I think the last time I saw Jun Xuanji was in the so-called nightmare of original sin.
Jun Xuanji said that there is a lot of blood of original sin between heaven and earth, and there are also many people of original sin.
She herself is one of them, not only a person of original sin, but also fused with the blood of original sin.
The only difference is.
Jun Xuanji said that the blood of original sin that she fused was the only drop of blood of original sin that had mutated, and it was also the only drop of blood of original sin that was alive.
At that time, Gu Qingfeng asked what was the difference between the two.
Jun Xuanji said that only the living blood of original sin is the real blood of original sin, and only the living blood of original sin has life.
Jun Xuanji also said that if he awakens this drop of living blood of original sin, he will awaken the spiritual will of original sin, and then he may become the incarnation of original sin and the source of the second original sin.
Jun Xuanji also said it.
I have no past life, and all innocent people have no past life, and are cursed by karma.
She also said, let yourself not believe in cause and effect, cause and effect are false.
Some people want to make themselves the embodiment of original sin, she said.
Whether it is cause and effect, or fate, or original sin, she doesn't know... She forgot, and only knows that everything has already begun, when Gu Qingfeng fused the drop of original sin blood, when he embarked on the road of seeking cause and effect , it has already started.
She also told Gu Qingfeng, don't get lost, especially don't get lost on the road of cause and effect, once you get lost, you will become the embodiment of original sin.
Gu Qingfeng didn't understand what Jun Xuanji said at the time.
But after awakening the blood of original sin in his body, he seemed to understand.
Because he can feel it.
Although it was very vague and faint, Gu Qingfeng could really feel it.
And this feeling, accompanied by the blood of original sin constantly eroding his body and soul, became more and more clear.
Perhaps as Jun Xuanji said, when I awaken the blood of original sin, this drop of blood of original sin will come back to life, and when this drop of blood of original sin is resurrected, I may really become the incarnation of original sin.
"You can feel it, can't you? You must feel it, you must."
Jun Xuanji looked at Gu Qingfeng, and murmured softly: "It is destined, everything is destined."
Gu Qingfeng also looked at her, and said: "If you want to kill me, you can do it now, without waiting for Wudao Mountain to come."
"Kill you?" Jun Xuanji shook her head slightly, seemingly at a loss, and said, "I don't know if I want to kill you, I don't know if I should kill you, let alone if I want to kill you, I don't even know I will. It's not going to end, I want it to end, but I don't want it to end... I know why I want it to end, but I don't know why I don't want it to end."
"I forgot...and lost..." Jun Xuanji's eyes were very empty, she just looked at Gu Qingfeng quietly, and said softly: "Perhaps it is because of this confusion and hesitation that I choose to forget, to choose to get lost... "
"You are also at a loss, very hesitant, right? You don't know how to make a choice, do you?"
Facing Jun Xuanji's question, Gu Qingfeng fell silent.
indeed.
Today's Gu Qingfeng is indeed at a loss, and he is indeed very hesitant. The fact is just like what Jun Xuanji said, he doesn't know how to make a choice.
He asked himself more than once in his heart.
If when the Wudao Mountain descends, my own existence will really cause the black hole of karma to open, will cause the curse of karma to shroud, and will really incarnate the original sin, so what should I do? Let it happen, or whatever.
to be honest.
Gu Qingfeng didn't care about cutting off the three thousand ways, nor did he care about destroying the world.
He only cares about the people he cares about.
If these three thousand roads are cut off and the world is wiped out, where will the people I care about go
Will it be affected by the causal black hole and the causal curse
have no idea.
Gu Qingfeng really doesn't know.
"Promise me a request?"
Jun Xuanji asked suddenly.
Gu Qingfeng was puzzled, and said, "What request?"
"When Wudao Mountain descends, no matter how you choose, you must kill me first, okay?"
heard the words.
Gu Qingfeng was startled suddenly.
This sentence is so familiar to him, but so strange.
He still clearly remembered that Yun Nishang once said such words to himself.
Feng Zhuyue once said the same thing to herself.
Tang Hengheng also said it.
Even Setting Sun Wuyou said it.
Now Jun Xuanji also said such a sentence.
"Why?"
"I want to be free..."
"Killing you, can you be free?"
"maybe."
"perhaps?"
"perhaps."
"Even you can't be sure, if I kill you, but you can't get rid of it, what should I do?"
Jun Xuanji didn't answer this question, she still looked at Gu Qingfeng, her eyes became more and more complicated, and she became more and more dazed and hesitant. She shook her head and said "I don't know".
"If I die, can you be free? Will this all end?"
"have no idea… "
After all, Jun Xuanji said again: "I don't allow you to die either. As I said, I will wait for you in Xuwang Mountain, and I will always wait for you. I know and firmly believe that one day you will come back."
This sentence is both familiar and unfamiliar to Gu Qingfeng, because in the nightmare of original sin, there is such a voice that keeps repeating this sentence. Gu Qingfeng still does not know who that person is.
She just said that, just looked like this, and said: "My self, tell myself, I want to wait for you, wait for you to come back, but my self tells myself, I don't want you to come back... I want to end this Everything, I don't know which one is the real me, I'm lost...really lost...'
"You... will get lost too..."
"You will too..."
Jun Xuanji's words are always so inexplicable, and Gu Qingfeng has never understood, and this time is no exception.
"Before you get lost, kill me, okay? Just treat me as everything, okay?"
Jun Xuanji begged again.
Gu Qingfeng shook his head and said, "I won't."
"Why?"
Gu Qingfeng stared at her, and said solemnly: "I can't do it."
"Why can't you make a move?"
"Reluctant."
"Why don't you give up?"
This time, Gu Qingfeng did not respond.
And Jun Xuanji didn't ask any more questions, and stared at Gu Qingfeng closely. After a long time, she closed her eyes gently, turned around, and said, as if she was about to leave, "You know? If you are not willing to kill, then it means that you have bowed to fate."
"You are a variable, a variable. The world is unknowable, fate is undeterminable, and cause and effect cannot be followed. The only thing that can be known, determined, and followed is yourself."
"As a variable, you value love and righteousness more than anyone else. Fate may have seen through this a long time ago. That's why you and I met in the present and the past."