At this moment, he finally couldn't help but kneel down in front of Qi Qingshan, tears rolling down his face.
Revenge has been avenged.
But there is no resurrection after death.
Even if Ding Hao had great magical powers, he would not be able to resurrect the old man with long hair hanging loose and carrying a wine gourd all day long.
These days have been extremely busy. Half of the reason is that Ding Hao needs to do his best because the Wenjian Sect is waiting for success, and half of the reason is because Ding Hao wants to forget the sorrow in his heart through his crazy busyness.
After learning the news that Qi Qingshan and others were killed, Ding Hao did not shed a single tear.
Now that everything has been resolved, he will leave Snow State tomorrow. It will be a long journey. After solving this biggest enemy, Ding Hao will directly join Jin Chanzi, the eminent monk of Daleiyin Temple, and go to the southern region to find his sister Ding. Kerr.
Before he was lucky enough, Ding Hao finally couldn't help but come here.
"Master, Senior Brother Tang has told you everything that happened in the sect, right? This disciple has not embarrassed you..." Tears rolled down from his eyes, Ding Hao leaned on the tombstone and muttered to himself.
The old man sleeping underground behind the tombstone is the first elder to sincerely support and help him after time travel.
If he hadn't been secretly paying attention to and protecting him, he might have died by Mu Tianyang's sword in the primeval forest. Where did he end up today
For Ding Hao, this old man who is not good at expressing feelings or disdains to express his feelings has always been like a relative of his, silently paying attention to and helping him, and never asking for any reports. Ding Hao can feel it. , if Li Jianyi and Tang Folei care about them because of their outstanding martial arts talents, then Qi Qingshan is more like an elder who does not ask for anything in return.
From the first day he entered the sect, because of the words "I love to ask the sword sect", an indissoluble bond was formed between the two.
"I'm really, really sorry, Master, you didn't see your disciple killing everyone, you didn't see your disciple excelling... Tomorrow, I will leave the Wenjian Sect temporarily. I don't know what I will experience when I go there. I don’t know how long it will take before I can come back. I don’t know when the next time I’ll see you will be, so tonight, the two of us are having a good time drinking... "
Ding Hao sprinkled a piece of wine syrup on the ground, then raised his head and took a big sip.
The air is filled with the aroma of wine.
Ding Hao was slightly drunk and his eyes were hazy.
At this moment, in the distant moonlight, which was like silver sand, a graceful and refined figure, like a moonlight fairy, walked slowly towards her.
"Drink so much? Are you in a bad mood?" The beautiful figure slowly sat next to Ding Hao, lifted up her skirt, hugged her knees, and looked at Ding Hao with a strange look.
Ding Hao smiled, took another sip, opened his mouth and blew out a breath of wine, and said: "Eh? Xiaolan, don't you have mysophobia? Why did you sit directly on the dirt tonight?"
Li Lan didn't say anything, but suddenly took the wine bottle from Ding Hao's hand, raised his neck as white and soft as a swan, and drank the wine in big gulps.
She drank with rare boldness. The turquoise wine flowed down her delicate white jade-like chin, wetted the neckline of her skirt, flowed directly into her chest along her fair skin and delicate and beautiful collarbones.
"Cough cough cough..." Li Lan suddenly coughed violently: "It turns out that the wine really doesn't taste good."
"Drinking so much? Are you in a bad mood?" Ding Hao breathed out the smell of alcohol and sent the words back unchanged.
Li Lan did not accept this sentence.
She sat quietly in front of the tombstone, looked up at the bright moonlight, and said quietly: "Ding Hao, do you know? I have been a girl since I was born. Unfortunately, my father only wanted a boy to inherit his will and become a girl." The next head of Wenjian Sect, it is said that on the day after I was born, my father got very drunk alone before dividing the cliff of Sword Rock. That was the first time in many years that he got himself drunk... "
Ding Hao burped, handed over the wine bottle in his hand, and muttered: "The leader of Jianyi actually favors boys over girls? Even a girl can become a strong martial artist and take charge of the sect!"
Li Lan's eyes were dim, and he took another big gulp of wine. This time, he didn't cough, and sighed: "Has there ever been a strong female leader in the land of Snow State? Except for sects like this that were in decline at that time, over thousands of years Since ancient times, the people who have dominated this land have been men.”
Ding Hao said nothing more.
He knew that what Li Lan said was true. In the history of Selangor, there were really strong women with a dominant level.
