"Is there a difference? You tell me that fate is doomed, is there a difference between cause and effect by chance? What should happen has happened, is it fate or cause and effect, is it important?"
Gu Qingfeng shrugged, noncommittal.
indeed.
As Tang Henghang said, what should have happened has happened, and now it is meaningless to say that fate is destined, cause and effect is accidental.
Seeing Tang Henghang staring at himself in a daze, Gu Qingfeng asked: "What are you doing looking at me like this, what's the matter, I haven't seen you for so many years, don't you know me?"
"You haven't changed, you're still the same, just like you were back then, you don't care about anyone or anything, and you never care about it, it doesn't matter if you are cumin."
"It sounds really uncomfortable to say this. What does it mean to not care about anyone or anything? I'm not that heartless. At least, I still care about you and you..."
Just as Gu Qingfeng was talking, Tang Henghang suddenly laughed, quite mockingly.
"why are you laughing?"
"Ancient Sirius, I was reincarnated back then, my mind was not opened, my memory was not awakened, and I was completely an ignorant girl, so I believed your nonsense. Now that I have awakened, don't use these nonsense to deceive me. okay?"
"I didn't lie to you, I really care about you..."
"Enough, don't say any more, do you say you care about me? Then let me ask you, did you come to Yanluo for me?"
"That's right."
"Why me?"
Tang Hengheng's question really stopped Gu Qingfeng from asking.
"I'll ask you again, what are you doing for me?"
Gu Qingfeng still didn't know how to respond.
Tang Hengheng asked again, but Gu Qingfeng still couldn't answer.
"You came to Yanluo to find me not because you care about me, but because you care about your inner feelings. If you have feelings for me, you have nothing but guilt. Jun Xuanji said that what you said is not wrong at all. She said that you, on the surface, seem to be affectionate and righteous, but in fact, you are the most ruthless and unjust. In your eyes, any woman is just an object for you to fill the emptiness in your heart. Will care."
Tang Hengheng's words made Gu Qingfeng speechless, raised his head, opened his mouth, and finally couldn't utter a word.
"People cultivate their minds, and you also cultivate their minds. What others cultivate is a heart of compassion and fearlessness, but what you cultivate is a heart of freedom. What you pursue is the freedom of life, so how can you care about other people's feelings?"
"Jun Xuanji said that what can make ancient Sirius bow his head and be silent in this world is not heaven and earth, nor gods and Buddhas, nor immortals and demons, but guilt, right?"
here.
Gu Qingfeng indeed lowered his head and kept silent, very embarrassed. Even so, he still bit the bullet and said: "Don't believe Jun Xuanji's nonsense, she doesn't understand me at all, and deliberately fooled you."
"I'm sure she knows you better than anyone, even yourself."
"When did you see her?"
Tang Henghang shook his head, as if he didn't want to answer this question.
Tang Hengheng's silence made Gu Qingfeng really not know what to say.
"Thank you for your help with today's Yanluo matter."
"It's a matter of convenience, but since you're here, why don't you go see them? Old Freak Tang and the others are always worried about you, and they all think that you are looking for me, and your whereabouts are unknown, and your life and death are uncertain."
"It's hard, isn't it?"
"Okay, even if you disappeared for no apparent reason back then, then you should at least go back and visit them, and you'll have an explanation, and they don't have to worry anymore."
"You don't need to worry about my affairs."
Perhaps sensing that Tang Henghang wanted to leave, Gu Qingfeng asked, "You want to leave, right?"
"I have seen everything that should be seen, and said everything that should be said, so what if I don't leave."
"Where are you going?"
"Go where I need to go."
"Where are you going?"
Silence does not answer.
"All right."
Gu Qingfeng sighed, and asked again: "Since you don't want to say it, then I won't ask again. Will we have a chance to meet in the future?"
"I will definitely see you again."
"That's good."
"but… "
Gu Qingfeng frowned, and asked, "But what?"
"But next time we meet, either you will die or I will live."
"Why?"
"You'll find out later."
Gu Qingfeng just looked at the faint and illusory Tang Henghang here, frowned and thought about what she said, and in a daze, he felt that Tang Henghang was somewhat familiar. This kind of familiarity did not come from Tang Henghang back then, but a kind of deja vu. Like a kind of inexplicable déjà vu, also like a kind of déjà vu from the past.
"Did we meet in heaven?"
"No."
Although Tang Hengheng denied it without thinking about it, Gu Qingfeng could tell from her reaction that she had lied.
"Who was your identity in the previous life? Or should I ask who was your identity in the heaven after you woke up?"
"You'll find out later."
After Tang Henghang finished saying this, her originally looming figure became more illusory and ethereal, and began to dissipate drop by drop in the wind like smoke.
"You cover yourself tightly with such an incarnation outside of your body, because you are afraid that I will recognize your true identity? After seeing you, you will disappear immediately. Are you afraid that I will find you?"
"I'm not afraid of you finding me."
"Then what are you afraid of? Afraid of cause and effect? Or afraid of the sea of suffering? If you are afraid, I can face it with you. If you fall into the sea of suffering because of me, I will definitely fall into the sea of suffering with you."
"You do not understand."
Tang Henghang's figure became more and more blurred, and his voice became weaker and weaker.
"What do I not understand?"
"I am already in the sea of suffering, and you are no exception. How can you understand? How can you accompany me? If you accompany me, you will only sink me deeper and deeper, and you will also sink yourself deeper and deeper."
"I'm in the sea of suffering? Why don't I know?"
"When you embark on the path of searching for cause and effect, you are already in a sea of suffering, but you haven't realized it yet. One day you will understand."
"I don't understand, and I don't want to understand."
"You will understand."
Gu Qingfeng didn't force him to stay, but just looked at Tang Henghang who was collapsing bit by bit, and said, "Does it have to be like this? Does it have to be like this?"
"If you still think about our relationship in Yanluo back then, even if it's just guilt, please don't look for me again, forget me, and forget Tang Henghang."
"I can't forget, I will find you too."
"You will regret this… "
"Between you and me, the only thing I regret is that I didn't cherish you back then."
"Do you know? After you left Yanluo back then, I went to find you. If I remember correctly, you also said this to me back then, ancient Sirius, ancient Sirius, you are enough... Get lost You! I warn you, don't come to me, or you will really regret it!"
"Finally, I will send you something I've always wanted to say but never had the chance to say to you."
"What words?"
"You are a heartless, heartless, shameless bastard, scumbag and rogue!"