Hearing this, Yu Lili chuckled and said: "There is nothing to apologize for, Ou Ming, you should be glad that I did not commit suicide successfully, otherwise, I would never let you go."
"It's impossible to succeed," Ou Ming looked at her, his Adam's apple tightening, "There's no way I'm going to let you die."
Yu Lili shook his head, pushed his hands away gently, and said, "That's it, let's get together and relax, okay? You have your wife, and I will find someone who cares for me and loves me in the future." Man, I, Yu Lili, don’t have to rely on you, Ou Ming.”
"No!" Ou Ming suddenly panicked. Facing Yu Lili like this, Ou Ming was at a loss for a moment, "No, Yu Lili!"
"Nothing is wrong," Yu Lili smiled, with some compassion in his eyes. He looked at Ou Ming in front of him as if he were looking at an ignorant child. He quickly looked away and turned around. He turned around and said, "No one can survive without leaving the other." As he spoke, he had already taken steps towards the entrance of the community.
However, Ou Ming reacted quickly and pulled her away, shouting: "I can't do it!"
Ou Ming's words made Yu Lili take action.
Ou Ming stood behind her, looking at her back, his voice was hollow, hoarse and filled with a hint of imperceptible fear, he said: "I can't do it, Yu Lili, I can't live without you. "
When Yu Lili heard such words, he laughed out loud.
He turned his head and looked at Ou Ming, the compassion in his eyes was even greater, and he smiled brightly at Ou Ming, like the most brilliant sunflower following the sun, blooming quietly and silently.
"Don't deceive yourself, Ou Ming," Yu Lili looked at him and said word by word, "You are different from me. You can survive without anyone. However, without different people, things will be different." Just fun.”
Yu Lili saw clearly from the beginning what her identity was and how she should exist in front of him.
It can provide him with pleasure, let him vent his desires, and provide him with play, but it cannot provide him with a way to live.
Because the only one who keeps him alive is himself.
He's just a clown, don't take yourself seriously.
Yu Lili just plays the role of a clown in his world.
As long as she wanted, she could continue to be by his side, being a mistress who knew how to watch his actions, and a clown who knew how to please and please him.
Just like the children in the orphanage scolded her when she was little, if she continued to pretend, she could get candy.
But she didn't want to, not anymore.
Not interesting at all.
Seeing her smile like this, Ou Ming silently tightened her hand and said, "Wait for me, okay? Wait for me for two months. Within two months, I will solve the current problems. Then, marry me." ”
"Ou Ming," Yu Lili took his hand away and said, "Go back, your fiancée needs you more than I do." Shaking him away, Yu Lili quickly walked back inside.
With his back to Ou Ming, tears flowed down quietly.
Ou Ming looked at her back, a little frustrated.
Back in the car, Ou Ming took out his cell phone.
I found Shen Luoan's number and dialed it.
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When Yu Lili came back, his eyes were red.
Ye Qianqian came around with some gossip, but when she saw Yu Lili's appearance, the questions that were on her lips suddenly disappeared.
(End of chapter)