious look on his lips, "Shh—don't tell Ryo, he... uh, he'll be angry..."
"Yes, yes!" Ogata agreed casually, trying to help the boy stand up.
Jindou's expression suddenly became sad, "He won't be angry with me anymore." Tears filled his big pale brown eyes, "Ryo doesn't want me anymore..."
Big drops of tears fell from his eyes, and the boy sobbed and cried very sadly.
"Yeah, yeah, but it's no use sitting here crying." Ogata almost wanted to bite his tongue off. It's unwise to reason with a drunk, what's more, the boy doesn't need his sharpness now. .
Completely indulged in his own sadness, the boy didn't pay attention to what he said.
"I... I'm going to find him..." The young man propped his knees, stood up with difficulty, and walked forward unsteadily, "Go—find him... ah!" .
Ogata's eyes were quick and he grabbed him, the ground slipped after the rain, and the two fell to the ground unsteadily. Ogata instinctively supported the ground with his hands, only to feel a "click", which was painful.
Damn it! He gripped his arms and gritted his teeth while moaning. Beside him, the boy began to whimper and cry again.
Ogata sighed. Is this his punishment? Because the young man beside him has some kind of evil intentions? He squatted down with his back to the teenager resignedly: "Climb up."
After repeated persuasion and inducement (“Climb up, I’ll take you to find Ryo”), the boy finally clumsily climbed onto his back, put his arms around his neck, and buried his face in his neck. between the shoulders.
"Ryo doesn't want me anymore..." When Ogata started to walk forward, the young man seemed to wake up a little, and said quietly behind his head, "I... didn't call me... Today is my birthday... "
Ogata did not speak. During the day when he saw Taya Ryo in the Taya mansion, he seemed a little uneasy, staring at the phone from time to time. He was probably waiting for Jinto to fight.
But Ogata wasn't going to say it, not even in the future. He was never an altruist and would never help others to steal the gems he wanted.
There was a stinging pain in the scalp, and the young man grabbed his hair angrily, shouting fiercely: "...Did you hear it!"
"Yes, yes." Ogata sighed, trying to soften his tone, "I'm listening." Damn please loosen my hair first!
The boy seemed to grunt in dissatisfaction, pressing his pointed chin on his shoulder, and it hurt a little, "I like him... I like him very much, I like him very much..."
"Ok, I know."
When I was young, my feelings were the most fragile and could not stand up to a little bit of ups and downs, and my feelings when I was young were also the purest and purest. It was the most unrestrained burning in my life. After that... people will be afraid of pain and learn to behave well.
"...I like it very much, I really like it, I like it so much that my heart hurts... "
The boy started crying again. Tears wet Ogata's shoulders, and the slightly warm stick to his skin slowly became cold. Ogata felt that the boy's tears seemed to penetrate his skin and penetrated into his heart.
"… Ok, I know."
"... I really like him... I've never liked someone like this before. I don't think I'll ever like someone like this again... "
Yes, you are right. Ogata said in his heart. One cannot step into the same river twice. In the future, no matter who the boy falls in love with, he will never be in the same state of mind. Even though he was deeply in pain, decadence, and confusion for this, in retrospect many years later, the original person was still the same as when he was a teenager. For this reason, even though Ogata felt dissatisfied, he could not take it away.
The damp wind blew from below the hillside, filling his suit jacket, and the teenager wept on his shoulder, mourning the death of his youthful love.
Ogata narrowed his eyes slightly because the wind was too strong, and walked towards the bright lights below the hillside, carrying his sweetest burden on his shoulders.
With his most bitter tenderness.