but…
Yu Lili stopped talking halfway.
When Ou Ming heard Yu Lili's words, he suddenly felt a little itchy and couldn't help but ask, "But what?"
"But I found that after living together for a long time, there are feelings. I thought I hated you, but in fact, when I was in the most difficult and desperate time, the first person I thought of was you. After I left Cannes, I stayed in Yunnan for three months. In Lijiang, Yunnan, there is an activity, which is to close your eyes and write the name of the most important person to you. I wrote your name."
She always thought that the person she liked and wanted was Lu Yihan.
But it was not until I left and walked alone on the country roads of Yunnan that I discovered my truest feelings deep in my heart.
The first month after leaving Ou Ming, I missed him, missed him, missed him.
I miss you so much and want to go back so much.
But Yu Lili didn't dare to go back at that time, because she knew she couldn't go back.
Not only the death of the two children, but also the death of Li Sicheng was enough to make Ou Ming hate her to death.
Yu Lili was not afraid of death, but she was afraid that after she returned, she would face Ou Ming's hatred and hysteria.
She couldn't bear that feeling, which was worse than death.
It was not until later that Yu Lili realized that her feelings for Lu Yihan were just the kind of love she was unable to get when she was young.
And the extravagant desire to envy Su Qianci and to be loved by Lu Yihan.
Or maybe it's more of an obsession.
An obsession that you cannot get, but are unwilling to let go of.
Knowing the answer from the deepest part of her heart, Yu Lili's obsession with Lu Yihan slowly dissipated and was no longer the same as before.
Yu Lili looked at him with a smile, and clearly saw the emotion and disbelief written all over Ou Ming's dark brown eyes.
Looking at such a beautiful smile in front of me, my heart beats fast in an instant.
Ou Ming's heart began to beat uncontrollably.
Jumping like crazy, ecstatic.
An unprecedented sense of happiness instantly surrounded Ou Ming.
What is Yu Lili talking about
Was she just... confessing to herself
Ou Ming had never heard of such a confession. From beginning to end, there was not a single word of love, nor any word about liking. However, it was able to make him feel the feeling of liking and realize the existence of love invisibly.
Ou Ming had completely forgotten how to react at this moment. There was only one thought in his mind: she cared about him, and he liked her!
It was unclear whether Ou Ming was happy or unhappy. He looked as if he was stunned.
If it was four years ago, Ou Ming would probably be so excited that he would hug her and spin around, right
Now…
After all, four years have passed and everything has changed.
Yu Lili lowered her head slightly, feeling a little frustrated, her cheeks burning, and she said with some embarrassment, "I don't mean to quibble. I want to stay with you, Ou Ming, and I want to be financially independent. Although I am very poor now, I will definitely pay you back. I can be your nanny, and I will have my own job and career in the future. I don't want... when others mention me, their first reaction is: 'Ah, the woman kept by Ou Ming'. At the very least, saying that I am your nanny is better than this..."
(End of this chapter)