What is a person pursuing in his life
If you ask this question, maybe no one will know.
Shen Manting asked herself many times.
What is the reason for living
But after thinking about it for a long time, I still didn’t figure it out.
But he didn't dare to die.
She is like a gambler who has lost everything, who has worked hard for everything but lost everything in the end.
Originally, she wanted to give birth to the child and use it as a bargaining chip to force and threaten Shen Luoan.
Even Shen Manting herself didn't think clearly about what she wanted to force him to do.
However, as the pregnancy took longer and longer, such thoughts became less and less.
As her belly grows bigger and bigger, her desire for this child grows deeper and deeper.
When she saw Shen Luoan again, Shen Manting suddenly realized that she seemed to have done something wrong.
This child should not have stayed in the first place.
She thought she would be cold-hearted to the end.
This child is a bargaining chip and a means!
However, she never expected that in the end, it would become a shackles for her to torture herself.
'January 28th, thunderstorm.
Baby, mommy was wrong.
No one will take care of you, and no one will take care of mom.
Mom's money is about to run out, and the nurse aunt said that they have no way to take care of you voluntarily.
Mom is useless. She can't produce milk and makes you hungry. I'm sorry.
The weather is getting worse and worse, and I can't hold on any longer. '
Shen Manting was lying on the hospital bed, her face pale, staring at the hose that continuously pumped water into her body, and suddenly smiled softly.
The baby lay in her arms, sleeping peacefully and peacefully.
However, the pain in her lower body made her feel desperate.
"Shen Manting, it's time to eat."
The nurse shouted.
Maybe it was because the voice was too loud, or maybe the thunder that sounded at the same time was too shocking.
The baby in his arms suddenly twitched, and then opened his mouth to cry.
Shen Manting was a little weak and patted the baby's back gently, slowly.
Enduring the pain and sitting up, Shen Manting lifted the hem of her clothes and wanted to feed the baby.
But the baby sucked his soft lips a few times and found that there was nothing, so he cried loudly again.
The nurse put her table down rudely and impatiently, put the food on it, and then called the next person.
"Zhang Chunhua!"
"Hey, I'll come." In the same ward, a simple and honest man took the lunch box from the nurse and said with a smile, "Thank you, nurse. You are a kind-hearted person. Thank you."
The nurse's face looked much better, and she silently handed over an extra egg.
The man smiled even more happily and said, "Thank you, thank you."
Then, holding the rice bowl, he turned to his wife and said, "This nurse is so kind. Come, eat an egg to feed our baby. The newborn baby needs nutrition the most."
The gentle and honest voice is not pleasant to hear.
But at this time, it was enough to warm the heart of a woman who had just struggled to give birth to a child for him.
Shen Manting's eyes heated up, she gritted her teeth and sat up, protecting the crying baby in her arms.
After cracking the egg shell, he opened it bit by bit and started eating slowly.
When a child cries, other children in the ward are inevitably affected.
Soon another child started crying.
There was a woman with a bad temper who gave birth to her third child.
Seeing her child crying, she glared at Shen Manting in annoyance and shouted: "Will you care about the child? He cried like that and didn't even feed him a mouthful of milk. I have never seen such abuse of a child!"
(End of chapter)