Is it difficult to say that I really lost myself after igniting the fire of original sin in Wudao Mountain? And also lost for ten thousand years
If this is the case, how did I get lost? What did you do when you lost yourself? How did you find yourself in the end
Gu Qingfeng thought and thought, thought and thought, but unfortunately, he couldn't think of anything.
I don't know how I got lost, and I don't know how I found myself, and I don't know what I did when I was lost.
Like amnesia.
And after waking up that year, he didn't feel any discomfort, and there was nothing like being unable to distinguish between the past and the present.
Or do you say that you are really lost, but you just don't know it.
opposite.
Mo Wentian and Ren Tianxing saw his pensive look, and asked, "Brother Gu, what are you thinking about?"
Gu Qingfeng did not hide his doubts, so he expressed his doubts. Ren Tianxing has no experience in this area, and he has never lost himself, so he can't answer this question. Although Mo Wentian has experience in losing himself, but this It doesn't mean that you can comprehend it if you have experience. If you can comprehend it, Mo Wentian will not be unable to distinguish between the past and the present.
Besides, at this moment, Mo Wentian didn't even know whether he was himself or not, so how could he answer Gu Qingfeng's question.
"Brother Gu, I'm really sorry. If it's another question, Mo may be able to help you solve the problem, but Mo really can't do anything about this lost matter..."
Mo Wentian shook his head and sighed.
Gu Qingfeng laughed, and said indifferently: "Brother Mo is too polite, I just have some doubts, maybe I think too much."
"When Wudao Mountain appeared in the secular world, although I didn't go there, many people should have participated in such a big event. There is no impenetrable wall in the world. How about it, Brother Gu, you can deal with this matter. And rest assured, I will help you investigate as soon as possible."
Hearing this, Gu Qingfeng hurriedly said: "Brother Mo, I appreciate your kindness, but let's forget about it now that it's over."
Mo Wentian pretended to be angry and said: "Brother Gu, why don't you consider Mo as a friend?"
"That was not what I meant."
Gu Qingfeng explained: "I didn't hear you mention being lost, so I have doubts, besides...even if I really lost myself back then, haven't I found it now? As for the current me, I am still the same as before. To be honest... I don’t know, maybe it is, or maybe it’s not. Anyway, I don’t feel anything, and I don’t feel that I am different. In a word, whether he loves it or not, I don’t care. I don’t care. How to live."
"this… "
Mo Wentian was startled, then shook his head and smiled wryly, "Brother Gu's state of mind is so high, I really envy Mo Mou."
Gu Qingfeng was also extremely speechless: "Come on, let's start again..."
Mo Wentian really envied Gu Qingfeng's mind of going with the flow.
If possible, he would also like to be as indifferent and careless as Gu Qingfeng, and be at peace with the situation.
The problem is that there are some things that you can't see through if you think about it.
Just like this matter of cause and effect, no matter how you look at it, he can't see it away, can't see it lightly, and can't see it through.
Seeking cause and effect has become his obsession, as long as he lives one day, he will never give up.
In contrast to the ancient Qingfeng.
He felt that he hadn't seen through the so-called karma and fate, but he was born to be such a lazy and easy-going person.
It is good to say that he let nature take its course, or that he resigned himself to fate.
Gu Qingfeng didn't bother to argue.
If character can really determine fate, Gu Qingfeng's character of being so easy-going can only be resigned to fate.
The three of them just chatted while drinking, and most of the chats were about original sin and cause and effect. After all, the three of them are all people of original sin, and they are all variables in the past and present. In addition to talking about original sin and cause and effect, we can only talk about original sin and cause and effect.
"Brother Gu."
The cold and silent Ren Tianxing suddenly asked, "To what extent have you fallen into the original sin?"
Don't say it.
Ren Tianxing really stunned him by asking this question.
Now all the existences in the sky and the earth say that he is deeply trapped in the original sin, but how deep he is trapped, let alone Ren Tianxing and Mo Wentian don't know, even Gu Qingfeng himself doesn't know, and he even calls him Depressingly, he didn't feel how deep he was in original sin.
It is said that original sin is divided into several stages.
The first is the original sin incarnation, the second is the original sin retribution body, the third is the original sin response body, and the fourth is the original sin dharmakaya.
The issue is.
Gu Qingfeng has lived until now, and along the way, he has neither become the original sin incarnation, nor the original sin retribution body, as for the original sin response body, and the original sin dharmakaya, he has never been.
At least.
He didn't have the slightest impression of this thing.
It is said that when he ignited the original sin karma in Wudao Mountain, he also awakened the original sin.
But Gu Qingfeng didn't have any impression.
Perhaps when I ignited the original sin karma, I really lost myself and became the original sin incarnation, and then became the original sin retribution body, the original sin response body, and even the original sin dharmakaya during the lost 10,000 years.
If you think about it carefully, it is not impossible.
After all, after becoming the incarnation of original sin, he is also like a madman, especially after becoming the retribution of original sin, or even the response of original sin, he is even more like a puppet of original sin. , although the ego is still the ego, it has already lost its original self, just like a person loses his original personality.
It cannot be said that you have lost your original self, because after becoming the legal body of original sin, you are the self conceived by original sin. Therefore, at this time, your original self is already original sin.
Is it difficult to say that I am also the original sin law body now
Gu Qingfeng shook his head, he didn't think so.
At least, it doesn't feel like it is.
Because he still has humanity.
Moreover, his own original sin is also looming, feeling illusory, so he has never felt how deep he is in the original sin.
Not only did I not feel how deep I was trapped, but I also felt that I seemed to be getting farther and farther away from the original sin.
Both Mo Wentian and Ren Tianxing felt that he was not the original sin law body. As for why he was not, the two of them couldn't tell why. Just like Gu Qingfeng, it was just a feeling.
the difference is.
Gu Qingfeng felt that he was getting deeper and deeper from the original sin.
Mo Wentian and Ren Tianxing felt that he had fallen so deep, so deep that the two original sin bodies could not even imagine.