"Are you really not leaving?" Having cried enough, Meiya's dizziness was unbearable, she was holding the man's face. While sobbing and choking, he couldn't stop, "Didn't you say... that you want to return to the capital to enjoy the wealth? Didn't you say... that there is someone who will help An's right... to help you?"
"Girl, none of that...is important." Zhong Mingwei looked into those wet eyes, and when he spoke again, his voice was choked up. He kissed Mei Ya's eyes that were too red and swollen. While whispering, "There is no better home in this world than Ning Guta, and there is no better person than you."
"You lied to me..." Meiya finally stopped crying. At this time, tears started to flow again, she was so depressed and wronged that she couldn't express it, she really wanted to slap Zhong Mingwei hard. But she couldn't do it. In the end, he just bit his lips hard, and said through gritted teeth, "You've always been fooling me. You want to marry me all day long. In the end, it's not... It's not as soon as Anshi came. You changed your mind, and you used to It’s not like you didn’t say that you’re not going anywhere in your life. Just spend your whole life with me in Ningguta, but what? But…”
But. You are still thinking about the capital, even though you know that it is a place where people can eat people without spitting out their bones, but you are already thinking about the wealth, glory and... the taste of power there.
And Ning Guta, such a desolate place. And me, this ugly girl who can't even look down on a half-grown child, how can I make you stay
"Girl, I..." Zhong Mingwei looked into Meiya's eyes, these eyes were always pretending to be happy and calm, even if tears filled their eyes from time to time, it must not be because of joy, but at this moment, these eyes are so sad So much so that he couldn't stand it anymore, he moved his eyes away, but was stung by the gray tooth marks on Meiya's lips, he took a deep breath, then supported the edge of the bed, knelt down up.
"You... what are you doing?" Meiya was startled, and then hurriedly went to help Zhong Mingwei, but Zhong Mingwei gently pushed her hand away, still kneeling so straight.
"Girl," Zhong Mingwei looked at Meiya without blinking, his throat seemed to be on fire, and the pain was unbearable. He tried hard to make every word clear, "I have never promised anyone anything. , but the promises made to you are the most sincere, please believe me, whether it is Zhong Mingwei in the past or Zhong Mingwei now, I have always been single-minded to you, girl, there are some things that I don’t want to be with You said, whether it's out of consideration for your future or...or out of protecting my poor self-esteem, I really don't want to tell you that I originally wanted to take it into the coffin, but..." Speaking of which, Zhong Mingwei His voice was still choked up, he wiped his face with his hand, then raised his head to look at Meiya, "But girl, although I am a 33-year-old man and have lived half my life, I also have my own. My panic, my fear, I used to just want to push you away as much as possible, not to let you ruin your life because of me, but now, girl, I really don’t want to let go anymore, whether it will or not Ruin you, and it doesn't matter whether you will regret it or hate me in the future, girl, I... I can't control it anymore, the first half of my life was too hard, and the second half of my life I just want to live with you well, Girl, I know I've always been a selfish person, but girl... please don't hate me, and don't... don't dislike me, okay?"
Meiya looked at Zhong Mingwei, looked at herself pitifully and nervously with eyes that had never been seen before, Meiya's heart felt as if a needle had been pricked, this person is Zhong Mingwei, he is a nobleman! But now he is kneeling in front of him, so pitiful and helpless, like a poor baby begging his mother not to leave him.
"What happened?" Meiya sniffed and asked, although Zhong Mingwei didn't say what was going on, but Meiya could tell that something serious must have happened, otherwise Zhong Mingwei wouldn't have So broken and anxious, she reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of Zhong Mingwei's eyes, and asked in a low voice, "Did something serious happen to the capital again? And...you are involved again?"
Zhong Mingwei shook his head, gritted his teeth, and spoke after a while: "I can't give birth to a baby."