On the night of the twenty-fourth day of the twelfth lunar month, the little girl in their family got angry with him for the first time. But in the end, he was wiping away his tears in front of a pot of beans, which Zhong Mingwei still remembers clearly. At that time, Ah Chou was sitting in the outer hall with his back to the bedroom door, sobbing silently. The shiny little braids swayed with the trembling of the body. Poor and very painful.
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"So, after leaving Ninggu Pagoda, it's impossible for you to look at me more. Even if you did, you wouldn't take it seriously," Meiya pulled me out bitterly. While patting the dirt on his sleeves. While raising his head, he looked at Zhong Mingwei without blinking, those eyes that were always so clear and bright. At this time, it was solemn. "Zhong Mingwei. We are not the same people. The woman you like should be like An's, right? She came from a famous family and has a good appearance. She is understanding and understands the piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and has a deep affection for you. Only such a woman is worthy of you. If you hadn't become unrepentant, deposed to Ninggu Tower, and your body was broken, how could you fall in love with a vulgar girl like me?" Having said that, Meiya went on Shaking his head slowly, he said in a deep voice, "No, you don't like me, you should just rely on me and pity me. As time goes by, the feelings will become blurred. After all, this is Ninggu Tower. After all, you want to be here After a lifetime, it will be the same.”
"Girl, for you, I've never given up..." Zhong Mingwei said in a deep voice, he gritted his teeth, his heart was shattered into pieces, the pain from his heart made his whole body collapse, he even Feeling that he could fall down at any time, he secretly spurned his cowardice and incompetence, took a few breaths, and looked at Meiya again, "Girl, it's true that I pity you, it's true that I rely on you, but it's also true that I like you Really, it's never been blurry, you trust me, okay?"
"What about An Shi?" Compared to Zhong Mingwei's embarrassment, Meiya was calm. She looked at Zhong Mingwei's clenched teeth, and said calmly, "Do you really like her too?"
Zhong Mingwei stared at Meiya, his lips trembled a few times, as if he wanted to explain something, but he still didn't say anything, he silently lowered his head, looked at the black and white pieces scattered on the ground, and nodded for a while.
Meiya just felt that she couldn't sleep anymore, the room was really stuffy, filled with the smell of the powder on Xiao An's body, and also filled with the earthy smell of her body, these two completely different smells blended together, making her feel Suffocated, she didn't know if Zhong Mingwei also felt very suffocated, anyway, she couldn't stay any longer.
Meiya stood up, took two steps outside, then stopped suddenly, and looked back at Zhong Mingwei: "Mingwei, tell me, did you betray her because of me, or because of her?"
Zhong Mingwei did not speak, still staring at the black and white pieces on the ground, Meiya also followed his gaze, her eyes gliding over the pieces, and finally landed on her dirty cloth shoes, she couldn't help it He hooked his lips and revealed a bitter smile.
This is her and Zhong Mingwei's home, but why does she look so out of place
This feeling made her scared and desperate, but Zhong Mingwei didn't even look at her.
"Ming Wei, let's put it aside before we get married. Although I'm an ugly girl who doesn't show up on the stage, I don't want to be a court wife, and I don't want to win other people's hearts." After a pause, Meiya said again, "I'm going to stay at Grandma Chen's house for a while, when you make up your mind, let me know."
Speaking of this, Meiya looked at Zhong Mingwei again, intending to tell him to pay attention to his legs and feet, but he still didn't say anything, then turned around and opened the door to go out.
As soon as Meiya came out, Gu Changlin and Pang Yi rushed to greet her, and Xiao An also went forward timidly, and called softly, "Ma'am."
Hearing this, Meiya looked at Xiao An, the moonlight was soft, covering Xiao An's body with a layer of gentle silver, making her more beautiful, Meiya looked at her, a little dazed, that year, it was also the moonlight, Under the colorful fireworks, the pair of Bi people stood in the pavilion. They obviously didn't say anything, but they looked so well-matched and harmonious. No matter how good a painter is, they couldn't draw such a beautiful picture.
I didn't see Meiya talking for a long while, and just stared at Xiao An. Xiao An's heart fluttered under the stare, and she subconsciously moved towards Pang Yi. Pang Yi felt uneasy, and called out in a low voice: "lady?"