Seeing Luo Zhen fall into silence, Shino couldn't help but get excited.
Normally, Shino would never show weakness in front of others like this, let alone a man she had only known for a few days in the game. As her prey, it was good, but she wanted to show her strength in front of him. Weak, it's simply impossible.
But what happened today finally broke the shell of pretending to be strong in Shino's heart and exposed her true self.
The real Shino is not strong at all, not calm at all, and not ruthless at all. Instead, she is just a fragile girl who is manipulated by her own emotions and tortured by her ugly past.
It is precisely because of weakness that we pursue strength.
It is precisely because of vulnerability that we pursue strength.
The so-called sniper Shino is just a mask of Asada Shino.
Now, this mask was ruthlessly taken off, and everything about Shino was exposed.
"Tell me...tell me...!"
Shino couldn't help but try her best to straighten her body, stretched out her hand, grabbed Luo Zhen's collar, and shouted loudly.
"What should I do to be like you...!"
At this point, Shino was no different from collapse.
The fear, fear and resistance to the past that she had endured before made Shino's emotions completely out of control and she became blind.
Perhaps, it was because Shino sensed that her inner emotions were out of control, that the fear she had endured had reached its peak, and that she could no longer bear it any longer, so she desperately pursued strength like this.
For such Shino, the strength shown by Luo Zhen is her life-saving straw. She must grasp it, otherwise, she will soon be unable to hold on and her weakness will no longer be hidden.
The real power that can transcend the barriers between the virtual world and the real world is right in front of Shino.
And that was exactly what Shino was pursuing.
In this world, he can learn the calmness, coldness and ruthlessness of a sniper, and then use this to crush Shino Asada's weakness. This is Shino's purpose of constantly wandering in this world.
And Luo Zhen is just like Shino. He has killed people with his own hands, but he can be as calm and calm as he is now. In Shino's opinion, it is because of his incomparable power.
In order to suppress her weakness and control her fragility, Shino was desperate.
so...
"Tell me!"
Sinon bit her lip with such force that in the real world, her lip would have been bitten.
Luo Zhen looked at Shino like this and sighed silently in his heart.
Why is the girl in front of me so persistent, or perhaps paranoid
Luo Zhen doesn't know.
However, Luo Zhen knew that this was definitely not for no reason.
The girl in front of her may have some kind of extremely painful and painful past, which has just led to her current paranoia.
Luo Zhen can be sure of this.
Because Luo Zhen has seen the same look too many times.
then...
"Although I don't know what's going on, if you are looking for a certain answer, then, first of all, I can tell you one thing."
Luo Zhen looked directly at Shino and spoke like this.
"That is, you can't become like me. Give up this unrealistic idea."
One sentence directly defeated the impulse in Shino's heart.
"no way... ?"
Shino's voice was hoarse.
"That's right." Luo Zhen said without any emotion: "You are pursuing power and trying to use it to transcend something. But in this case, you shouldn't think about becoming like me. My power only belongs to No matter how much you pursue my things, they are not yours. You have completely found the wrong person."
"Secondly, you have found the wrong way." Luo Zhen looked into Shino's eyes and said word by word: "Some things cannot be overcome by becoming stronger. If you just want to suppress it by becoming stronger, It, that's just going to get a bigger backlash."
This is natural, right
"Because this is just an escape."
Luo Zhen's words began to become merciless.
"You said I was escaping?" Shino suddenly became angry and said loudly: "You don't even know that I...!"
Before Shino could finish her sentence, she was immediately interrupted by Luo Zhen.
"Yes, I have no idea what happened to you, what your situation is now, how much effort you have made and how much you have paid for it. Why do you say you are escaping?"
Luo Zhen stared at Shino and spoke like this.
"But, I still know that it won't help at all if you act like this now."
no way.
The look in Shino's eyes now was something only a person who was forced to a desperate situation would have.
With such a look in his eyes, he knew without even thinking that the other party must have gone the wrong way, otherwise he would never have entered a dead end or reached a dead end.
In this case, Luo Zhen must tell Shino.
"Even if you become as strong as me, you can't overcome what you want to overcome."
Luo Zhen shattered the only persistence in Shino's heart.
Sinon has always believed that as long as he defeated countless powerful enemies and controlled countless powerful guns in this world, he would be able to become stronger in his heart in the real world and eventually overcome the pain of the past.
For this reason, Shino will work hard in this world for half a year.
Now, Luo Zhen has shattered this hope.
And, still in the most direct way.
"If you don't want to admit it, then just tell me."
Luo Zhen's voice reached Shino's ears clearly.
"You must have become much stronger in this world than before, but have you overcome the things you want to overcome?"
The question from the soul made Shino's eyes tremble violently.
But isn’t that what it is
Since entering this game, Sinon has been getting stronger, stronger than yesterday, and countless times stronger than when she first entered this world. But in the end, in reality, she has overcome the pain of the past.
No!
Even now, Sinon still cannot touch the gun, let alone see it. Even if someone makes a pistol gesture with his hand, she will be mentally shocked, dizzy, vomiting, painful and even fainting, almost without any Isn’t the improvement proof
This just illustrates one point.
That is, Shino was wrong.
Even if she can indeed touch guns in this world, and can even calmly shoot bullets into the enemy's head to kill them, it is only because in this world, everything is virtual and does not cause It's just her inner trauma.
And once she encounters something real, Shino's mental illness will still attack.
For example, the atmosphere created during the previous confrontation between Luo Zhen and Death Gun almost caused Sinon to have an attack.
For another example, when real death approached in the warehouse, Sinon almost lost control.
These are all proofs.
"Then what should I do... what should I do..."
Shino seemed to have lost all strength and fell limply into Luo Zhen's arms.
"If this doesn't work...then I...then I..."
Shino buried her head on Luo Zhen's chest, tears finally flowing down.
Luo Zhen did not disturb Shino, and after sighing, he let her go.
After a few seconds, Shino started crying.
Cries echoed across the river bank.