Of course, Angel didn't think that a single house of hearts could allow Toby to overcome the thoughts of extreme resentment.
However, the first task now is to allow Toby to face the most resentful thoughts.
Only by facing the tragic ending can we have the motivation to change the tragic situation.
In reality, once Toby faced the idea of extreme resentment, it was equivalent to opening the calamity of five flavors, and no one knew whether the catastrophe could be overcome. But in the house of the heart, in the face of extreme resentment, there is no such risk.
This is also the uniqueness of the House of Hearts.
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When Sharu recovered from the silence, Angel and Frode also just finished discussing the issue of the inner demon's combat power.
According to Angel's calculations, the experiment has ended here, and what he should understand has been understood. However, Angel did not leave immediately, but looked at Sharu, whose eyes were still a little dazed.
"You don't seem to have given a good reason until now."
Before Sharu made a request, he hoped to enter the House of Heart to try again in the future. Angel said at the time that if Sharu could give sufficient reasons, he would not mind making an exception.
But so far, Sharu has not given a reason to convince Angel.
Sharu lowered his head, and his voice became a little low: "What I said before was the matter behind the third door. In fact, the first door and the second door, for me, are more than the third door. A door is more important."
Angel did not interrupt Sharu, motioning him to continue.
"I will tell a short story next, it may not be interesting, but this is my experience, and it is also related to the first two doors." Sha Lu paused, and then began to explain.
Sharu lived in a small town called Kuduo when he was a child. He never saw his father since he was a child, and lived with his mother and brother Lisa. Life in Kudor Town was the happiest time in his life.
Sharu's eyes lit up when he talked about life in Kudor Town. The mother was kind to their brothers and let them free to pursue their dreams. Brother Lisa's dream is to be an auditor; Sharu wants to be a righteous knight.
Sharu began to work hard for this dream since he looked into himself.
Lisa and Sharu had a wonderful childhood until the unexpected death of their mother. Their sky instantly changed from a bright sun to a bleak cloud.
Then, they were taken to live in the city of Saint Syme by their uncle who came from afar.
It was fine at first. Although my aunt was often sarcastic, my uncle was more supportive of them. But soon after, my uncle offended someone and was laid off by the company. In order to support the family, he ended up being a gatekeeper.
After that, my uncle drank decadently all day long and didn't care about them. The aunt and her son began tormenting them for six years.
Sharu did not specify the details of these six years, but his eyes were full of anger and despair, and even faintly feared. It can be seen that these six years of torture are definitely not ordinary cynicism, there may be beatings and even humiliation of personality.
Uncle actually knew about their abuse for a long time, but he pretended not to know.
In those six years, Sharu and Lisa grew up slowly from being naive children who were ignorant and chasing dreams.
When Lisa was seventeen, she left her uncle's house with Sharu and started life in a dilapidated wooden house in the forest. In order to support herself and Sharu, Lisa gave up her studies, and at the same time she gave up her dream of becoming an auditor and shepherded sheep in a manor to survive.
After leaving the uncle's house like a nightmare, although they gave up their dreams, they thought they could get a new life.
Sadly, this period only lasted three years.
A flash flood after a heavy rain washed away their wooden house and buried their future. When they opened their eyes again, they had been taken to the City of Beginning Heart by Froude.
When Sharu said this, he finally got to the point.
"The first door is a wooden door, which is the door of the former residence where I lived when I was a child. There are also two patterns painted on it, a pony and a book. These two patterns were used by my brother and I when we were young. It was painted on a tree branch, and my mother beat our brothers because of it. However, we are still very happy, because those two pictures represent our dreams, the horse is the knight, and the book is the auditor.”
When Sharu spoke of the past, there seemed to be a light flashing in his eyes. However, when he mentioned the second door, hatred and anger were in his eyes.
"The second door is the door of my uncle's house, where my brother and I had six years of nightmares."
With just one sentence, Sharu seemed to have exhausted all his strength.
After a long while, he slowed down: "The reason why I want to try again is because I want to open the first door to have a look."
After Sharu finished speaking, he looked at Angel with expectant eyes.
Angel did not have any expression, and said in a cold tone: "Then what?"
Obviously, Sharu's previous remarks may have moved him, but he did not move Angel.
The reasons he gave were still not sufficient in Angel's view.
Sharu was silent for a moment, with hesitation in his eyes.
Angel: "If that's all, I can't make an exception for you."
Hearing Angel's words, Sharu finally made up his mind. He slowly knelt down, and while Angel raised his eyebrows, he lowered his head and stretched out his hands to fold them on his chest.
Sharu didn't say a word, but his actions said everything.
This is a knighthood. Meaning, deliver my everything, my life, my future, and my glory.
Angel: "Get up, you are not a knight."
Sharu raised his head and said in a firm tone, "I will become a knight."
Angel looked at Sharu quietly: "I don't need a knight."
Sharu's eyes were still firm, and he didn't seem to be affected by Angel's words.
After a long interval, Angel said again: "Although I don't need knights, Chuxincheng shouldn't think too many knights."
There was a hint of joy in Sharu's eyes.
"Of course, the premise is that you are qualified to become a knight. At least, now you are not qualified, so continue to go back to the library to reflect."
Immediately afterwards, without waiting for Sharu to respond, Angel directly asked Frode to cover Sharu's eyes and ordered someone to take him back to the library.
After Sharu left, Frode looked at Angel: "Sir, I'm still willing to give Sharu a chance."
Angel seemed to be resolute, but in fact, he did not kill Sharu's hope. If you don't qualify now, it doesn't mean you won't qualify in the future.
"I didn't give the chance." Angel said softly.
When Sharu performed the knightly salute, Angel couldn't actually judge Sharu's thoughts at the time, but at least at that moment, his eyes were firm.
This look moved Angel for a moment.
However, people's minds change. Everyone has moments of determination to do something, but this determination never lasts long, either due to external circumstances or a lack of perseverance. Therefore, Sharu is firm at this moment, which does not mean that the future is firm.
For this reason, Angel did not give a positive answer. But in his words, there was no hope of pinching Sharu.
But given hope, it is up to Sharu to seize the opportunity.
"After listening to Sharu's story, I understand him a little bit. It was the environment that shaped his perverse character." Floyd said with emotion, "Sometimes people don't want to look like they hate, but they are born at the wrong time. ."
Angel: "Lisa went through the same environment, but she didn't self-exile."
Happy people are all alike, and unfortunate people are unhappy in their own way. There are also people in the world who are more unfortunate than Sharu, such as Guina, the talented person that Angel brought back from Heilan. All the limbs were cut off, and the lips were sewn on, and it could be called a human stick.
But even so, Kuina did not give up because of misfortune. She has done a lot of vicious things, but the firmness in her eyes is something Angel has never seen before.
For Angel, if Sharu can really carry out his belief to the end, it doesn't hurt to give him a chance. But it doesn't matter if you just talk about it.
Life is meant to be controlled by oneself.
If you want to live the way you want, this is actually not a final destination, but a process of reaching the other side.
Since it's just a process, it won't give up because the environment changes or time gets old.