Mo Wentian said that he only did one thing in his life.
That is to seek your own cause and effect.
Throughout the ages, there are not a few people who search for cause and effect. After all, according to the legend, if you find cause and effect and cut them off, you can not only change your own destiny, but also become a god.
but.
Mo Wentian seeks cause and effect, neither to change his own destiny, nor to become a god.
He seeks cause and effect with only one purpose, to find his true self, which is also to find his true self.
There has always been a terrible legend circulating in this world about searching for cause and effect.
It is said that seeking cause and effect is a road of no return. Once you embark on this road of no return, you can never turn back. There is only one final result, losing yourself and falling into a sea of suffering.
It's not that Mo Wentian has never heard of this legend. He has heard of it, and many of his friends have persuaded him more than once, but he still embarked on the path of no return to seek cause and effect without hesitation.
He thought that as long as his will was firm enough, he would not lose himself.
He believes in himself.
It wasn't until he embarked on the path of no return of seeking cause and effect that he realized that he was wrong, and it was outrageous.
He overestimated himself, and underestimated the horror of the word cause and effect.
at first.
He thought that he could find the cause and effect of the previous life only by asking for the cause and effect of this life.
The fact is indeed the case, he searched all over the cause and effect of this life, and finally found the cause and effect of the previous life.
He thought that as long as he searched the cause and effect of the previous life, he could find the real self.
However.
When he searched for the cause and effect of his previous life, he suddenly discovered that what he found was not the real self, but the self in the previous life, because he in the previous life still had a previous life.
then.
He began to look for the cause and effect of the previous life again. He searched all over the cause and effect, and finally found the cause and effect. What made him collapse was that even if he found the previous life of the previous life, it was still not the end, because the previous life of the previous life still had the previous life.
Although this result made him very disappointed, he did not give up and continued to search for the cause and effect of his previous life.
On the way of searching for cause and effect, Mo Wentian also discovered something that made him extremely helpless.
That is, the more he seeks cause and effect, the deeper his original sin will be.
At the beginning, he couldn't understand at all, and couldn't figure out what was going on.
Later he gradually understood.
He himself is the original sinner.
Original sin itself is formed by wrong cause and effect.
In other words, if he seeks the wrong cause for his wrong result, he will form a wrong result. How far he goes on the road of seeking cause and effect, the depth of his original sin will sink.
pity.
When Mo Wentian wanted to understand this matter, it was already too late.
Because he has gone a long way on the road of seeking cause and effect, and his own original sin has fallen very deep, and he can't turn back at all.
He regretted it.
And try to save it.
Even thought about reincarnation.
But finally gave up.
He knew that if he was reincarnated, not only would it not help the matter, but it would make him sink even deeper in the path of seeking cause and effect.
Mo Wentian knew that he could not turn back, so he could only bite the bullet and continue to search for cause and effect.
As he went farther on the path of seeking cause and effect, his own original sin became deeper and deeper.
Original sin from the beginning.
Then to the incarnation of the original sin, and then the retribution of the original sin, the retribution of the original sin...
In the end he got lost...
lost myself...
He didn't know whether he was lost in cause and effect, or lost in original sin, he only knew that he was lost...
I don't know who I am, and I don't know which one is me.
Is the self in the previous life the self? Or is the previous life of the previous life the self, or is the previous life of the previous life the self
Or is the original sin the real self
I don't know.
Mo Wentian doesn't know anything.
I don't know what I did when I was lost, how many years I have experienced, and where I went.
He didn't even know how to regain his self-awareness later, the only thing he knew was that after he regained his self-awareness, he found that he had been reincarnated and had become the Dharma Body of Original Sin.
Maybe it's the self-discovery
Mo Wentian still doesn't know until now, he doesn't even know whether he is searching for cause and effect in this life after reincarnation, or in the past life before reincarnation, or in the past life of the previous life.
He can no longer tell the difference between the past life and the present life, and he can't tell whether the past life is the result of the present, or the present life is the result of the past life.
He is lost.
Also hesitated.
He even suspected that he might never have found himself, and he was still lost at this moment.
I don't know.
I really don't know.
Mo Wentian just talked while drinking, his expression was very complicated, his eyes and tone of voice were the same, without exception, there were countless hesitation.
beside.
Ren Tianxing listened silently, and Gu Qingfeng did the same.
After Mo Wentian finished speaking, the two of them looked at each other, and they both saw a kind of horror in each other's eyes.
Even the ruthless Ren Tianxing's face changed after listening to Mo Wentian's narration of these things, and even the corners of his mouth seemed to twitch slightly, and Gu Qingfeng's scalp was numb and creepy It felt like the glass of fine wine in his hand was still in the air, and he didn't drink it from the beginning to the end.
He has always been very courageous, and there are very few things in the world that can make him feel afraid.
But after listening to Mo Wentian tell these things this time, he felt scared from the bottom of his heart, to be precise, it was a kind of fear.
Because he also tried to seek cause and effect back then.
to be honest.
He has also heard the terrible legends about searching for cause and effect, and he also knows that throughout the ages, people who search for cause and effect have all fallen into the sea of suffering and lost themselves without exception.
Not only has he heard of it, but there are living examples around him, such as Jun Xuanji, Ruyun Nishang, Rufeng Chasing the Moon, almost all of them lost themselves because of the two words of cause and effect.
But exactly how they got lost, Gu Qingfeng didn't know, nor could he imagine.
When he was looking for cause and effect back then, both Jun Xuanji and Yun Nishang appeared and persuaded him not to ask for cause and effect. Besides them, the old monk who lived in the Nirvana Bone Jade also advised him many times not to ask for cause and effect. Searching for cause and effect, the voice in a Dao seed that was inexplicably fused back then once told him not to search for cause and effect.
Gu Qingfeng did not listen to the persuasion of these people.
If these people didn't persuade him, he might not be so interested in seeking cause and effect. So many people came to persuade him, so he had to be curious and wanted to see what would happen when seeking cause and effect. Come out and persuade yourself.
As for what lost oneself, fell into the sea of bitterness.
It's not that Gu Qingfeng doesn't believe it, he just wants to know his cause and effect too much.
so.
Back then he set foot on Wudao Mountain alone.
Not only to get rid of the original sin, but also to seek the cause and effect, and to find the truth.