I do not know how long it has been.
The woman who seemed to be sleeping in a dream finally woke up.
Still like a dream.
Nothingness, even if it is close at hand, and as if being there, Gu Qingfeng still can't see the woman's face clearly.
but.
He could clearly feel that the woman was awake and seemed to be staring at him.
"Should I call you Feng Zhuyue, Man Dafan, or Wuyou Empress?"
finally.
Gu Qingfeng asked.
The woman was silent for a long time, and answered two words, as you like.
Her voice is also like her person, as if it came from a dream, illusory and real.
"All right."
Originally, Gu Qingfeng had a lot to say in his heart, but when he really saw Feng Zhuyue, for some reason, he didn't know what to say.
Perhaps he knew that the woman in front of him was not just Feng Zhuyue.
Or maybe facing Feng Zhuyue, he really didn't know what to say.
Taking a deep breath, shaking his head slightly, Gu Qingfeng said again: "Before..."
As soon as he spoke, he was interrupted by the woman opposite: "Since the past is over, don't mention it again."
Gu Qingfeng said: "The past doesn't mean it didn't happen."
The woman stared at Gu Qingfeng, and said after a while: "What do you want to say?"
"What I want to say is... I did some things a little too much in the past... I always wanted to apologize to you in person, but unfortunately, I never had this opportunity."
"You don't owe me anything."
"I really don't owe you anything, but I owe Feng Zhuyue an apology, even though... you are Feng Zhuyue, but you are not Feng Zhuyue before, at least, not the Feng Zhuyue in my impression, and in my life I'm afraid I won't have the chance to see the previous Feng Zhuyue again, so... I can only apologize to you."
Inexplicable.
Like the sun like the moon, like a dream, like a dream, the woman looked at Gu Qingfeng and suddenly smiled.
With this smile, Gu Qingfeng who laughed felt very inexplicable, and asked, "What are you laughing at?"
"Compared to before, you are much more mature and stable... Of course, you have also become more cunning. It seems that you have experienced a lot in these years."
Gu Qingfeng didn't understand, and continued to ask: "What do you mean?"
"Why bother to ask?"
"Why do you ask knowingly? I really don't know."
"Let me ask you, are you sincerely apologizing to Feng Zhuyue?"
"certainly!"
"I'll ask you again, are you sincerely apologizing to Feng Zhuyue?"
"certainly!"
The woman repeated the question three times in a row, but Gu Qingfeng answered without hesitation each time without blushing or panting.
but.
After asking three times in a row, the woman's smile seemed to grow stronger, and she said, "Are you sincere?"
"Why am I not sincere?"
"If you had apologized to Feng Zhuyue before that, you might still have been sincere, but you chose to apologize to Feng Zhuyue now."
"How do you say that? Isn't it right to apologize to Feng Zhuyue now?"
The woman said: "You are a temperamental person, a person who follows your heart, and a person who believes in feelings. You apologize because you are guilty. Unfortunately, guilt does not mean sincerity. Your purpose of apologizing because of guilt is to let go. Only when the heart is relieved can we be detached and at ease."
"So, to you, it doesn't matter whether I am the former Feng Zhuyue or not. During the month, the only guilt you had for Feng Zhuyue disappeared, especially when you found out that my existence was not only Feng Zhuyue, but also Mandava... You no longer have any feelings in your heart. Guilt, not even a trace..."
When the woman's voice came, Gu Qingfeng suddenly became dumb.
He didn't expect that the woman could see through his own thoughts, let alone his thoughts.
really.
What the woman said was absolutely correct.
He really felt guilty about Feng Zhuyue.
He really wanted to apologize to Feng Zhuyue. As for whether this thought was to eliminate the guilt in his heart, or if it was sincere, he didn't know. He was a person who followed his heart, and he could do whatever he wanted. Or is it the previous wind chasing the moon? To be honest, Gu Qingfeng really doesn't care much.
Not only did he not care, but when he learned that the woman in front of him was not just Feng Zhuyue, although he was shocked in his heart, as the woman said, the guilt for Feng Zhuyue also disappeared after being shocked.
the reason is simple.
Ever since he knew that Feng Zhuyue was possessed by himself, he has always felt guilty in his heart. Although the guilt for Feng Zhuyue was sealed in the deepest part of his heart, it was only dusty and he never forgot it.
And as his understanding of Dao became deeper and deeper over the years, he also felt more and more clearly that there was something that had been bothering him like a bondage, making it impossible to escape from Dazi.
And this kind of bond is nothing but the word emotion.
Guilt is the worst emotion.
This thing haunts him like a demon, and sometimes it makes him miserable.
If possible, Gu Qingfeng would of course want to get rid of the fetters in his heart, and he would not be happy after all with this thing on his back.
to be honest.
If what happened this time is really the previous wind chasing the moon, Gu Qingfeng is really a little difficult to deal with, and may not only be unable to eliminate the guilt in his heart, but may even intensify it.
No matter what, he never thought that the Feng Zhuyue that appeared today was no longer the previous Feng Zhuyue. Not only did he have an extra Mantufan, but he also had an extra Wuyou Empress.
If Gu Qingfeng felt somewhat guilty because of the addition of one more mandala, then there was one more Empress Wuyou, and the guilt in his heart disappeared completely as the woman said.
The wind chasing the moon in the first life, the mandala in the first life, and the Wuyou empress in the first life.
All three of them met Gu Qingfeng in the Northwest, even if it was cause and effect, even if it was fate, it was a cause and effect deliberately grafted by someone, or a fate deliberately arranged by someone.
That's it.
The so-called guilt will no longer exist.
As a deceived person, if he feels guilty about a liar, then this deceived person is too stupid.
What's more, it wasn't the first time Gu Qingfeng was deceived.
As for how many times he was cheated, he couldn't remember.
Living up to now, after experiencing so many things, he feels more and more that he has fallen into a trap designed by others from the very beginning.
First the red sleeves of the first life, Ouyang Ye of the first life, Yun Nishang of the first life, and now the wind chasing the moon of the first life, the mandala of the first life, the Wuyou empress of the first life... and Jun Xuanji of unknown lifetimes.
Thinking back carefully, there are pits everywhere, traps everywhere, and conspiracies everywhere.
only…
Gu Qingfeng didn't know whether this conspiracy was arranged by Yun Nishang, Empress Wuyou, and Jun Xuanji themselves, or whether they were all pawns in this chess game just like him!