"Haha, later on, my father got a secret method from nowhere, which actually changed my gender - of course, it was just a superficial change. He still wanted me to become a boy so that he could realize his dream, especially Later, when I showed my extremely high martial arts talent, he was even more happy, but my mother and father fell out because of this, and they almost broke up completely... "
Li Lan said, taking another sip of wine.
Feeling the hot liquid rushing through her mouth and throat, Li Lan had never wanted to talk so much as at this moment.
"Few people know that I am actually a girl. From the second day after I was born, I was raised as a boy. My father had high expectations for me, so he was very harsh. Because of my special status, I was very I rarely appear in people's sight. From the first day of martial arts training, my father taught me personally. At that time, I didn't understand many things. I didn't understand why my father would Leave, I don’t understand why I know I’m a girl, but I have to dress like a boy and do what boys should do…”
"As I grew older, I began to understand some things..."
"Every night, when I took off my clothes and soaked myself in a bucket of hot water, I would cry quietly. That secret method gave me an Adam's apple, made me speak with a rough voice, and made me as thin and straight as a man. , but I know that I am a girl. Even when I put on clothes, I look like a boy, but when I take off my clothes, I clearly know that I am a girl... "
"Sometimes I feel like life is like a nightmare. I'm playing a role that doesn't belong to me."
"But I still respect my father very much. I know what price he paid for the revitalization of Wenjian Sect. I know that deep down in his heart, he actually loves me very much, but he loves Wenjian Sect even more... so these For years, I have been silently doing what he wanted. Many times I have thought, since I can’t put on a skirt and a hairpin, then forget that I am a woman and help my father fulfill his dream... "
"Until I became a member of the sect's registered disciples in another identity, and I met you... Haha, Ding Hao, you may not believe it, but when I saw you for the first time, I knew that I Maybe I can’t become the number one member of the younger generation of Wenjian Sect as my father thought, because I’m not as good as you, although at that time, my real strength was much higher than yours!”
"At first, I was hostile to you, but then... you are such a nasty guy, and I slowly started to want to be friends with you!"
"Later, you were like a sharp cone hidden in a cloth bag. Your outstanding talent finally shocked the entire sect and gained the support of Grandmaster Qi Qingshan... I think later on, my father also wanted to understand. Come on, no longer place your hopes on me alone, but gradually start to pay attention to you, maybe he feels that you can help him realize his dream!"
"There was a time when I hated you so much that I gritted my teeth. Because of your appearance, my existence seemed to have lost its meaning. I spent the first fifteen years as a daughter as a man and paid such a high price to achieve the goal. Because of your appearance, it seems to have become meaningless. In the eyes of my father, you are a more suitable candidate and have begun to replace me. Then who am I? What are all my efforts? I have become neither male nor female, and have become What does it mean to be a monster?”
"But you are really such a disgusting guy that makes people hate you, but you can't even hate them."
"Later I thought that if my existence lost its meaning, then it might be a good choice to become a woman again. I would no longer have to shoulder such a heavy burden and live for others..."
"The father I love, I love my mother even more, because she is the only one who has abandoned other meaningless responsibilities and expectations and just cares about me silently from the perspective of a mother. Every time I am confused and overwhelmed, , she will always appear in front of me at the first time, and use the gentlest words to help me relieve all the pain in my heart... "
By the time he said this, Li Lan had almost finished drinking all the wine in the bottle.
The wine brewed by Ding Hao tends to be jam-like, with a low alcohol content and a soft taste. But drinking so much in one breath will make even a good drinker drunk.
At this time, Li Lan's eyes were blurry, but his mind was surprisingly clear.
"Your wine... is too little, hehe. Fortunately, I also prepared a bottle..." As she said that, she took out a wine gourd from the storage space. Ding Hao's eyes lit up, because it was exactly what Qi Qingshan once had. Always carry a wine gourd that never leaves your side.
Li Lan took a big drink of his own, then threw the wine gourd to Ding Hao and continued talking to himself.
"I think my mother must also love my father very much. Although they broke up, I noticed the look in my mother's eyes when she looked at my father's back. What kind of look was that... Under my mother's relief, I suddenly felt that Ding Hao , maybe your appearance was destined by God. God knew that even if I became a boy, I would not be able to fulfill my father's wish, so it asked you to replace me and fulfill my father's wish. And I, too, seemed to Finally I can get the freedom I have been longing for..."
When he said this, Li Lan seemed to be drunk. He slowly leaned over and fell on Ding Hao's shoulder.