"I can't help it, Liao Chongwu, I can't help it!" Zhong Ming'e couldn't bear it anymore. He burst into tears suddenly, covering his face with his hands tightly, and his whole body twitched. "Liao Chongwu, I don't want to do this either. I... I don't want to touch women. Never, I just want you, but Liao Chongwu. What can I do? I... I have no choice, since the day my concubine gave birth to me , I have no choice. How many people’s wealth and lives are on my shoulders? How many people stare at me all the time. There is no choice!"
Liao Chongwu looked at Zhong Ming'e who was wailing in front of him, and his heart was about to break. He held out his hand tremblingly. Gently stroked Zhong Ming'e's black hair. He said hoarsely: "So, you have made up your mind?"
The trembling head under his hands suddenly stopped trembling. Zhong Ming'e didn't speak, nor did he look up. Just kept covering his face.
"Have you really made up your mind?" After a while, Liao Chongwu asked again, his voice full of bitterness. "So, you're sending me away?"
Zhong Ming'e didn't say anything, but nodded slightly.
"Why do I have to go?" Liao Chongwu sniffed, suppressing the pain and depression in his chest. He tried hard to make his voice not so trembling and useless, "I can stay, and I can still be you as before. The bodyguard, no, no matter what you want to do, I will... I will not stop you, and I will not have any complaints, I will serve you and protect you like a normal bodyguard... "
"I know you can do what you say, but I can't," Zhong Ming'e slowly raised his head, eyes red and swollen with tears, staring at Liao Chongwu without blinking, his hands trembling down On Liao Chongwu's green cheeks, he touched the stubble on his head, and gradually, his eyes turned red again, "Liao Chongwu, I can't do it, I can't turn a blind eye to you, I can't make it You are going to enter other women's rooms with this face, so Liao Chongwu, please go, don't stay by my side and continue to be wronged."
"As long as I can stay by your side, how can I be wronged?" Liao Chongwu choked up and said, "Your Highness, I don't ask for anything, I just want to stay by your side and be an ordinary guard, as long as... as long as I can It's enough to guard you, please, don't drive me away, okay?"
"You don't feel wronged, but I feel wronged," Zhong Ming'e murmured, touching his face lightly, while looking into Liao Chongwu's eyes, "When I didn't meet you, I was in the palace. The most inconspicuous prince, Eldest Brother is the only legitimate son of Empress Zhenxian. It’s not good to look at and short, without a bit of heavenly demeanor, the third child is better than me, and can ride a horse and draw a bow early, but I still drink medicinal soup all day long. Controlling me and not allowing me to go out, covering me up to be fairer than a big girl, the third child always takes the opportunity to laugh at me, but I never feel wronged, I know my identity, I am Feng Zilong Sun, I was born to be superior to others, as long as I work hard enough, I have a chance to be the supreme position, so why should I feel wronged?"
"But after I met you, I started to feel wronged." Having said this, Zhong Ming'e pulled his lips and showed a bitter smile, "I can't see that you feel wronged. I still feel wronged when I see you. Looking at you I feel aggrieved when I talk to the maid, and I am still aggrieved when I see you joking with the guards. I know that I am going to marry a wife and get angry, but I don’t feel that much, but because of you, I don’t even want to marry a wife and have children. In the end, I married the Zou family. In the early morning of the wedding day, you put me in a fiery red wedding dress, and you helped me onto the horse. Liao Chongwu, you don’t know how much I wanted to escape at that time, so I don’t need to do anything else I don’t want the supreme position anymore, I only want you, I just want to live with you for the rest of my life, I will go with you everywhere, and I am willing to learn... "
"What about now?" Liao Chongwu cut off Zhong Ming'e's words abruptly, and grabbed Zhong Ming'e's hand. Shall I go?"