Meiya didn't buy anything, she ran from the street to the country road, and then she stopped. She moved forward step by step. Every time she walked on this road in the past, she always returned to her heart like an arrow. But today, she can't wait to go this way. She can't finish her life.
Pang Yi is so familiar with Xiao An's. It doesn't look like they just met, and from the conversation between the two, Xiao An should have been in Ninggu Pagoda for a while. Did you come with Pang Yi at that time? Why did she come to Ningguta
Thinking of this, Meiya couldn't help but hold her lips in self-deprecating, why else. Of course it was for Zhong Mingwei. Six years ago, for Zhong Mingwei's sake, she had condescended to be someone else's concubine for the sake of Zhong Mingwei. Even she, who is from the clothes washing palace, has heard of it. It can be seen that Xiao An is a person who values affection. Today, Zhong Mingwei is in trouble. It's not impossible that she, a person with a lot of love, tried her best to find Ning Guta.
only. Does Zhong Mingwei know
He must know, Pang Yi can't hide it from him, so. It should also be him who asked Xiao An to stay.
Then, why did he let Xiao An stay in Ninggu Pagoda
And why have you never told yourself about it
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Meiya's face was extremely pale, her legs seemed to be filled with lead, and she couldn't move anymore, every part of her body was filled with deep-seated coldness, she looked left and right, then moved to the side of the road Under a white birch tree, leaning on the trunk, he squatted down slowly.
In the past, when she was still in the capital, she was a crude palace official, she didn't dare to laugh loudly when she was happy, and she never dared to cry loudly when she was sad, and she didn't think there was anything wrong with it. You should be cautious, you are serving people's lives, who do you laugh at and cry at? In fact, you are no different from the horses and dogs raised by your master, and you are even worse than those animals.
Later, when she arrived at Ninggu Tower, apart from walking on thin ice at the beginning, she gradually became able to laugh, not only laughed, but also dared to cry, no matter when she was wronged or sad, she dared to cry in front of Zhong Mingwei, Zhong Mingwei didn't regard her as a slave, so she gradually lost the consciousness of being a slave. Slowly, she began to live like a normal person. No, she may cry and laugh more than normal people. I don't know if it's because she didn't dare to vent when she was a child, but now she really likes to laugh and cry. She really likes this kind of freedom.
But at this moment, Meiya realized that when she was in real pain, she couldn't cry, just like now, she was trembling all over, but her eyes were so dry that she didn't have a single tear.
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"Clack clack!"
The hoofbeats of the horse came from far to near, and when they came to Meiya, the rider suddenly reined in the horse, and the horse finally stopped amidst the neighing of the horse.
"What are you doing squatting here?" Kong Wenmin rode on a horse and condescendingly looked at Meiya squatting under the tree. Just now, he saw a person squatting on the side of the road from a distance. He didn't think much about it. Meiya, according to his previous temper, would never pay attention to it, but today Kong Wenmin reined in the horse.
"Kong... Guard Kong," Meiya raised her head slowly, saw the person on the horse clearly, and murmured, "I, I'm not feeling well, so I'll take a rest here."
"Since you're uncomfortable, don't go out and run around," Kong Wenmin said coldly, paused, then extended his hand to Meiya, "Come up, I'll take you back."
"No... no, no need!" Meiya waved her hands in a hurry. One is that she has always been afraid of Kong Wenmin, and she dare not be alone with Kong Wenmin at all. The other is that she really doesn't want to go back now, she has no idea How to face Zhong Mingwei, whether to pretend that she doesn't know anything, or to break up with Zhong Mingwei, she was really confused.
Kong Wenmin looked at her, then turned over and got off the horse, holding the whip in one hand and patted lightly on his hand, while frowning, he walked in front of Meiya: "What's wrong with you?"
"Ah?" Meiya looked anxiously at Kong Wenmin who was getting closer and closer. She raised her head and said a little at a loss, "No, it's nothing. I'll be fine by squatting for a while. Kong, guard Kong, you are busy." Go ahead, leave me alone..."
"You think I'm willing to take care of you?" Kong Wenmin snorted coldly, pointed at Meiya with the whip, "If I hadn't heard that you went to visit Wen Jie today, I wouldn't have taken care of you."