Looking at Jun Xuanji here, Gu Qingfeng felt very uncomfortable for some reason.
Maybe it's guilt, maybe it's self-blame.
Gu Qingfeng always felt that he had harmed Jun Xuanji like this. If he hadn't molested her back then, he wouldn't have had love and hatred later on. If he hadn't been too ruthless to her back then, Jun Xuanji might not have fallen. Becoming a demon, you will not lose yourself...
Even today, Gu Qingfeng doesn't know whether Jun Xuanji said that he was in love with him back then, whether it was true or not, or whether he had another purpose.
But he still felt sorry for Jun Xuanji in his heart.
"Don't feel guilty... and don't... blame yourself."
After drinking up the jar of hell's impermanence wine, Jun Xuanji just stared at Gu Qingfeng, and said softly: "It's me... I chose to get lost... It has nothing to do with you."
"Don't... have emotions, don't have any emotions... because emotions... will become your fetters."
"If a person doesn't even have the seven emotions and six desires." Gu Qingfeng said lightly: "Then what are you doing alive? How is it different from the walking dead?"
"With seven emotions and six desires... there will be fetters, and if there are fetters... it will be easy to be...grafted into cause and effect..." Jun Xuanji stared at Gu Qingfeng's dark eyes with blurred and hesitant eyes, and said in a daze: "Back then... I...maybe... Just to marry cause and effect with you... "
"Ah!"
Gu Qingfeng smiled and said: "Even if you are grafting karma, I will admit it."
"Why?"
"At least you brought me a very complicated memory, didn't you? Otherwise, wouldn't my life be too monotonous and boring!" Gu Qingfeng jumped down from the plum blossom tree, stretched his waist, and looked at the night sky On the looming full moon, he said: "What's more, it is my honor to be grafted with karma by a beautiful woman like you."
"One day... you'll regret it..."
"Which day will one day be?" Gu Qingfeng knelt down and picked up a few plum blossom petals, and said, "I always live in the present. As for the future, I'm sorry, I'm too lazy to think about it."
"You... really decide to continue to get rid of the original sin?"
"Otherwise, what should I do?" Gu Qingfeng played with a few plum blossom petals, shook his head, and said: "I have fallen into the abyss of original sin, there is no other way to go, the only way to go is to climb up, how did I fall in, How to get out."
"But... have you ever thought about... a terrible question. If you want... to get rid of original sin, you must understand original sin... and... when you really understand what original sin is, it means... you have completely fallen into it ... can no longer ... climb out ... "
"I don't know if you have heard an old saying." Gu Qingfeng responded: "Put it to death and then live again. If it is not destroyed, it will not be erected. If I want to get rid of original sin, I must figure out what the real original sin is. After the original sin, can it be broken and then established... "
After a pause, Gu Qingfeng continued: "Let's just go with fate, and I can only go with fate. No matter what the result is, I have to fight and gamble. Life is a gamble. If I do this If I win the bet, even if I really lose the bet in the end, I will lose, at least, I have tried my best, and I will not regret it, I have no regrets, this is enough, and it is also an explanation to my heart."
Looking at Gu Qingfeng, Jun Xuanji shook her head slightly, and said: "You can't win...you will definitely lose."
"I said sister, I haven't started betting yet, and you're talking bad about me? What? You don't have confidence in me like that?"
"When you... decide to get rid of the original sin, you have already lost..."
"How do you say that?"
"Because when you... truly understand the original sin, you will... discover... that you have become the original sin... you have become the original sin... how can you get rid of the original sin? Can you... Can you get rid of yourself?"
heard the words.
Gu Qingfeng did not continue to play with the plum blossom petals, but crushed them and scattered them on the ground, staring at Jun Xuanji, and said, "Why are you so sure, after you truly understand the original sin, you will definitely become the original sin."
"The me standing... in front of you... is the original sin."
When Jun Xuanji said these words, Gu Qingfeng was not very surprised, because he had already guessed it, and said: "In order to get rid of the original sin, you also went to seek the original sin, but later found that you have become the original sin... That's why you chose to bury your own soul, the self after becoming the original sin, right?"
"Maybe, maybe not... I... forgot..."
Gu Qingfeng continued: "After burying the soul of original sin, you reincarnated with a touch of divine thought... I hope you can start again, but you probably never thought... After reincarnating, you would meet a person with original sin like me, let alone meet someone with original sin... I have cause and effect, when the memory of your previous life wakes up, you find that after burying the original sin soul, you still cannot get rid of the original sin... That's why you choose to lose yourself... Right?"
Jun Xuanji repeated the sentence just now, and said in a dazed way: "Maybe it is, or maybe it's not... I... forgot..."
"You and I met, whether it was due to cause and effect, or fate, I don't know, the only thing I know... there is no graft of cause and effect between us." Gu Qingfeng said calmly, and said: "Perhaps it was the original sin that caused you and me to meet. Maybe it's already predestined... who knows, who doesn't know."
silence.
Again there was silence.
Jun Xuanji didn't speak, nor did Gu Qingfeng.
The plum blossoms are falling, the breeze is blowing, the time is passing, and the night seems to be disappearing.
"Since that's the case..."
After a long time, Jun Xuanji spoke again and asked, "Are you still going to get rid of... the original sin?"
"Of course, as I said, I have no way to go...there is only one way left. I also said that I have made a bet on this one. It doesn't matter whether I win or lose, but I have to give myself an explanation."
"What if... in the end... you become the original sin?"
"Then it will be the original sin."
"What if... in the end... you can't get rid of the original sin after all?"
"Then you can't get rid of it."
"If... in the end... you get lost too..."
"Then get lost."
Jun Xuanji stared at Gu Qingfeng for a long time before asking, "Why?"
"There is no reason." Gu Qingfeng also stared at Jun Xuanji, and said with a smile: "I want to become the original sin and get lost with you. Is this reason enough?"
Hearing this, Jun Xuanji's faint and ethereal figure trembled suddenly, and a complex color flashed across her confused and hesitant eyes. Immediately, she turned around, closed her eyes, and said, "You will... regret it?" of… "
"In my whole life, I never know what regret is."
While talking, Gu Qingfeng walked over and hugged Jun Xuanji from behind, but suddenly, Jun Xuanji's figure collapsed like a bubble and disappeared without a trace, as if he had never existed.
"Hahaha!"
Gu Qingfeng laughed loudly. Although he didn't know where Jun Xuanji had gone, he knew that Jun Xuanji would be able to hear his words, so he shouted to the night sky: "Jun Xuanji, wait for me, I will do my best to end you Everything I want to end, if I can’t end it, I will also become the original sin and get lost with you... At that time, we will continue our relationship, hahahaha!"