Gu Qingfeng valued love and righteousness in his life, and thought that he had no regrets in treating anyone, but he was extremely guilty of treating his teacher.
"Gu boy, don't think too much about it. After all, you were still young and your ideology was not mature."
Perhaps because of seeing Gu Qingfeng's mind, Patriarch Luo Xuan persuaded: "What's more, with your situation back then, you were forced to take that road. , if you have a tolerant heart for your kid, your kid will not go on that road of no return."
Looking at Gu Qingfeng with a complex expression, Patriarch Luo Xuan continued to persuade: "Besides, to say something you may not like to hear, you showed mercy to the Emperor Qingzong three times back then, and it was all for the sake of the old man. Afterwards, you boy cut down the Immortal River, sent spiritual rain, blessed the world, and even willingly accepted the trial of the Immortal Dao, didn’t you already realize the mistakes you committed.”
"So, your kindness to the old man was almost exhausted. There is no need to feel too guilty."
Gu Qingfeng didn't speak, and kept drinking, drinking several cups in a row, and then asked: "How is the old man... now?"
"What else can I do? It's the same old way. Shang Qingzong once invited him to join the cabinet, but he was rejected by the old man. The old man has been living in seclusion in the back mountain of Shang Qingzong. He eats fast and recites Buddhism every day..."
"Old man, have you ever thought of committing suicide?"
"The idea of committing suicide? How dare you."
Speaking of this incident, Patriarch Luo Xuan is still a little embarrassed when he thinks about it. Back then, Gu Qingfeng was killing people in this world, and he really felt that the old man was going to kill himself to apologize to the world for Gu Qingfeng, but Gu Qingfeng forcibly stopped him. After he got down, and in order to prevent his teacher from committing suicide again, he told the people in the world that if he really felt that the old man apologized with death today, he would slaughter everyone in this world.
"However, you were really ruthless back then. With one sentence, you completely put an end to the old man's idea of committing suicide, and really scared the world, especially those old guys from the Shang Qingzong. Don't you know , when those old fellows took the old man back to the sect, they were crying and shouting to persuade the old man to think about it."
"I was so impulsive back then."
Ancestor Luo Xuan nodded and sighed: "It's not just impulsiveness. Back then, you bastard was completely red-eyed. If you go on with one sentence, although you put an end to the old man's idea of committing suicide, it still makes the old man suffer so far."
"Why did the old man want to apologize with death? Didn't he feel that he didn't educate you well, your apprentice was killing people outside, he, as a master, naturally felt ashamed of the world, so he wanted to apologize with death, but what about you, boy? But he was stopped, and he put down his cruel words, if the old man apologizes with death, you will slaughter the whole world."
Patriarch Luo Xuan shook his head, kept sighing, and said: "The old man died back then, and he was gone, but you can't make him die if you want to, he can only live for the sake of the world, your master is that person , What you cultivate is a compassionate heart. He already feels ashamed of the world because of you. If you let him live for a day, he will suffer for a day. If you want me to say, you might as well let him die to apologize."
Patriarch Luo Xuan's words hit Gu Qingfeng's deep pain.
This is also where he feels most sorry for his mentor.
Every time Gu Qingfeng thinks about this time, he can't wait to slap himself a few times. Back then, he was too impulsive, and he didn't care about other people's feelings, let alone think about others.
"Of course, we are just talking about it here. Afterwards, the old man thought about it carefully. If it were an old man, I don't know what to do. I can't just watch the old man apologize for himself with death. ?Anyway, this old man would not do such a thing. After thinking about it, although what you did back then was a bit extreme, I have to say that it is indeed a non-solution. "
"Now, my master, is he still brooding over the things I did back then..."
"Gu boy, why don't you understand until now." Patriarch Luo Xuan said solemnly: "Let me tell you this, your master has never blamed you, never, the old man dares to vouch for his personality, compared to the world, he On the contrary, it is you who feel the most sorry."
"My master, he has nothing to be sorry for me."
"Yeah, the old man thinks so too, but that's what the old man said to the old man. Anyway, when the old man went to visit the old man a few years ago, the old man said every time, I'm ashamed of you. I can't figure it out no matter what I think. What did the old man feel ashamed of you, but this old man is sure of one thing, the old man has always blamed himself for not educating you well back then, maybe it was because of this that he felt ashamed of you."
Just as he was talking, Patriarch Luo Xuan seemed to think of something again, and said: "There may be one more thing, that is, back then you were willing to accept the trial of the immortal way, and the old man probably felt that his kneeling back then caused you to take the initiative Give up and accept the judgment of Immortal Dao."
"If it's really because of this incident, then I... will feel sorry for the old man even more."
"What's the matter? Didn't it be because of the old man's kneeling that you were willing to accept the trial of the immortal way?"
"Even if the old man didn't kneel back then, I would have accepted the trial of the Immortal Dao."
"Why?"
Gu Qingfeng shook his head, but did not respond.
The fact is just like what he said, even if his mentor did not kneel back then, he would still accept the judgment of the immortal way, because he had already realized that if he continued to fight against the nine heavens, he would only hurt more people, so from the beginning he It was already premeditated to cheat death and hide the truth.
At that time, he was planning to go directly to Jiutian, kill him in the dark, and then cheat his death to hide the truth.
And the old man's kneeling made him completely dispel this idea, and he didn't want to kill anyone again, so he directly accepted the trial of Immortal Dao.
"Couldn't your boy have premeditated it back then, and thought about the way out from the very beginning, planning to kill him first, and then shoulder all the guilt alone, swear to the sky, and make a fake The curse of blood makes Jiutian fearful, and then accepts the trial of the immortals, feigns death and leaves, and then cheats the sky and crosses the sea, without anyone noticing, it will be over."
Ancestor Luo Xuan was old and refined, he just said a word from Gu Qingfeng, thought back and forth, and immediately deduced many things that made him doubtful back then, and said: "That's right, you kid will definitely do this. Completely ending the grievances between you and Jiutian can also completely stop this world. Returning the **** can make Jiutian no longer pursue other people's crimes. The most important thing is to pay back Zhenjue's innocence so that everyone in the world can accept it. The old man is a great favor, and you, a boy, was a sinner in the immortal world who did all kinds of evil in his life, but after his death he became a hero of all ages who ended the ancient era."
"Damn it! I said that your kid's tricks are not as deep as usual!"