"It's not bad if I can live these days, so I don't care how other people live."
After listening to Gu Qingfeng's words, Xiao Jin'er's innocent-looking face revealed an expression that didn't match it, as if she was helpless, and said, "Big brother, do you believe in cause and effect?"
"It's okay, I can't talk about believing it, and I can't talk about not believing it."
"Then big brother thinks that you and Sister Hua met before, is it because of cause and effect?"
"I don't know."
"Big Brother, do you think Karma can escape?"
Gu Qingfeng shook his head, responded truthfully, and said, "I don't know."
"Can cause and effect be cut off?"
"I don't even know."
"Big brother really doesn't know, or he doesn't want to answer Jin'er."
Gu Qingfeng looked at Xiao Jin'er, and said, "Jin'er, what exactly do you want to say, why not just say it."
"Jin'er feels that whether it is the cause and effect of the past life or the cause and effect of this life, it is all cause and effect. If the elder brother can avoid the cause and effect and can cut off the cause and effect, then that is naturally good. If the elder brother can neither avoid it nor cut it off, Why not try it?"
"It's not impossible to try, not to mention, I have never refused, right?"
"Big brother did not refuse, but he didn't accept it, let alone take the initiative, did he?"
"Jin'er." Gu Qingfeng explained earnestly: "This kind of thing is about feeling, I don't have any feelings for Su Wei, how do you let me take the initiative, right?"
"Since the big brother has no feelings for Sister Hua, why does he still recruit Sister Hua, and why does he give her hope over and over again?"
"Jin'er, I've already explained it just now. I just took Su Wei away without any other intention."
"Big brother, Jin'er is not talking about this time."
"Not this time, which time was that?"
"Before the arrival of Wudao Mountain, Sister Hua had looked for Big Brother, right?"
"That's right, that's what happened."
"Big Brother once said something to Sister Hua, remember?"
"What words?"
"As long as you want, as long as I have."
"Well, that's what I said."
"Then big brother, can Jin'er understand this sentence as a promise?"
"This..." Gu Qingfeng really didn't know how to answer when Xiao Jin'er asked him. He scratched his head and explained: "This is indeed a promise. When Wudao Mountain came, Su Wei and I both knew that this Life and death are uncertain, she said she would let me stay with her for a few days, and I will stay with her for a few days, as for this promise, I really said it."
"Since big brother admits it, it's fine."
"I didn't say that I didn't admit it. If Su Hua asked me to go to him, as long as she asked, it's no problem. I can go now. Jin'er, did your sister Hua ever tell me to go to her?"
"Sister Hua... It's true that she didn't say it, but... Sister Hua didn't say it, it doesn't mean she doesn't want to, and..."
What else did Xiao Jin'er want to say, but Gu Qingfeng really didn't want to talk about this issue with her anymore, and said: "Since your elder sister Hua didn't mention it, then don't blame me for this matter, whenever she speaks, I will go there. "
"Big brother, you... how can you... so... so..."
Xiao Jin'er stared at Gu Qingfeng here, shook her head helplessly, wanted to say something, but hesitated to speak, then shook her head again, sighed, got up and jumped off the horse, and rode on her again His own white horse.
"Oh, I haven't seen you for so long, but my temper has grown." Gu Qingfeng said with a smile, "What's the matter, you're still angry if I don't go to see your sister Hua?"
"No, Jin'er is not angry, Jin'er is just... a little disappointed."
"What are you missing?"
Xiao Jin'er was riding on a white horse, looking at the sky, and said quietly: "Big brother, do you know? When I was in Langya Paradise, I often saw that many seniors would miss their youth. I didn't understand it before, but now I finally understand it." Woolen cloth."
Gu Qingfeng was a little puzzled, and he couldn't understand why Xiao Jin'er, who didn't know how to behave, came up with such a strange sentence inexplicably, and asked, "Then what do you mean?"
"When I was young, I was carefree. Whether it was reality or a dream, it was beautiful."
"You mean, now that you've grown up, you have troubles, and you're starting to miss that time?"
"yes."
"So, you're lost?"
"Jin'er is not disappointed with herself, but with her big brother."
"Why did I let you down? Is it because I didn't go to your sister Su Hua?"
"no."
"Why is that?"
Xiao Jin'er said softly: "In the past, Jin'er often heard people say how ruthless and heartless big brother is, and every time someone said that about big brother, Jin'er would be very angry and would stand up for big brother Brother defended, until today, until now, Jin'er finally understands a truth, that is, what the world says is not wrong at all, big brother is really a heartless person."
"this… "
Gu Qingfeng was completely speechless this time.
previously.
Xiao Jin'er said that she provoked Su Hua, but Gu Qingfeng defended himself because he really didn't intend to provoke Su Hua back then.
Now.
Xiao Jin'er said that he was a heartless person, but Gu Qingfeng didn't defend himself, it was because he knew that he was indeed such a virtuous person.
He never denied it either.
There is no way.
He just likes this, and he likes to tease a girl and tease a girl when he has nothing to do, so as to get rid of the emptiness and loneliness in his heart.
Seeing that Gu Qingfeng was silent, Xiao Jin'er apologized: "Brother, I'm sorry, Jin'er didn't want to make you angry, Jin'er just wanted to..."
Gu Qingfeng waved his hand and said with emotion: "Jin'er, big brother is not angry, you are right, your big brother and I really have such a bad character, I can't change it, and I don't bother to change it, it's just such a little hobby .”
"Big brother, can Jin'er ask a question?"
"Just ask."
"Big brother has been so stumped for so many years, has he never really loved a woman?"
"should not."
Gu Qingfeng thought about it carefully. The women he hooked up with along the way, from Yun Nishang at the beginning, to Feng Zhuyue, to Tang Hengheng, Ye Tianlan, Jun Xuanji, etc... After thinking about it again, when I was young, I , although there was such a past with Yun Nishang's reincarnation, but at that time, she was young and ignorant, immature, and ignorant. Rather than pursuing her, it would be better to talk about flirting with her, and playing prestige to save face. Mo When it comes to falling in love, I'm afraid I can't even talk about liking.
As for Jun Xuanji, to be honest, there are more elements of molestation, and there is no love at all.
"Big brother, don't you think this is a very sad thing?"
"Sad? Why is it sad?"
"If a person lives a lifetime without a loved one, and doesn't even know what love feels like, wouldn't Big Brother feel sad?"