"Actually... Sometimes when I think about it, I sympathize with this guy. He is unrestrained by nature, and he is even more lazy and laid-back. He has no ambition to dominate the world, and he has no interest in this great way. Life."
When mentioning Gu Qingfeng, Cang Yan's tone seemed rather complicated, it seemed that it was not as simple as sympathy.
"Fortunately, he has been burdened with too many intricate karmic fates since the day he was born, and then he fell into it step by step. The more he struggled, the deeper he fell, and the deeper he fell, the more he was burdened. The more chaotic the fate of karma, until now, no one knows how deep he is in the original sin, and how chaotic the fate of karma he bears."
Cang Yan also looked at the vast and boundless ancient black hole, and also at the endless turbulence, a complicated smile crossed the corner of her mouth, then sighed, and murmured to herself: "However, apart from sympathy, I also It's mostly admiration."
"He has gone through so many things along the way, and he has not lost himself, nor has his spirit collapsed, and even his mood has not been affected much. It is really beyond imagination, and I admire it."
Cang Yan laughed at herself again: "If others don't say anything, if it were me, I'm afraid I've already lost myself in so many complicated and chaotic causes and effects..."
Cause and effect can make people lose themselves.
Throughout the ages, Cang Yan has seen too many people who lost themselves in pursuit of cause and effect.
Many of them have the power of hands and eyes, including her own lost herself in the pursuit of cause and effect.
the reason is simple.
Cause and effect cause and effect, past life cause, present life fruit.
To pursue cause and effect, one must seek past lives, and once one seeks past lives, it is often unclear which one is the real self, whether the self in the past life belongs to oneself or the self in this life belongs to oneself.
And there is no end to cause and effect, because the result of this life comes from the cause of the previous life, and the result of the previous life comes from the cause planted in the previous life, and the previous life of the previous life still has the previous life. There is no end to this repetition. Once you fall into it, you will lose yourself , the deeper you sink, the more lost you are.
That's how Cang Yan lost herself back then.
She pursued cause and effect in order to find her true self, or should be said to be her original self, but after she pursued the cause and effect of her past life, she found that the past life still has the past life, the past life of the past life still has the past life, the past life of the past life still has the past life, and finally the true self I didn’t find it, so I didn’t find it, and I didn’t find it, but I lost myself.
If it wasn't for the ancient Wuming who guided her to find herself, the current Cang Yan might still be lost in herself.
It was also when she found the fire of herself from being lost that she truly realized the words said before the ancient times.
There is no end to cause and effect, just like the sea of suffering has no other shore.
Losing cause and effect is like falling into a sea of suffering.
In her mind, she lost herself just by pursuing her own karma, and the karma that Gu Qingfeng was responsible for was all intricate and chaotic.
If Cang Yan's karma is a turbulent flow, no matter how lost she is, she will only get lost in her own karma.
And Gu Qingfeng's karma is more like a turbulent vortex, which contains many turbulent currents and chaotic karma. Once he gets lost, the ghost knows what kind of chaotic karma he will get lost. It may even be that he is not lost in himself. It's him and me. In other words, Gu Qingfeng will no longer be Gu Qingfeng at that time, but will become another him who lost me. His past life and his past life have nothing to do with him anymore .
What makes Cangyan extremely admire is that even though he was burdened with such a chaotic cause and effect along the way, Gu Qingfeng still did not lose himself. Lost myself.
What makes Cang Yan most admired is that not only is this guy not lost, but his state of mind has never changed. Facing the karma that he bears, his previous attitude is that although he does not accept it, he never refuses it. its natural.
What now.
This is still the case, even if he knows that his karma is very chaotic, even if he knows that there are many beings in the sky and earth staring at him, even if he knows that his decision may affect the situation of the world, he still doesn't care, and he doesn't care at all, just take one step at a time.
Even though Cang Yan didn't want to, she had to admit that this guy's heart was really big, not just big, big as if he didn't care about anything, didn't care about anything, and big enough to pretend to be the past and present.
Thinking of this, Cang Yan suddenly asked: "You said... has this guy accepted his fate?"
Eternal Wuming didn't respond, just stood quietly, like a speck of dust, even more like the turbulent flow flowing in this ancient black hole, true and false, false and true.
Cang Yan continued: "In my impression, this guy used to be an arrogant and rebellious master. After going through such a thing, his aloof temperament was smoothed out, and he lost his true nature. , and lost his temper, facing such a complicated and chaotic cause and effect, he knew he was helpless, so he chose to resign himself to fate?"
Next to him, Eternal Nameless shook his head slightly, and finally spoke affirmatively: "No! He will not accept fate, nor will he resign himself to fate! In this ancient and modern world, anyone may accept fate, and anyone may choose to resign to fate, including you and me , but he alone will not."
Cang Yan asked curiously, "Why?"
"Because he exists because he changed his fate against the sky. His soul, his blood, and his heart are all like this, and his nature is like this. He will not accept his fate, let alone resign himself to it."
Cang Yan murmured the words that Eternal Wuming said, pondered for a moment, and then said: "If he doesn't know how to resign himself to fate, why is he still indifferent until now? It's hard for him to really care about nothing, it's hard for him. Is the heart really so big that it transcends everything?"
"No."
Eternal Wuming said: "It's not that he doesn't care, and it's not that he doesn't care, he has someone who cares..."
The ancient unknown voice fell, and Cang Yan fell into deep thought.
She knows that there are many people in this ancient and modern world who have an inexplicable and complicated cause and effect with Gu Qingfeng, such as her little junior sister Su Hua, Jun Xuanji, and Yun Nishang, etc. The relationship between them and Gu Qingfeng There is a cause and effect of three lives and three lives.
There is another most important person, and that is Xiao Jin'er.
Cang Yan may not be sure if Gu Qingfeng cares about the cause and effect of Su Wei, Jun Xuanji, and Yun Nishang, but there is one thing she is sure of, that is, Gu Qingfeng cares about Xiao Jin'er very much.