"I know that everyone has the right to choose their life. I also know very well that I should not impose my thoughts on them. For myself, I should not let them divorce, but... I really don't want them to divorce. I I always feel that if my parents are together, I still have a family. If they are not together, I will have no family... "
"If I had listened to them, went to you, to coax you, they might not be like this... But, I don't want to... You don't even know, they came to me recently and never asked me how I was at school , as soon as I open my mouth, I can talk about you in a few words... I always feel that the reason they have been kind to me these years is because of your family. If it weren't for your family, wouldn't they have given up on me long ago? "
Maybe it's because it's a little difficult to talk about the situation in her own family, Shi Yao's words are haphazard.
Lin Jiage didn't interrupt her from the beginning to the end, just sat quietly by the side and listened attentively.
From the beginning, her parents were very kind to her, and she thought she had a happy family although not so rich. Later, she knew what their parents really thought, and she couldn't accept it. It was very uncomfortable. Later, she also said, She doesn't want to be a cash cow. To his parents, she doesn't think she is important at all. In order for her to marry well, her father even pretended to be sick...
In fact, he already knew a lot about these things at Leng Nuan's place. Now she tells him again, but he seems to be listening to the cooperation plan. He listens carefully to every word about her, even every word. Carefully.
She talked a lot, probably vomited out a lot of the discomfort that was pent up in her heart. In the end, her tone became obviously much lighter, and more than half of the grievance between her eyebrows and eyes dissipated.
"It's so many years late, and now they are separated. I should be happy, right? Why is it that I am grown up now, and there is only one person left. It is better than when I was young. I should really be happy, right wrong?"
As she said that, she turned her head and smiled at Lin Jiage. She was probably tired of talking, so after asking him this question, she stopped talking.
But her last words were inexplicably poignant, and Lin Jiage didn't know how to answer her words for a moment.
He looked at her small face with a forced smile, his throat seemed to be strangled by something, it was very sore.
After a while, Lin Jiage managed to suppress the soreness, and moved his lips, "No... how could it be possible that you are the only one left, if you are the only one left, I will accompany you of."
I will be with you too...
Such simple words made Shi Yao's eyes turn red again.
"Why are you crying again?" Lin Jiage said nervously.
"No..." Shi Yao shook her head, and after she had calmed down a little, she asked again: "Tell me, what should I do in the future?"
"What do you want to do?" Lin Jiage stretched out his hand, stroked Shi Yao's bangs, and asked softly.
"I don't know..." Shi Yao answered four words in a low voice, and then said: "...if they really get divorced, I don't want to go home..."
"Then where do you want to live?"
"Me? I can live in the school now, and when the winter vacation comes, I can rent a house near the school..."