Su Cen said, "How is that possible, Xiao Che..." She gently stroked her cheek, "I feel very happy that I can still see you. I am also very happy to have such a good daughter like you. However, I have not fulfilled my duties as a mother in this life and failed to take good care of you... "
Lin Che shook her head hastily, "Mom, you were hypnotized, I don't blame you."
"But I was obviously there, but I didn't take care of you, Xiao Che. Mom is really sorry for you."
"Between mother and daughter... there is nothing I can say that I can't forgive." Lin Che said, "I just hope that you, mother, can live well."
Su Cen sighed and touched her face cherishingly, "In a blink of an eye, you have grown up and have your own child. Xiao Che, I am very happy that you can grow up so well. Without me, you can't You have grown up to be a good girl, and you must be good in the future. Mom is there. You can come to me at any time, and I can come to see you, but... Mom has decided to go to country M. "
Lin Che was stunned, "Mom, you want to go back to Country M? Why?"
That Han Chengen has hypnotized her for so long, but she still wants to go back
Su Cen said, "Cheng'en has protected me for so many years, I owe him."
"But… "
"I still have you, but he has no children in his life and is alone. Because of me... He is already a loner with no relatives or friends. How can I let him die alone? What's more... Xiao Che, after so many years In the past, love has faded and feelings have disappeared. I have also seen many things clearly. In the past, my obsession was too deep. When I loved someone, I put everything into it, which eventually led to me on the verge of despair. So, now, I just don’t care about these things. I have taken it lightly, if I have it, I will do it, if I don’t have it, forget it. Therefore, I have no other thoughts for the rest of my life. I just hope that you live well. I will spend the rest of my days peacefully, without fighting or grabbing, without love or hatred... "
No fighting, no grabbing, no love, no hate...
It sounds very peaceful, but it is also very sad.
However, for Su Cen, maybe this is the best.
Lin Che hugged Su Cen, "Mom..."
"Baby, you have grown up..." Su Cen hugged her tightly.
Su Cen left here and saw Han Chengen's car from a distance after walking out.
She closed her eyes and a smile appeared on her face.
"Cheng'en, come here, don't follow me all the time."
Han Chengen got out of the car. He hadn't seen him for a few days. He was so thin that he seemed to have changed. He was unshaven and no longer looked like the rich man he used to be.
He looked at Su Cen as if he were a lost child, looking at the only hope.
Su Cen laughed and looked at him, "I've been thinking a lot these days."
Han Chengen nodded. He knew that she had gone to many places and seen many things. He did not dare to approach her, but he was worried about her, so he could only follow her from a distance.
Su Cen said, "I know that everything you did was for my own good, but I still can't forgive you for hypnotizing me and keeping me separated from my daughter for so many years."
Han Chengen's face became even more sad. He covered his cheeks and said, "It was just a desperate idea at the beginning. I also thought that if I failed, I might lose you, but I don't regret it. At least you have not been tortured in these years. Tell me, Su Cen, what is your decision and what do you want from me? I will agree to it without reservation."
Su Cen shook his head, looked at him, and smiled lightly, "I'm going to go back to Country M with you."
"What?" Han Chengen looked at her in surprise.
Su Cen said, "Cheng'en, continuing to trouble you for the rest of your life may be the only thing I can do to punish you."
Han Chengen's eyes were filled with excitement for a moment. This was punishment, but he was willing to be punished like this for the rest of his life. As long as he was with her, even if he could only look at her like this and watch her blame herself for the rest of his life, then he would be willing to do so. of.
Su Cen said, "After much thought... I have met so many people, done so many things, and experienced so much... The only one who really loves me is you... "
Love is too fantasy. She fell in love with someone who had never loved her properly. She didn't understand it at the time. However, looking back, she realized that true love is not a vigorous and life-or-death thing, but a long-lasting one. companionship, silent enjoyment.
Although she didn't love Han Chengen, she understood that he was indeed the only one who loved her.
Therefore, the fact that she finally chose such a place to die was the only punishment she could give him...
Lin Che was upstairs, standing in front of the window, watching Han Chengen carefully help Su Cen into the car, and then the car slowly drove forward along the street.
She was filled with emotions, and for a moment she felt as if she had seen through the mysteries of life.
At this time, Gu Jingze slowly hugged her behind him and said, "Lin Che, I don't allow you to feel sad."
Lin Che said, "No, I'm not sad. In my heart, my mother has passed away for a long time. Now I know that she has not passed away and is still living well in this world. I am already very grateful. I just sigh that my mother still followed her in the end. Han Chengen is gone, do you think mom fell in love with Han Chengen? "
"No." Gu Jingze said, "She just chose a path that was best for her. She looked past everything and felt that love was not that important."
"Really... Then I feel so pitiful for my mother..."
Gu Jingze looked at her, smiled and kissed her cheek, "Most people have a lot of regrets in their lives."
Lin Che looked outside, thinking that her mother's favorite should be Lu Qinyu. Finally, she wanted to let Lu Qinyu know about herself, and then she left everything behind and left here. However, Lu Qinyu really didn't I love her so much, so in love, the one who loves her deeply is actually the one who gets hurt the most.
Lin Che looked at Gu Jingze and felt very emotional. Maybe she was really lucky. Unlike most people, she could never meet such a good man in her life.
Lin Che said, "Forget it, I don't want to deal with the older generation's affairs anymore. We still have a naughty kid outside that we haven't found yet."
Gu Jingze said, "I have sent people to confirm. He is at Black Eagle's place. You can rest assured."
"It's really strange. Why did he go there on New Year's Eve? What should we do now?"
"Black Hawk is tightly sealed. I will ask Black Hawk what's going on first, but knowing that people are there, at least there will be no danger. You can rest assured. Don't you also want to know where this child has been recently? What is he doing? We can take this opportunity to see what he is doing."
Lin Che said, "Oh, that's right. I wonder if his sudden departure from home this time is related to his previous bad mood."